I wanted to be a bad actor in the anime, but I failed.

Those gazes that looked like they were about to make me vomit were so chilling.

Anyone who is thin-skinned will feel ashamed.

but.

Over the next few days.

But it was particularly comfortable for Mu Lin.

This is his comfort zone!

That's right!

Being despised by everyone, being talked about by everyone, being insulted by everyone, and being blamed by everyone!

Considered guilty by the whole world!

It is Mulin’s comfort zone!!

He walked to school with a more cheerful pace than usual.

He glanced over the classmates who were looking at him one by one.

I sighed silently in my heart.

"A waste despised by everyone, he abandoned the world and survived in the world with a sober attitude. He was abandoned in the past but still extended a helping hand to the world. Now, he just wants to be a useless waste! This is a redemption! A complete salvation..."

Mu Lin's thoughts, which were like a wild horse running out of control, were pulled back by a light voice.

"Mu Linjun, do you really not care?"

"I don't care at all, I'm even a little happy about it."

"But in this situation, I always feel like I'll be punished by justice at any time! It's okay for ordinary people, but I'm afraid of the police..."

"Don't worry, a person who is crooked is not afraid of his shadow being straight!"

"what?"

"Oh, I said that wrong! Anyway, it doesn't matter! Hui, just don't worry about it."

"All right……"

"It's you, on the contrary. Why don't you come to cook dinner for me recently?"

"Just let Nitro do it."

"She said she would let you cook dinner in the future."

"no thanks."

Kato Megumi shook her head slightly.

Although his face was expressionless, his heart was filled with contradictions.

It is undeniable.

Nishimiya Naoko's sudden interruption disrupted the rhythm of her and Mu Lin's lives. It would be a lie to say she wasn't angry.

But, deep down, I feel more happy.

There is the joy of making new friends, and there is also the joy of being able to get along with someone like Nishiko who is gentler than her.

There was also an indescribable strange emotion when she saw that she was brave enough to find Mu Lin, the home she also longed for.

Be it jealousy or envy.

Just as we are governed by the morality of being a normal person and giving way to the disabled.

She didn't dare to fight for it, nor could she bear to fight for it.

She has a healthy body and can live on her own, but Glass...

Obviously, rationally speaking, she needed his permanent company more.

only……

Can I really live on my own without him?

Think of this.

Kato Hui couldn't help but turn her head and look at Mu Lin.

That not-so-handsome profile seemed to have some kind of magic that made her want to get closer, to...

Putting aside my shyness, I just want to give you a kiss.

Then hug him and feel his body temperature and breath.

It's an obsession bordering on pathological.

Kato Megumi wanted to get rid of this thought, but she couldn't.

She couldn't help imagining.

If, one day, she had to never see him again, the two of them would become strangers, and she could only live alone in this world...

This idea is not finished yet.

My heart stopped for a few breaths, and it felt like there was something hard to swallow in my throat.

It's like a bell is ringing in my head!

She would rather die than live!

This is the answer.

At this point, she couldn't help but think of it.

Perhaps, Nishimiya Shoko had the same idea as her.

In TV series, movies, and novels.

Without exception, everyone has a regrettable first love, missing it because of their inferiority complex, and then slowly coming out of the sadness.

but.

Somehow.

She, what happened to her, her first love, the present, the past, and the future!

She had a feeling that she would never be able to get out of this.

If I really miss this first love that seems destined.

She will go crazy.

She would roar.

She would cry bitterly.

She would... find a secluded and deserted corner of the world, dream of hugging him, and die.

These thoughts.

It was a continuation of last night's sleepless night.

Can't help it.

There was something strange about her plain expression, and her eyes became more crystal clear than ever.

She wanted to stop thinking about this quickly, but the human instinct, which often tends to be self-destructive, always found a way to force her to think so.

At this time, it is like the shining of the morning star.

The culprit's voice sounded from the side.

"benefit."

"Ok?"

"I want you to take care of Nitro."

"...?"

"Although I think she is capable of living on her own, as her friend you also have the responsibility to take care of her. Not to mention, in my opinion, the two of you are destined to be best friends in the future."

"Then why did you..."

"Sure enough, I'm not completely useless enough..."

"Why do you say that suddenly?"

"If the future is like the present, I, a useless person, may need both of you to take care of me. Of course, that's if you're willing."

"Huo?"

Kato Megumi raised her eyebrows.

Do not know why.

She was a little angry.

I was feeling heartbroken just now, but now I just want to punch this man who suddenly became hateful!

Punch hard!

"boom!"

Kato Megumi stretched out her fist and pressed it on his shoulder!

"what?"

Mu Lin was speechless.

"So it's with this mentality that you dream of becoming a waste?"

"what are you saying?"

"that is……"

"No! I feel like you're thinking the exact opposite! Don't you remember? I became a waste because I don't want to be loved by anyone! I want to live a lonely but free and carefree life!"

"But what you have done to us since we were little is completely contrary to what you thought!"

"I'm……"

I can’t bear to see you poor, lonely and fragile women facing the sufferings of the world in front of me!

I'm so damn kind!

You should just be left alone. It would be nice to lie down and live your life alone without anyone caring if you die!

Of course, Mu Lin didn't dare to confess.

At least under the adorable expressionless gaze of Kato Megumi and the threat of the pink fist that was showing off its power and ready to hit him, he didn't dare.

"Anyway, stop thinking about these messed up things! I'll do this after I'm sure of something."

"So what's going on?"

"A charlatan's prediction about my life."

"Huh? You still believe this? I can't tell..."

Kato Megumi is sarcastic.

"There are some things that you really can't help but believe."

"Well, then just wait, no matter how long it takes..."

Kato Megumi followed her gaze and looked ahead with no focus.

The heavy steps became cheerful.

She put her hands behind her back, playfully stepped on her princess shoes, and walked forward step by step!

Toyonosaki's school uniform is very nice.

Cute snow-white doll collar and dark blue long-sleeved autumn western-style top.

And short skirts that don't reach past the knee.

The young, beautiful, white long legs, wearing over-the-knee socks, were swaying back and forth.

Obviously in the eyes of others, she is so dispensable.

But in Mu Lin's eyes, she was like an elf, making him confident about his future.

That pretty back.

Step forward.

Keep moving forward on the road that has no end in sight.

She seemed to firmly believe in her and his future.

So I look forward to it, I can’t wait, to move forward, and keep moving forward.

But then I realized something!

She turned back suddenly, pouted and said in dissatisfaction: "Mo! Why are you walking so slowly?!"

"Did you suddenly walk too fast?"