I wanted to be a bad actor in the anime, but I failed.

A red sandalwood mouth, a jade nose, and willow eyebrows.

She had waist-length purple hair and cold, arrogant starry eyes beneath her long, shining eyelashes.

A curvy figure and beautiful face.

All of a sudden, all the F classes in the first year were shocked.

Especially the boys in the class who were already very active, they even started whistling.

However, there were still two people in the class who did not join in the excitement.

Yuigahama Yui was frowning, feeling that the young man standing on the podium looked familiar.

The boy with dead eyes sitting near the front door, after being amazed by Kasumigaoka Utaha's beauty, looked at the ordinary boy in confusion.

Well-cut short hair and good-looking face.

In terms of details, he stood straight, giving people a soldier-like feeling. In short, he was straighter than the hunchbacked boy named Hikigaya.

And the most noticeable thing is.

Those black eyes looked as if they were cut by a knife, which made Hikigaya feel cold in his heart.

There is an unclear background beneath the bright eyes, and no one knows what is hidden.

To sum up.

This boy gave Hikigaya this feeling.

The same kind, scary, not to be messed with.

"Same kind? Oh, how could there be someone like me in this world?"

Hikigaya murmured, looking away.

But what he didn't know was that the boy, in a class full of so many people, only glanced at him, and the rest of the time he was looking at the empty space in front of him with boredom.

Quickly introduce yourself.

Kasumigaoka Utaha's self-introduction was very official and formal. Although a bit boring, her beauty made people nod their heads and sigh with approval.

Next, few people were interested in the boy’s self-introduction.

The first part is a boring introduction with name, age, interests, etc.

The boy answered briefly with very concise and even words.

But after a pause, he said something that made the whole class explode.

"My dream is to...become a complete piece of shit."

"......Eh?"

"what?"

Everyone began to doubt whether they had heard it wrongly.

But the young man continued to tell the story.

"I'm just a good student in science, but I'm good for nothing else. I have a low emotional quotient, so don't talk to me if you don't want me to get mad at you. I'm physically weak and have been sick since I was a kid, so I won't participate in any sports activities or courses in the future. I don't have any interests other than playing video games, so I won't participate in any clubs or any other activities. I'm a typical hopeless weakling with no ideals, so please take care of me in the future. You don't have to do anything else, just ignore me. That way, I, who suffers from social anxiety, will feel at ease. I'm sorry that my arrival has caused you all trouble."

Pilipala finished the sentence in a very fluent tone.

As everyone was stunned, the boy bowed.

"Okay, so humble." Yuigahama Yui covered her mouth and murmured pitifully.

Others also sighed.

And Hiratsuka Shizuka's eyelids twitched.

As she became more certain of Mu Lin's identity, she couldn't help but complain inwardly.

You are a waste? Then what am I if I can't beat you?

Waste of waste?

Are you kidding me? !

Muttering to herself, Shizuka Hiratsuka gave a few dry laughs to ease the suddenly awkward atmosphere.

"Hahaha, it seems that Mu Lin really likes to joke around."

"I'm serious." The light voice and firm eyes made people convinced.

"Yes, is that so? Well, it has taken so long. I still have teaching tasks for this class. Time is tight. You two should take your seats first."

"Okay." Kasumigaoka Utaha, who was in a stunned state, glanced at Mu Lin with a weird look, and walked with him to the empty space.

The two of them were seated next to each other at the back of the classroom, which made Mu Lin, who liked to look at the scenery by the window, feel a little regretful. He was thinking about exchanging seats with the person sitting by the window.

Thinking of this, he glanced at the throne.

There was a handsome blond guy sitting there, and next to him was a beautiful girl with long blond hair.

The two men were looking at him with very strange eyes at this moment.

"Eh."

With a sigh, Mu Lin sat comfortably in his seat, tilting his head back out of habit and sitting in a very bad posture.

On the other side, Kasumigaoka Utaha first gave him a hateful look, as if she was dissatisfied with sitting at the same table with him, and then sat down in her seat.

Chinese class is extremely boring.

Mu Lin was in a daze.

Kasumigaoka Utaha was so angry that she couldn't sleep after showing the outline to the editor yesterday and was politely rejected. As a result, she was extremely sleepy and soon began to doze off. However, considering her identity as an exchange student, she tried her best not to fall asleep on her seat.

Seeing such a difficult situation, Mu Lin felt pity for her.

Of course, the actions of the two were noticed by Shizuka Hiratsuka who was giving a lecture.

He had just arrived at the school and was so rude in his first class that Shizuka Hiratsuka broke several pieces of chalk.

But after all, he was a newcomer and she had to give him some face, so she, who was always strict, could only turn a blind eye.

The boring class time passed slowly.

In addition to the two people in the back row, the gloomy boy near the door was also distracted.

It’s not that he found the course too boring, but he was still thinking about Mu Lin’s self-introduction just now.

As someone who likes to observe humans, how could he not hear the hidden meaning behind his words?

The ultimate goal of all words is to escape from the world.

Are you a lonely person who likes to be alone, doesn't get too close to others, or even refuses to communicate with others?

Appearing in this class as a weak person, he aroused other people's sympathy, but at the same time he appropriately refused other people's help. This not only prevented him from being despised by others in the future, but also won people's respect in a roundabout way.

Learned learned learned.

Hikigaya felt like he had unlocked new knowledge, and he sighed again.

That's amazing. No wonder I feel like he is the same kind of person as me.

So, why is he willing to be a waste?

Are you hurt by love like me?

If that's true, maybe we should really sympathize with each other...

and many more!

The clever Hikigaya narrowed his eyes and realized that things were not that simple.

[My dream is... to become a complete waste.]

This sentence...

Seems to make him invincible? ! !

Thinking of this, Hikigaya, who was sitting crouched down, suddenly raised his body and turned to look at the dazed boy!

Calling yourself a waste makes it natural that no matter what you do, after failure, after losing to others, or even after messing up, it becomes easier to be forgiven by others.

However, as long as you are better than others and can embarrass them, you will be labeled as worse than trash.

Of course, there is no need to be better than others, because if you are willing to be a waste, why should you compete with others with all your strength?

Think of this.

Hikigaya is like opening the door to a new world!

He felt that listening to the young man's self-introduction that day was better than reading several philosophy books!

Learned learned learned.

He was so moved that he couldn't wait to imitate the young man.

Suddenly, a cold voice brought him back to reality.

"Hikigaya-san, stand up and answer this question."

Shizuka Hiratsuka, who had already accumulated a lot of anger because of the two exchange students, couldn't help but find someone to vent her anger on.

Seeing that Hikigaya was not paying attention in class and was making small movements, of course he would not let him go.

"Uh...yes."

Hikigaya quickly stood up, and after a short period of trance, he finally focused his thoughts and understood the question that Hiratsuka Shizuka asked.

With his amazing liberal arts performance and talent, he successfully answered the question correctly without any danger, avoiding punishment from the teacher and his own embarrassment.

After sitting down, Hikigaya suddenly woke up and regretted it very much!

Oops!

This is clearly a great opportunity for everyone to recognize my identity as a weak person!

At that time, I should have given a very outrageous answer and deliberately answered wrong!

hateful!

My damn shame!

Now, answering questions correctly easily creates an impression of having excellent liberal arts grades in the eyes of others.

Fortunately, that person also said that he had good grades in science, so it doesn't matter if I have good grades in liberal arts, right? I just need to make myself a loser in other aspects in the future.

Nice! That’s it!

Destroy Xianmichi! I, Hikigaya, will always stand on the opposite side of Xianmichi!

I will definitely learn from this lesson next time!

that's it.

Because of the influence of others, Hikigaya has completely embarked on a path of no return.

This is the road that the lonely envy.

It is also a terrifying path for those who are currently living.

This is the path he longs for, but it is also the path that he does not desire deep down.