Who would raise a villain as a wife?
Chapter 445: Strange Arrival 18
Although he is also a human being, He Yunjing always feels that human emotions are strange.
There are cases where close relatives become like enemies, there are cases where strangers fall in love, there are cases where people risk their lives for someone they met by chance, and there are cases where those who have received a favor betray them.
He turned to look at Chu Li who had followed him, stepped out and took Chu Li to an empty room, and asked him seriously, "Have you ever liked someone before?"
Chu Li shook his head lightly. He had always been growing up on the border, and was either practicing shooting or fighting in battles. He simply didn't have the time to think about anything romantic.
He had seen some soldiers in the Chu family army crying silently after escaping death, hoping that one day they could return home to reunite with their wives and children, or retire and return home to marry their beloved girls.
But these were all very far away from him. He had never thought about them or expected anything of them.
He looked at He Yunjing, "Why do you have such thoughts?"
Chu Li asked why He Yunjing had feelings for him, which was a very puzzling thing for him.
As a man, this kind of emotion is not in line with common sense, but He Yunjing can express it frankly.
Besides, he and He Yunjing had not known each other for long, and it seemed that going there and taking him away was something He Yunjing had planned and wanted to do.
Chu Li thought so, and before He Yunjing could answer, he asked again, "Have we met before?"
"Not really." He Yunjing lowered his eyes and sat on the bed. "At least we never met when you were still alive as Chu Li."
Chu Li didn't quite understand what he said. He looked at He Yunjing, thought about it, and then walked over and sat down. "What do you mean?"
"You also said that people have reincarnation. Although I have never seen you as Chu Li, I have seen you many times." He Yunjing fell back and lay on the bed with his hands on the back of his head. "I came here to find you. Although it may sound ridiculous, it is the truth."
Chu Li didn't know whether he should believe it or not, but he only had the memory of being Chu Li, so he changed the question, "After reincarnation, will a person still be that person?"
"So you think that I am just pursuing the obsession in my heart, chasing after you instinctively, treating you as him, instead of really liking you?"
Chu Li remained silent. Before waking up from the stone tablet, he thought that even his past and present lives were nonsense and not necessarily true.
Even if there really is a soul after death and that one can be reincarnated, he is just Chu Li, with only everything that makes him Chu Li.
He didn't remember He Yunjing, so naturally he couldn't judge whether what He Yunjing said was true or false, nor could he understand what kind of feeling He Yunjing was so obsessed with.
He Yunjing took out his hand and patted the place beside him. After Chu Li lay down, he turned his head to look at him, speaking every word in a gentle tone.
"What do you think love is? Is it love at first sight? Or is it a feeling that develops after being together for a long time?"
Chu Li answered truthfully, "I don't know."
"It's normal that you haven't fallen in love." He Yunjing smiled and continued, "I think love is the joy of being together, but it's hard to touch and grasp the emotion, it's very ethereal. I prefer it to be a joint effort between two people. There is no such thing as who gives more and who gives less.
I just want a serious response, for both of us to understand each other, to maintain this relationship together, and to have responsibilities in our hearts.
I am indeed a stranger to you. My thoughts and feelings are inexplicable and unbelievable. Moreover, we are both men, which is an alien in your era, and you will feel resistance.
But I don’t think these are problems. After all, we have already crossed the line between life and death, so it doesn’t matter if we cross another gender.”
Chu Li could understand these words, but he still couldn't empathize with them.
He asked, "So what do you like about him? Why do you find his shadow in me?"
"It's not what you think. A newborn baby is a blank sheet of paper. Different environments will create people with different personalities. I don't need to find any shadows or commonalities in you. You are you, Chu Li, responsible, and have a great love for your country. You are different from many people I have met."
He Yunjing moved a little closer, his forehead against Chu Li's cheek, his voice gentle and affectionate, "But no matter who you are or what your personality is, in my eyes you are my Ah Li, the person I want to like, love and protect. I can do anything for you, and I believe in the relationship between us. You will slowly like me and respond to me."
Chu Li was puzzled, "But what if I can't respond?"
He Yunjing frowned, and suddenly turned over and pressed on Chu Li, staring into Chu Li's eyes with his deep eyes.
He didn't like hearing such words very much. Although it was enough to ensure that the fragments of Ari's soul did not perish, it was not necessary for the Ari in every world to fall in love with him.
But he is also a human being, selfish and emotional. If possible, he certainly wants to be liked by Chu Li and do things together as adults should do.
Chu Li's current soul state is enough to give him a headache. Although he can touch him, Chu Li simply does not have the ability to respond to his touch.
This was already difficult for He Yunjing to accept, and now Chu Li said something like this. He Yunjing felt like there was a little person scratching his heart, or he would just have a forced hobby.
Anyway, so many soul fragments love him, so it doesn’t matter if one of them is bullied by him, it won’t have any impact.
As He Yunjing thought this, the desire in his eyes grew deeper, which made Chu Li feel very uncomfortable.
He raised his hand to support He Yunjing's lowered chest, "He Yunjing! This is reality, wake up!"
Chu Li's voice was not loud, but it carried a kind of resistance. He Yunjing immediately came to his senses, the desire in his eyes disappeared, he lowered his head and moved closer to Chu Li, and his voice also became lower.
"Ali, I seem to be going insane." He Yunjing was a little confused. He stroked Chu Li's cheek with his fingers and looked at his eyebrows carefully. "Every time I watched you die in my arms, even if your face aged, you looked at me with reluctance and love for me. You will soon become a brand new and unfamiliar person.
I thought I could accept it. No matter how many times we broke up, as long as I found you again, I could patiently wait for you to respond to me.
But it has happened too many times. I remember every time you loved me, I remember what we did, and I remember your love and attachment to me.
I always believed that given enough time, you would fall in love with me, just like you have done many times in the past.
So don’t reject me like this, I will be afraid and will doubt myself. I really don’t know what I will do when faced with repeated rejections.
I don't want to hurt you, nor do I want to force you. I won't do anything to you randomly. Just be yourself, be Chu Li, and don't doubt me."
There was a hint of pleading in He Yunjing's voice. He really was becoming more and more unable to control himself. From deep love to stranger, time and time again, his patience was running out. He really didn't know how long he could hold on. But he couldn't stop, and he couldn't hurt his A'li.
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