After rebirth, I rejected the Regent, but he pursued me instead
Chapter 136: Love to the Extreme is Selfish
"Sister, why are you so stupid? How could I say you are dirty? I never felt that way. Even if you lost your virginity, so what? In my heart, you will always be a pure and noble goddess."
After all, I was the one who harmed you...
Strings of tears stained the old envelope, just like a knife stabbing into his heart that he thought had been sealed for a long time, making him break down and cry.
Looking at the man curled up and crying loudly, Jiang Wanyu felt heartbroken, but she could only watch him cry helplessly.
Although she had only glanced at him a few times before, she knew very well that the two of them had a deep affection for each other, but fate played a trick on them and they were eventually separated by death.
He thought his sister had abandoned him, but he didn't know that they were secretly in love with each other. This was undoubtedly a heavy blow to Xie Langfeng.
Come to think of it, it’s no wonder that Xie Langfeng tried to forget a relationship that he knew would never come back but still fell in love with.
Looking forward means forgetfulness of self-deception; looking backward means selfless fall and pain.
It seems that the former is more comforting than the latter.
But it becomes more and more painful, as my memory is forced to be awakened time and time again, and I realize that my dusty heart is still beating.
Perhaps, Xie Langfeng had never thought of forgetting, but he thought that he died on the night Fanyin died - along with his feelings for her, so he was always so absent-minded.
But now that he knows Sister Fanyin’s feelings, will Xie Langfeng be happy?
I'm afraid not. Just like Fanyin's final worry, he will fall into endless regret and pain and will never be able to get out of it.
Sister Fanyin had boundless love throughout her life, but she left the only selfishness in her life to Xie Langfeng.
"A Feng, you must never forget your sister. Always, always, always remember your sister."
These were the last words Song Nianci said to Xie Langfeng before leaving.
She didn't ask him to continue loving her, but she selfishly wanted him to keep her in his heart for the rest of his life.
It was because of his unforgettable love that she couldn't bear his forgetting her.
Now she has done it, and her selfishness has indeed made Xie Langfeng no longer forget her, but his heart seems to be frozen, and he can only contain his love for her and will not tolerate anyone else.
Jiang Wanyu raised her head slightly, without any comfort or disturbance, and left the room consciously, leaving Xie Langfeng crying freely in the room.
Perhaps keeping silent at this moment and letting him savor this feeling of pain and happiness is better than a thousand words.
After all, everything now is beyond her control.
She quietly left the room, the unspeakable feelings in her heart melting away. She just felt depressed, and she didn't know if it was because of Xie Langfeng's emotions or what, but she just felt very uncomfortable.
At the same time, she seemed to be unraveling the mystery in her heart, and suddenly felt that she should say something to Song Qi Yan.
So she lifted her skirt and ran to the man's room. When everything could still be salvaged, she told him everything that was really in her heart. She didn't want to confuse Xie Langfeng and Sister Fanyin, which made everything become so painful.
Thinking of this, Jiang Wanyu felt anxious and quickened her pace. She wanted to rush to him and tell him that she liked him.
"Song Qiyan! I..."
With a bang, the door was pushed open, but there was no figure on the bed.
Jiang Wanyu's bright eyes dimmed, and she felt lost in her heart. She only saw a follower of the Fu Sheng Sect cleaning the room.
"Where's Song Qiyan? Where did he go?"
"Oh, Miss Jiang, you are looking for the young master of the Netherworld Sect. Just now when you were in a hurry to find the leader, he left with the people of the Netherworld Sect, leaving only this letter."
"letter?"
Jiang Wanyu took the envelope and said with some complaints, "He's not even well yet, and he left in such a hurry? And he left without even saying goodbye to me."
She just felt secretly disappointed. She clearly wanted to tell him the answer he wanted, but he disappeared at that moment.
It was as if everything had passed her by, causing her eyes to darken. She slowly took out the letter and read it, only to see that it said:
"It was my fault that you got drunk earlier. I thought you were in tune with me and that's why you acted like this, but it was just my imagination. True love is hard to find, and forced love is not love after all. I have been rude these days. I will no longer force you to love me, nor will I restrict your freedom. You can do whatever you want. I don't know when we will meet again after I go to handle the affairs. The imperial decree is hard to resist, and the engagement must be carried out. If you don't love me, then just follow the previous contract. You give me a name, and it's up to you whether you love me or not, don't worry about it. - Song Qiyan"
Every word he said showed that he would no longer force it, and his words seemed to be telling of his giving up on this relationship.
Now that she finally knew her heart, he chose not to love her.
Was it because she woke up too late, or was it fate that played a trick on her like Xie Langfeng and Sister Fanyin?
She only felt a wave of regret and pain, and for a moment she seemed to understand Xie Langfeng's feeling of powerlessness and grief when he learned that Sister Fanyin loved him but that they were already separated by Yin and Yang. She only felt her heart was torn apart at this moment.
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On this side, Song Qiyan went to the county magistrate's mansion after leaving the envelope.
Looking at the prince who was busy on the road, Qingxuan was very puzzled and turned back to ask in his carriage.
"Your Majesty, why are you in such a hurry to go to the County Magistrate's Mansion? And why did you leave without saying hello to Miss Jiang? It's really unlike your character."
Thinking about how he had to look back every ten steps when saying goodbye to Miss Jiang, it was really strange that he was willing to leave without saying a word now.
After hearing Qingxuan's teasing, Song Qiyan, who was sitting in the carriage, remained silent.
Now it’s not that he doesn’t want to say goodbye to her, he just doesn’t want to face her. He just feels very uncomfortable in his heart, and an emotion that is difficult to suppress makes him feel uncomfortable.
Isn't it a rejection of you that she is silent and leaves in a hurry? Song Qiyan? Don't you understand now?
Song Qiyan was thinking about Jiang Wanyu's reaction today. Anyway, judging from the fact that she had rejected him many times, he couldn't see that she had any feelings for him.
Forget it. If I continue like this, it will only annoy her more. I might as well let her go and let her be herself.
His brows relaxed, his thoughts moved from the window to the front, his eyes were emotionless, and he said, "Let's go to the County Governor's Mansion. There are things we want to know there."
"Yes."
Hearing this, Qing Xuan consciously shut his mouth and didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he followed Song Qi Yan's instructions and hurried to the county magistrate's mansion.
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