Nan Zhi left, the door of the Su family was locked, and she never set foot on this land again.

Jiang Li took Nan Zhi's hand: "Don't scare me anymore, okay?"

Nan Zhi nodded and got in the car.

"How is Nan Wanyi?"

Jiang Li was a little unhappy when he talked about this. He wanted to accompany Nan Zhi to Country D, and he also wanted to kill Nan Wanyi himself...

"In Xie Yunqi's hands."

"Really? If Ah Qi says so...she's dead."

She looked out the window, feeling somewhat lifeless, her mood still not adjusted, and she felt somewhat tired.

"I will always be with you."

Jiang Li hugged her gently, rested his head on her neck, and responded softly.

Nan Zhi did not return to Country Z, but avoided everyone and stayed at Ravenhurst's house for a long, long time. Yun Qingzhong also pushed everyone away for her.

No one expected that Su Xu's death would make Nan Zhi become like this, but Huo Ling knew it.

He knew that Nan Zhi had always been hard on the outside but soft on the inside, and that she would not tolerate hardship if she was given soft words. She had lacked love since childhood, so she was extremely tolerant towards everyone who loved her. If someone was willing to love her with his life, she would not know how to refuse, so he had stayed by her side shamelessly for so many years.

Su Xu was the first person to break into her life during her lonely childhood. The feeling was like first love, which no one later could give her.

It's like the feeling of eating candy for the first time, that amazing feeling.

The Cui family developed rapidly, and Cui Shaoheng began to take over the business. Nan Zhi also accepted another apprentice as promised, Hans.

As for Nan Zhi, what she did most often was dancing. She also liked to talk to herself. Sometimes when she was talking to Yun Qingzhong, Nan Zhi would answer before he responded.

Yun Qingzhong was not far away, looking at the person in the greenhouse. This greenhouse looked like the one Su Xu had built for her.

In the sunshine, Nan Zhi wore a pearlescent white dress with sequined tassels. Whenever she danced, the hem of her skirt lifted up like clouds.

She was dancing, but unfortunately there was no one at the piano.

Many days passed, and it was almost the New Year of Country Z. Yun Qingzhong looked at the person sleeping next to the gardenia bushes in the greenhouse, covered with a white blanket, and sighed.

"Girl."

Nan Zhi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she opened her eyes and saw Yun Qingzhong: "Grandpa."

Yun Qingzhong smiled, sat down beside her, and straightened the blanket for her: "Are you unhappy?"

Nan Zhi shook her head. She knew very well that she was not unhappy. She just felt tired from the inside out. She didn't know how to describe it, nor did she know how to solve it.

It's like there are always a few days like that every month, and it's like I understand what it means to be a living being slightly dead...

She was very aware that something was wrong with her current state, but it didn’t seem to be a big deal. This feeling of tiredness made her feel unexpectedly relaxed. Maybe in the eyes of others she was lifeless and had no energy every day, but only she knew... this was her.

She knew something was wrong with her, so...she hid herself.

"Grandpa, you don't have to laugh to be happy, and laughing doesn't necessarily mean you're happy...

I actually like my current situation very much. It seems like I have been living my life with a mask on. I have to pretend to be dignified and decent since I was a child just for the sake of face.

To be able to talk freely and feel at home in a group of people who are not of the same age as you, all for the sake of the family.

I have to act spoiled in front of my parents so that they will look at me more. In fact, I know that this will bring danger to them and myself. "

Yun Qing saw that her eyes were dazed and she spoke calmly. He felt that no matter what happened, it had nothing to do with him, and his heart felt a little sour.

"You are a child of the Ravenhurst family, you can do whatever you want."

Nan Zhi nodded: "I've worn the mask for so long that I can't tell whether it's real or fake. I like loneliness, but I also hate loneliness because as long as there are people around, I can't help but disguise myself and put on a smile.

It's like an instinctive reaction that can't be changed or transformed into a habit."

[Habit...what an ugly word.]

Yun Qingzhong's eyes were slightly red, and he raised his hand to press his eyelids. He knew... these days, he had to tell Nan Chengfeng about Nan Zhi's situation every day.

From her last hospitalization, he knew that her illness was bipolar disorder. She was listless and had no interest in anything. Anything that had nothing to do with her was depression.

Nan Zhi's condition was... more serious... bipolar disorder. Just like she said, she pretended to be fine and really thought she was fine. She would suddenly get angry from time to time, and then calm down very quickly...

I would blame myself, but when I get confused, I suddenly blame others.

“Girl…” Yun Qingzhong took Nan Zhi’s hand and patted it. There were still tears in his aged eyes.

"If you don't want to pretend, then don't pretend. It doesn't matter if you're used to it. If we can't change it, then don't change it. If you realize you're tired, just drop your face. Who dares to say anything bad about you? Who dares to say anything bad about my granddaughter, Yun Qingzhong!?

You are already so outstanding, you work so hard, think about your group of men, each of them is outstanding? Who can match your pretense? Who is worthy of your hypocritical smile? "

Nan Zhi nodded slowly, still expressionless, but smiled slightly and hugged Yun Qingzhong: "Thank you, Grandpa..."

Yun Qing patted her back and whispered in her ear as if coaxing a child: "Go back, they are all very worried about you, and they will accept you no matter what you are like."

Yun Qingzhong stood up and walked out, patting Huo Ling on the shoulder at the door.

Huo Ling lowered his head and walked in front of Nan Zhi.

Looking at her expression, he smiled heartlessly: "Why? Aren't you afraid of leg pain from dancing every day? Aren't you worried that your brother will feel bad?"

"tired."

Nan Zhi leaned on Huo Ling's shoulder: "Why haven't you left yet?"

"How can my brother bear to leave a heartless person who stays at home all day? If he leaves, he should take his wife with him, right?"

Huo Ling rubbed Nan Zhi's head: "Zizi still doesn't believe in brother?"

"letter."

"Really? Then don't rely on yourself anymore, and rely more on your brother, okay?"

【it is good. 】

Huo Ling smiled and said, "Jiang Li checked a list of people who have had a grudge against you. Even if they say anything bad about you, it won't work."

"He's investigating me again."

"Yeah~ So just don't scold him?"

Nan Zhi shook her head. She never minded Jiang Li investigating her. It didn’t matter if any of them investigated. She had never hidden anything from them.

"Huo Daidai..."

"Ok?"

"do not leave Me………"

Huo Ling nodded and kissed her forehead: "I can't bear to leave."

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