Kill crazy! The real daughter rushed to rectify the rich family!

Chapter 549 Ye Kong's Diary

The snow melted in the sound of the gradually increasing rain.

A film covered my ears and the world fell into water.

In the flickering cold light where night and rain meet, Wen Can's stiff and cold fingers numbly turned another page.

201X Summer

The third hypnosis.

Originally speaking, life is meaningful. If you can't find the meaning, you can create your own meaning. Creating meaning means looking for what you like and pursuing what you yearn for, even if it is just a landscape, a yellow moon, or even the pursuit of pain.

He said this on an ordinary afternoon, in a rocking chair in the yard.

Took your seat and ate your watermelon.

But you are not angry.

You have such a good temper.

You have a good memory too.

You remember all of this.

You will always remember it.

……

201X Summer

The fifth hypnosis.

While performing the Thunder and Lightning Method, the doctor asked me if I remembered how I came to Nangang. I said I was originally from Nangang. He smiled with satisfaction and began to make up a story for me.

What? My family has fallen into poverty. The Qin family took me in and wanted me to be the eldest daughter of the Qin family. It sounds quite lucky.

funny.

Every time I heard him make up stories in a serious manner, I wanted to laugh out loud, then slap the fruit plate on his disgusting face and tell him to die, but luckily the electricity running through my skin was painful, so I could keep performing - there was no other way, if I didn't tell lies he would increase his power and ask me the same question again and again.

It seemed as if they were trying to use fear to change my subconscious mind so that I would never dare to remember where I really came from.

It’s a pity that he doesn’t know that I am sick. No matter how much pain I feel, I won’t be afraid - I don’t even know what fear is.

Every time I hypnotize myself, there will be burnt marks on my skin, and every time I smell that smell, I feel like a pig waiting to be slaughtered.

Really annoying.

Originally said that if it is difficult to find people or things you like, you can also find things you hate first.

I think I found it.

I used to think that I hated exercising and hated going out, but now I realize that I just don’t like it. Compared to those things, being locked in a cage and not allowed to go out, and having to exercise in a way allowed by others, otherwise not allowed - this is what I really hate.

I hate not being free, I hate being bound, I hate being beaten and tortured. Even if I don’t feel fear, I will be angry.

I am angry.

But I don’t want to stay angry.

Summer 201X

The ninth hypnosis.

I weighed myself today and found I have lost five pounds.

I feel like I'm turning into a skeleton.

I seemed to be getting calmer and my performance was becoming more flawless, but why didn't they give up?

Is it because it won't do them any harm, so they can just keep going?

But if this goes on, I can't bear it anymore.

God knows how much I want to...

I have learned this manor thoroughly, and next time I will escape through the sea.

But first I have to get a speedboat.

Do you remember the address of the flower box?

201X Summer

The flower box is beautiful in the spring.

Flowers all over the mountains.

There will be many tourists coming.

Every time this happens, you will go out with the old man to pick some beautiful flowers and plant them in the backyard.

But you don't know how to grow flowers, and after they died many times, the old man didn't allow you to take care of them anymore.

……

Do you remember what the old man looked like?

201X Summer

The winters in Huahe are very cold, but it never snows.

There is no heating or air conditioning in the room, and the children have to sleep on a large bunk bed, huddled together for warmth, but you always pretend to sleep alone, and then you will catch a cold the whole winter.

……

Do you remember what color your quilt was?

201X Summer

The road to the flower box is complicated.

Every time you go out alone, you get lost. Yuanchu often brings a group of people to look for you, buying food and drinks along the way, and chattering loudly.

……

Do you remember which street your favorite candied haws are on?

A mass of meaningless black scribbles.

It's like the owner of the diary picked up the pen but didn't know what to write, or was lost in long thinking and reminiscing.

Then came the still lonely, cold and sharp handwriting.

201X Early Autumn

Do you remember why you came to Southport?

……

Again, there were large sections of blank space and twisted black ink masses.

Finally, there were three pale and neat words.

I forgot.

Wen Can's heart seemed to drop heavily with these words.

Suppressing his trembling fingertips, he slowly turned to the next page.

From here on, the words on the paper became more and more.

But if you look closely, almost all of them are repetitions of the previous diary, and some are even exactly the same words and sentences, which makes it obvious that they were copied from the previous ones.

It's as if in this way I'm constantly engraving those gradually chaotic and disappearing images in my mind.

But this still doesn't change anything.

201X Autumn

Flower box, flower box, flower box. Is there no other place except here?

Your life is too barren.

So what if I remember? What if I forget?

Rather than spending your whole life as a fool in this smelly cage, it would be better to die now, so as to avoid being treated like a pig with blood drawn and electrotherapy every day - don't you think you are the idiot who acts in front of those pigs every day?

You are just a pile of mud, without a father or a mother, no one will come to find you, and no one will find out even if you die. That's why they are so unscrupulous, isn't it?

give up.

There is no hope at all.

You are just an ant, how can an ant deal with an elephant?

You might as well die.

go to hell.

Hahahaha, I was kidding.

Even if you are a puddle of mud, you are a puddle of free mud.

Since you have hands, feet and a head, you are destined to choose your own place to live.

Even if you want to stay in the trash can, it is your freedom.

free.

Don't give up on escaping.

Don't give up your memory.

No matter how poor it is, it is still an important part of you. Isn't it yourself that you have been pursuing? If even this poor foundation disappears, how can you find yourself?

Don't give up, you're still young.

201X Autumn

There are surveillance cameras installed in the greenhouse, so I have fewer and fewer opportunities to write a diary.

……

I want to kill them.

201X Autumn

Is there any way to kill everyone in this manor and still escape unscathed?

201X Autumn

I don't want to be a murderer or I'll be caught and shot.

201X Autumn

You are Ye Kong.

You are a bad guy.