Half in the river wind, half in the clouds

After seeing Dou Ding off, Feng Changqing knocked on the door.

The servants were all surprised to see Jiang Feng come back.

Jiang's mother and Zhang Yuyue also came out to greet him after hearing the news. Jiang Feng's big dark circles were very telling.

But Jiang Feng didn't want to say it, and the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law didn't force it.

Jiang Feng returned to the bedroom, and You Ran and Qiao Qing followed in to serve him.

Jiang Feng said: "I want to sleep, don't wake me up."

The two women looked at each other.

You Ran has spent more time with Jiang Feng and knows that Jiang Feng has encountered difficulties again.

Since Jiang Feng crossed over, his dreams have reached a new level. The contents of his dreams are varied, absurd, fantasy, and surreal. Some dreams can even last for several days in a row, and the content is coherent and flawless.

She felt like she must have traveled through time and space, or her brain was damaged.

Otherwise, how could I have slept so well in my previous life?

Just like today, she kept falling asleep and waking up. She knew it was a dream, but she forced herself to wake up. When she fell asleep again, the dream continued.

She slept like that all day and finally woke up in the evening.

The Jiang family has learned from Feng Changqing that Shen Guxing was stabbed by Li Longye and was seriously injured.

Jiang Zuo had already heard the news while in the imperial court. He knew how serious it was, so he went to visit.

When he returned home, he learned that Jiang Feng had also returned, so he asked Youran to ask Jiang Feng to come and see him.

Jiang Feng just lowered his head and said nothing.

Jiang Zuo felt that this young lady's love life was too bumpy, so he sighed and comforted her, "I went to see Yi Ye, he is fine, don't worry."

Jiang Feng still kept his head down.

Along the way, Jiang Zuo witnessed the rise and fall of the two people's relationship and couldn't help but sigh.

Although Shen and Jiang remained tight-lipped about how the relationship ended, Jiang Zuo guessed the reason why Shen Guxing abandoned Jiang Feng from various details.

I went to see Shen Guxing today, and saw him lying on his sickbed, and I actually had some terrible thoughts!

He saw that Jiang Feng also had feelings for Shen Guxing. And according to her character of being decisive in small matters and unhesitant in big matters, who could tell what would happen!

But there is no turning back in this world!

If we look back, wouldn’t the world be in chaos again?

Thinking of this, Jiang Zuo asked, "Yi Ye still has feelings for you. Ah Feng, what are your plans?"

Jiang Feng raised his head this time, looking surprised, as if he thought Jiang Zuo's question was strange.

She asked: "Brother, he still has feelings for me, should I turn back?"

Jiang Zuo was also stunned, and then he said: "He married the county lady at that time, and he had no choice. Now he wants to divorce, if you are willing to come back, it is not impossible."

Jiang Feng shook his head: "If he divorces, what will the county lady do? If I turn back, where will Prince Xue be?"

Jiang Zuo felt a little relieved, this one was much calmer than that one.

Jiang Zuo said, "Yi Ye and the county lady are at loggerheads."

Jiang Feng said dejectedly: "Brother, that's their business. What does it have to do with me?"

Jiang Zuo asked: "So, you don't have any feelings for Yi Ye anymore."

Jiang Feng smiled, a sad smile, she said: "Since I came to this world, I have only acted recklessly once, and that was when I resolutely chose Yi Ye. In the final analysis, I was too obsessed with him. Later, due to some strange circumstances, things finally came to fruition. I blamed him at first, but later I found out the reason, and I couldn't blame him or hate him anymore. I just felt that I had a miserable life."

Seeing that Jiang Zuo was listening attentively, she continued, "As a woman, the paths I can choose are limited. I used to take Yuan Ying as my role model, hoping to make a name for myself, but then something happened to the Yuan family, and Yuan Ying..."

She didn't dare reveal too much information about Yuan Ying, so she could only say, "My brother knows about the relationship between my mother and me, and they have only become closer recently. My grandmother and I have never gotten along. I wanted to escape from this home, so I kept pestering Brother Guan, hoping that he would take me to the ends of the earth. As for Gao Hui, I just thought that if I married him, my life might be much better. Since I was a child, I have never acted on impulse. I have to weigh the pros and cons of everything and make the best choice for myself. Today, will I turn back because of my so-called thoughts!?"

Jiang Zuo has always known that among the three girls in the family, although Jiang Feng is the youngest, she is the most cautious and rational.

She had bravely and resolutely chosen Shen Guxing, but ended up with scars all over her body and a miserable end.

Even if my love for you remains unchanged, I will never throw myself into the fire again.

He was silent for a long time. On the one hand, he felt that he did not understand Jiang Feng, and actually thought that she would go all out and choose Shen Guxing again. On the other hand, he felt that he was really incompetent as a brother.

Thinking of this, he said to Jiang Feng: "What about Prince Xue? Is choosing to go to Luoyang with him also a decision after weighing the pros and cons?"

Jiang Feng's face was bewildered. She shook her head and said, "Maybe at the beginning, but now, I can't tell."

She was a solo woman in her previous life, and in this life she is just a sixteen-year-old girl, just the age when love begins to blossom. She is not heartless, but also yearns for romantic love.

Li Longye might have been absurd in the past, but ever since the two decided to be together, Jiang Feng could feel his changes, his enthusiasm, and his deep affection at all times.

She was immersed in the sweetness of being loved, and it was natural for her to return the love.

Maybe there really is such a thing as love growing over time!

To this day, she herself can no longer tell how much of her behavior was acting and how much was genuine emotion during these months of living together day and night and sharing the joys and sorrows.

Jiang Zuo continued to persuade him and asked, "Are you looking forward to living in Luoyang? Or are you looking forward to escaping from Chang'an?"

Jiang Feng thought for a long time before asking, "Is there any difference?"

Jiang Zuo said: "If it is the former, it is the new life you choose willingly. If it is the latter, it is a trade-off you have no choice but to make."

But she both longed for life in Luoyang and wanted to stay away from the troubles in Chang'an.

She didn't know how to reply to her brother, but suddenly she remembered what happened last night. She felt a surge of sadness in her heart, which went straight to her eyes. She was about to cry.

She said in frustration: "Whether it was active or passive, whether it was a willing or helpless act, it doesn't matter."

Jiang Zuo looked puzzled.

Jiang Feng whispered, "This time, the prince is really angry with me. Even if I go, the prince will not have the intention to do so."

Jiang Zuo grasped the key point and immediately asked: "So, even if you knew that Prince Xue might give up your relationship, you would not renew your relationship with Yi Ye?"

Jiang Feng didn't know whether it was a problem with his logic or Jiang Zuo's.

She wondered, "Are these two things related?"

Jiang Zuo was stunned.

Most people in this world have complicated minds, and the smarter they are, the more they will think about connections.

However, this girl who always claims that she can only weigh the pros and cons actually has a kind heart, and is simple and straightforward.

No matter how deeply she loves Shen Guxing, no matter whether Prince Xue will dislike her because of this, she will not look back.

Jiang Zuo couldn't help but feel sad.

The brother and sister were speechless for a moment.

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