After many years of marriage, she was reborn

Wishful dream!

For five years, I have lived in such a huge villa, feeling anxious all day long and without any joy. I almost forgot who I am and what is the meaning of life? As a human being, am I destined not to be loved by others?

We have all heard the legend about the Ferris wheel, but I yearn for a Ferris wheel-style love more.

So, ever since I can remember, I have wanted to experience the magical charm of the Ferris wheel with the person I love, and I want to have a sweet love that will last forever.

After five years of marriage, I know clearly that Pei Di has never acknowledged me as his wife.

I know Pei Di's heart is not with me, but I still look forward to receiving his unique favor.

I believe that, although the world is big, there is always simple happiness that belongs to me, and in some corner of the world, there must be my destiny.

In the past five years, in the eyes of others, I have had no worries about food and clothing, but the loneliness in my heart and the loss of not being valued are ultimately hard for me to accept. What is more, I feel unwilling to be wasted by the years, unwilling to be neglected by Pei Di, and unwilling to waste my life in this way.

In this marriage in name only, I gradually lost myself. In fact, even without the arranged marriage, I am still my own wealthy family and I can live without worries.

Pei Di and I are husband and wife in name only. Whenever I walk down the street and see happy lovers, I am extremely envious. In the past five years, I have been really unhappy. I have seen the ups and downs of life and gradually lost hope in love.

Such a huge villa is the dream of many people that they envy.

In this cold villa, I have never felt true love. Even Aunt Zhang, whom I trusted the most, was dismissed by me. I am alone and don’t need anyone to take care of me. I have to keep myself warm in this desolate life.

Since Pei Di and I got married, Pei Di's parents moved into their own home for our happiness, just to give Pei Di and me a chance to be alone.

For five years, they didn't know that I was actually all alone in this huge villa. As time went by, I would occasionally receive warm care from Pei Di's mother. They are old now, and I can't add to their troubles for the sake of my own happiness.

I think I can do it on my own and don't need anyone to take care of me. Ever since Aunt Zhang left, I've been left alone in this huge villa, and every day is miserable.

Things may seem glamorous in the eyes of outsiders, but in reality, only you know how miserable your life is.

I am also a little woman. I also long to be loved and I also long to have the ability to love.

Love itself is a kind of desire, and it is also the loneliness of life. It is just the fate of life, the feelings between each other, the doubt about the fate of life, and the concern for the next life. The understanding of breaking up life is the forgiveness of life, and it is also the final forgiveness. No matter how much understanding is done, it is just the perception of life. Looking back at the scenery of life, it is just the appearance of love. Goodbye to your world, and feel my sincerity.

I just don't understand, a kind of watching, a kind of parting, life is helpless, love is helpless, it's just the longing for parting, watching the last scenery, it's cold-hearted, and it's also the last promise. However, Pei Di can't even do a simple promise.

A heart of perception, wipes away the understanding of life, a fragile heart, goodbye to the indifference of love, a lonely love, a heart-wrenching watch, goodbye to dreams, no chance to wait, concern in the next life, no chance in the sea of ​​​​people, just helplessness, just a farewell to love, just the scenery of life, your world, I have no time to share, my waiting, I can't see your sunny day, Pei Di, you have let me down in this life, in the next life, I curse you to be destined to live alone.

Love is tears, life is affection, but you just don't understand, and I just can't accept it. For Pei Di and the family business, I have sacrificed my happiness and my freedom in vain. At this moment, tears blurred my eyes and my heart collapsed.

Later, just later in life, it was so hard to say goodbye, loneliness was so painful, it was the prime of life, life was helpless, love was not fate, I watched the flowers bloom, and felt sad when the flowers bloomed. For you, I couldn't count how many tears I shed alone at night in the past five years.

A lonely soul, a heart-wrenching world, an aged face, a dream of seeing each other again, a love of parting ways, and ultimately a divorce that I didn't have the courage to say out loud. As long as you don't go too far, for the benefit of the family business, I can choose to give in again and again.

Doubt and longing are just loneliness. The aging without fate is the disparity of seeing you again, and it is also the perception of life. The cold wind blows away my crazy hope for your return, and I have never received the answer in the past five years.

Understand a heart, meet a fate again, cherish each other, is just an illusion of life, a world without fate, the years of aging life, the dream of love, breaking up a lifetime of understanding, is just an illusion of life, just a miss of love, for Pei Di, I lost the qualification to love and be loved by others.

How much cherishing has become the forgiveness of life, how much understanding has become the thorough yearning of love, but after all, I still cannot forgive you for ignoring me for five years.

Love is a kind of desire and the backbone of life. The disparity of goodbye is just the perception of life. How much understanding is just the fragility of life. How much destinies are just the heart-wrenching peace of mind. Born in a prosperous era, I have the right to dedicate my happiness to the prosperity of my family.

Goodbye, life experience, understanding a heart so cold, heart-wrenching fate, thinking of a person's fragility, I am strong enough, brave enough. It's just that the eyes of love are not destined to understand, the scenery misses your world, I become indifferent, it's just the loneliness of life, it's a person's sadness, for Pei Di, I changed for him again and again, but later, I was really tired, tired, tired.

Love is fate, mood is cold, understanding the mood is so sad, goodbye love, it’s just your world, I don’t have time to see it, I can’t wait for you to think of me, in the past five years, Pei Di has never really cared about me.

In my dream, I was holding hands with a man who was about 1.8 meters tall, wearing a blue suit and a bow tie, and we were running towards the other side of happiness with smiles on our faces.

In their sleep, they were smiling from ear to ear, and the air was filled with the smell of happiness. It turned out that when you meet true love, even the air is fragrant.

I can't remember how long it has been since I last laughed truly happily.

When I woke up, I found out it was just a dream.

Following the direction of my dream, I thought for a long time. I always felt that this was not just a dream. Maybe it was my past life, or maybe I was too eager to be loved, I had been alone for too long, or maybe I accidentally broke into someone else's dream.

The corners of my mouth are raised, as if happiness is right beside me.

After waking up, I was no longer sleepy. I opened my phone and looked through my entire address book, but there was no one I could talk to.

It turns out that Pei Di has influenced my entire circle. In the past five years, I have been trying hard to play the role of Mrs. Pei well and have never followed my own heart.

I put down my phone, picked up a glass of wine, and thought to myself, I was finally let down.