Who would raise a villain as a wife?

However, Cen Li did not think so. If he really did not care about He Yunjing, he would not have attacked him so many times. Of course, the most important thing was that he could not refuse.

The last time he could still comfort himself that he couldn't beat He Yunjing and was forced to do it, but this time He Yunjing didn't do anything to him, but just begged him uneasily.

Cen Li lowered his eyes and said no more words. He just waited until the time came and prepared to get up and attend the morning court.

He Yunjing also calmed down and went to listen together for the whole morning, but he didn't say a word, as his head was full of that dream.

I don’t know why. I heard earlier that I didn’t have that nightmare, and my spiritual consciousness didn’t see Si Jing either, but it happened last night.

Is there anything special?

It seems not, he just gave Cen Li a purse, it couldn't be caused by the purse.

He Yunjing thought about it over and over but could not come to a conclusion, so he simply stopped thinking about it. After the court session, he followed Cen Li to the imperial study in a daze.

While Cen Li was reviewing memorials, he was practicing beside him. As his soul power grew stronger, his perception became sharper and he always felt like a pair of eyes were staring at him.

He quietly left and glanced at Cen Li, who was busy reviewing memorials and had no time to look at him. There was no one else in the imperial study.

He Yunjing was a little puzzled, so he closed his eyes and continued to practice until lunch time.

He served food to Cen Li as usual, but this time he was rejected outright. Cen Li was very wary of him.

He Yunjing was somewhat helpless, he put down his chopsticks and said seriously, "I'm serious, unless you really want to, I promise not to do anything excessive."

Cen Li didn't want to argue with He Yunjing about this matter, but He Yunjing insisted on bringing it up. He put down his chopsticks angrily and asked, "Then what do you think is excessive?"

"Uh..." He Yunjing was a little embarrassed and smiled awkwardly, "I didn't do it to the end."

Cen Li looked at him solemnly. What did he mean by "not doing it to the end"? Wasn't that an insult to him?

He Yunjing's momentum became lower and lower, and he immediately admitted his mistake, "I was wrong, I won't do that again, don't be angry."

"Can I believe it?" Cen Li cast a suspicious look at He Yunjing's face. He felt that it was unlikely.

In fact, Cen Li's feeling was right. After so many worlds, He Yunjing's patience was getting lower and lower. Not to mention forcing Cen Li to sleep with him, he would definitely take advantage of her.

His eyes dodged for a moment, "You can try to believe it. If nothing else, I will definitely not do anything wrong if you don't agree. I may just take advantage of you occasionally. Of course, I will definitely serve you well and will never be greedy!"

The anger on Cen Li's face became more and more obvious. What did He Yunjing think of him as? A toy?

Cen Li was too lazy to talk to him, so he got up and left without even eating.

He Yunjing looked at her awkwardly. If he wanted to chase after her, he was afraid that it would backfire and make Cen Li dislike him. But if he didn't chase after her, he felt that Cen Li would have undue thoughts.

After pondering for a few seconds, He Yunjing still chased after him and pulled back Cen Li who was about to step out of the door.

He Yunjing stared into his eyes and said calmly, "To be honest, it's unlikely that I won't touch you, but I certainly won't force you. In my opinion, that kind of thing is consensual. I went too far these two times and failed to respect your wishes. It's my fault."

Cen Li's face darkened. This was the first time he admitted it so directly.

He Yunjing continued, "But you have to understand that this kind of thing cannot be controlled by willpower. I just want to sleep with you, all the time. I can restrain myself from forcing you, but I can't do it without taking advantage of you. I can only try not to go too far and make you uncomfortable.

Maybe you think I treat you as someone else, but I know you are Cen Li, you have your own ideas and future, and I am willing to accompany you throughout your life. No matter what you want to do, I am willing to accompany you, and everything I do is because of you. "

Was it He Yunjing who did it?

Cen Li lowered his eyes and thought for a while. He Yunjing had indeed done a lot. That medicine alone was a great favor, and there was also Rong Nian's injury.

Cen Li pursed his lips and asked him, "Why don't you threaten me with Rong Nian and the medicine?"

This is the best and most direct way, and also the most effective one, but He Yunjing did not do it. Instead, he put forward some irrelevant conditions, which were of no use to He Yunjing.

He Yunjing's answer was also very frank, "I just want to tell you that I have no ill will towards you and I can really help you. It's better than you always being suspicious and never being able to accept me honestly.

As for Rong Nian, I occupy this body, so I should bear these responsibilities, and I also want you to see my value. "

He Yunjing gently stroked Cen Li's cheek, "Maybe you think that's just a story, ridiculous, but to me you are already my lover engraved in my bones. Even though I am a stranger to you and cannot be trusted, and you will doubt whatever I do, loving you has become a habit.

I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want you to feel inferior because of your disability. Ah Li, I don't ask you to love me or respond to me, I just want you to rely on me a little bit. "

The word "dependence" is extremely unfamiliar to Cen Li now. When he first entered the palace, he wanted to have someone to rely on, but there was no one to rely on.

He could not have survived in the palace until now and had the status he has today by relying on others alone.

Cen Li pulled his hand down and said, "You and I are not from the same world. There is no need to force it. I have no intention of having a romantic relationship."

"I'm right in front of you. I can't change the past, but I can participate in the future. Whether you want power and status, or you want this dynasty to be prosperous or ruined, I can do it for you as long as you want." He Yunjing held Cen Li's cheek stubbornly, and looked into Cen Li's eyes with his deep eyes.

He Yunjing said word by word, "I can help you fulfill any of your wishes. I just want you to survive and give up that pathetic thought."

Cen Li looked him straight in the eye, frowned and asked him, "Is it because of that Ah Li?"

He Yunjing didn't know how to explain. Cen Li obviously didn't believe what he said. He was probably sure that he was looking for a substitute, or even if he believed it, he was unwilling to admit it and just wanted to be himself.

He Yunjing knew that this was human nature, and he could understand Cen Li's inner resistance, so he could only remain silent and stare deeply.

Cen Li also understood and said calmly, "We can talk about other things when you can tell the difference clearly."

Having said this, Cen Li pulled He Yunjing's hand away and turned to walk out.

He could see from He Yunjing's eyes that perhaps the story was true, and he was indeed the person He Yunjing was looking for.

But to him, he is just Cen Li, and he really cannot accept such a thing, not to mention that He Yunjing is the lover in the story.

No matter what the reason was, his mind told him that he shouldn't fall in love with He Yunjing, that man's love.

However, Cen Li was not able to control his heartbeat. If he didn't have such feelings, how could he not push He Yunjing away? He just didn't want to admit it.

He Yunjing stood there in a daze, watching Cen Li's back getting farther and farther away. The more he explained, the more confused he seemed to become.