Jun Li watched Guan He pack up his things and leave. He sighed, feeling a little helpless but knowing that he couldn't stop him.

He couldn't imagine how devastated Guan He would be when he found out that after all his efforts he could only watch Yan Tang die.

Bai Ze leaned on the bed in silence for a moment and asked, "Do you want to go and take a look?"

Jun Li hesitated for a moment and shook his head. He seemed to have thought of a scene that made him upset, and just sat back on the bed and lay between Bai Ze's legs.

"I won't go... I don't want to see something like this happen again before my eyes..."

Jun Li's smile was a little forced. He stroked Bai Ze's palm and said softly, "It's really painful to think that you can save the other person, but in the end all you do is push the other person into the abyss again..."

"I thought that after dealing with so many incidents, my mentality would be more stable, at least I would be indifferent to the separation of life and death..."

Jun Li clenched Bai Ze's palm a little tighter, and looked at him somewhat disappointedly: "But I found that I can't ignore those lives at all... I can't watch lives disappear in front of my eyes... As long as I look at them, I want to try to save them like Guan He..."

"But the final outcome always makes me feel like a waste..."

"So I just didn't go... I didn't want to see those tragedies, I didn't want to see them die in front of me... I wanted to escape..."

Bai Ze was silent for a while and then he said, "You can't ignore life. This is your respect for life as a human being. It has nothing to do with you feeling like a waste or a coward who solves problems by avoiding them."

"You are very brave, you would rather die than surrender..."

"You are not useless, you are not incompetent, you are avoiding it only because you are kind and don't want to watch life dissipate without being able to do anything."

Bai Ze gently pressed his forehead against his and said softly: "No matter what choice you make, I will support you. It doesn't matter if you don't want to care or want to escape..."

"Jun Li... If you want to face your fear, I will accompany you. If you decide to escape..."

"Then take me with you and run away..."

...

Guan He ran all the way to Yan Tang's house, panting heavily. He stood outside the door and shouted "Yan Tang" loudly.

About two minutes later, the door was opened. Yan Tang's mother still had a look of resentment on her face, but it had obviously been much more restrained.

Yan Tang gently poked his head out and waved at Guan He: "Wait for me!"

Guan He instantly breathed a sigh of relief. Today is February 2th... It has already passed the day when Yan Tang's body was found...

Yan Tang is still alive...

Guan He clenched his fists lightly, his eyes slightly swollen, he let Yan Tang survive...

The murderer did not attack her, Yan Tang is still alive!

After Yan Tang came out, the two of them still held hands to go to and from school. Guan He did not let his guard down, as he wanted Yan Tang to survive February 2th.

Yan Tang seemed a little tired today. She yawned several times in a row and seemed to be in a bad mood.

"Didn't you get enough rest?"

Guan He turned his head and looked at Yan Tang, whose eyes were slightly dark. Yan Tang smiled and shook his head: "I have been learning to knit a scarf for you recently. I started knitting a little late last night..."

"Knit me a scarf?"

Guan He was stunned, and Yan Tang nodded naturally: "Yes, because you are my friend, can't I knit a scarf for my friend?"

"Ah...but don't stay up late. I'm not in a hurry. You should get a good rest at night."

Yan Tang said she didn't want to stay up late, but Guan He knew he couldn't stop her.

"Don't go home tonight."

Guan He held Yan Tang's hand tightly and said softly, "Would you like to come to my house to celebrate your birthday?"

Yan Tang glanced at Guan He's clenched hands, and she felt the heat and trembling from that hand.

"you…"

Yan Tang pursed his lips and asked in a low voice: "What are you afraid of?"

Guan He's body stiffened and he swallowed. He didn't expect Yan Tang to be so sensitive and notice his abnormality.

"I…"

Guan He knew that he had been under too much pressure recently... He had been worried about changing his death ending...

Yan Tang waited quietly for his reply. Guan He pursed his lips for a long time before responding: "I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to see you anymore..."

Yan Tang stared at him for a long time and then shook his head: "There's nothing to be afraid of."

"It would be a tragedy for me if I died today, because you wouldn't have the chance to celebrate my birthday, and I wouldn't have the chance to give you a scarf."

Yan Tang tilted his head and laughed: "But if I die the day after tomorrow, then I won't have any regrets! Because the scarf will probably be knitted the day after tomorrow!"

"Guan He, there is no need to fear death, because we cannot know what will happen in the next second."

Yan Tang stood at the corner and laughed, "Maybe a car will rush over and hit me to death in the next second. This is something that can happen."

"We don't need to fear the unknown, but cherish every second we have now when nothing unexpected happens and we can see each other."

Guan He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly he felt his heart, which had been hanging in the air, calm down a little.

Maybe he really has always cared too much about death... He seems to have really forgotten that death is an irreversible outcome.

"If... I mean if..."

Guan He raised his eyes to look at Yan Tang and asked softly: "If you suddenly died one day... then you..."

"Then please help me catch the murderer!"

Yan Tang was still so calm: "If I die, you have to live well."

"Don't give up your desire to live because of me, if you can really do something..."

"Then help me find the murderer."

Guan He's twisted hands gradually loosened, and he asked somewhat unwillingly: "Just to catch the murderer? I think if I could go back to the past, I might be able to do it before you were killed..."

“But that would change a lot of things.”

Yan Tang held his chin and thought seriously for a moment: "If I die, my mother will have no one to vent her anger on, and she might move away with her current boyfriend."

"You will leave this town and go to a bigger and farther place because of my death."

"If Guan He went back in time and changed the ending of my death, many things would change, and your original timeline would be messed up."

Yan Tang shook his head and said softly: "You don't need to change because of me. If my death is an established fact..."

"Then we should think about how to spend the rest of my life together, instead of making changes for me."

Guan He didn't speak for a long time, his chest heaving slightly, as if there were too many words stuck in his throat that he couldn't say.

"I see…"

Guan He suddenly figured it out. Perhaps he really attached too much importance to changing the ending. After paying so much to change the ending, Guan He came to his senses and found that he had really wasted a lot of time enjoying the days with Yan Tang.

He could feel that Yan Tang was happy to be with him, but he was extremely nervous and frightened every day, and felt so stressed that he couldn't breathe...

He was too closed off and didn't listen to anyone's advice. Jun Li had told him over and over again that the Heaven would correct everything he changed, and Jun Liming was clearly an experienced person, but he just wouldn't listen...

Guan He couldn't help but laugh. He was already 28 years old after all, but why was he still as stubborn as a child and unwilling to accept other people's opinions?

Maybe it wasn't that he was unwilling to accept it, but his subconscious mind was unwilling to admit that Yan Tang would die... He was unwilling to admit that everything he had done was in vain...

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