Zongman: Hong Kong's black ceiling but autistic, what should I do?

5 years old

A group of people in white clothes outside called me S1999 and said I was a five-year-old boy.

The memory seems intermittent, as if I woke up several times and fainted several times.

Every time I woke up, I felt some pain in my body.

5 years old

There were a few new people outside today.

I died many times today. I was not able to recover from the first few deaths, so I don’t remember how many times I died.

5 years and 3 day

There are the same number of people outside today as the day before, so let's count the days according to the rotation of personnel. Today is the third day.

I heard people outside say this was a laboratory, and some called me a monster.

Isn’t my name S1999?

The memory is intermittent.

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5 years and 7 day

I've gotten used to having sporadic memories.

Every time I wake up, I'm either killed or stuffed into various large machines.

So sad.

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5 years and 17 day

It's like this every day.

I am bored.

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5 years and 32 day

When I woke up today, I saw a black mass that people outside seemed unable to see.

Nothing else has changed.

5 years and 33 day

My sight seemed to allow me to see myself.

5 years and 34 day

I seem to be able to control that black thing. The me I saw yesterday should be what that black thing saw.

5 years and 35 day

I named the black thing Xiao Hei.

Xiao Hei is like another me.

It feels amazing.

I can have two different perspectives in my mind at the same time, and can think about two different things at the same time.

5 years and 36 day

When I woke up today, there was a new little black one, and he looked a little different from the previous one.

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5 years and 40 day

I've been waking up very little lately.

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5 years and 50 day

When I woke up today, there were a lot more little black guys, and each one looked different.

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5 years and 62 day

When I woke up today, the room was full of different little black people, which scared me a little.

I think there are too many Xiao Hei. To make it easier to distinguish them, I call them Xiao Hei No. 1, Xiao Hei No. 2... I don't know when Xiao Hei No. 1999 will appear.

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5 years and 90 day

Today, people outside put an iron hemisphere on my head. When I woke up, there were a lot more things in my mind. They said this was necessary knowledge for the experiment.

5 years and 91 day

The people outside asked me to fight with a sticky thing, but I didn't know how to do it. But when the sticky thing hit me, my body started moving on its own, and the movements were somewhat similar to the things that suddenly popped up in my mind yesterday.

5 years and 92 day

Although the things I do every day are similar, they are all different. I wanted to find some patterns, but failed.

But it doesn't matter, just act exactly according to what the people outside say on the radio, I'm good at that.

Besides, now I have Xiao Hei to accompany me.

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6 years and 1 day

I woke up today with tubes inserted into my body.

Someone named Xiaolin said that she woke me up early on purpose and said that today was the 1999th day since I became S366, so it was my 6th birthday. She woke me up early because she wanted to say happy birthday to me in person.

After Xiaolin said happy birthday, I fainted again.

What is she doing?

Because I was woken up in the middle of [hibernation] (is that the word?), I felt a little uncomfortable during training. When the broadcast told me to run 10km away to kill the target, I accidentally let Xiao Hei kill the target.

Xiao Hei was discovered.

6 years and 2 day

The people outside spoke to me on the radio and said that Xiaolin would be responsible for taking care of my daily life in the future.

So why do they use the radio? I can hear them talking outside even without it.

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6 years and 5 day

I heard from people outside that Xiao Hei is a telekinetic being.

Is Telekinesis Xiao Hei’s name?

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6 years and 10 day

These days, Xiaolin would wake me up several times every day when no one was outside the lab.

She said she thought I was cute and wanted to be friends with me.

She also said that she had actually been paying attention to me for a long time.

Is she sick?

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6 years and 20 day

Get used to daily life.

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6 years and 365 day

It seems like tomorrow is my seventh birthday.

7 years and 1 day

When I woke up, I looked at Xiao Hei and found that Xiao Hei No. 1 was missing.

Xiao Hei No. 1 ran out of the laboratory.

I also found a book on learning characters in the corner.

Learned it quickly.

(PS. According to the definition of telekinesis in the book, I don’t think Xiao Hei is telekinetic.)

7 years and 2 day

The words in the book are the same as what people outside write, and you can understand what people outside write.

Little Black No. 1 was exploring outside. I asked him to come back, but he didn't want to.

7 years and 3 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 found a profile. The photo above is of me, so it should be my profile.

It turns out that my previous name was Z9999.

7 years and 4 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 finished touring the experimental base, and every time I woke up, my mind would be filled with the experiences Xiao Hei No. 1 had when I was unconscious.

It feels so magical.

7 years and 5 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 is back, but there is nothing in the laboratory. The previous text books cannot be brought back to the laboratory and hidden. There is a detection device in the trash can of the experimental base, which will sound an alarm when it detects unfamiliar objects, so I let Xiao Hei No. 1 eat him into his body so that others can't see him.

7 years and 6 day

I woke up in a daze and saw Xiao Hei No. 1 stuffing a text book into my mouth. I died again halfway through. The laboratory alarm called the people outside, and Xiao Hei No. 1 ate the remaining half of the text book again.

The people outside did not find any abnormalities during the test and thought it was an overdose of tranquilizers, so they lowered the level of tranquilizers in my body.

After all, my death was equivalent to a refresh of my body, so of course nothing could be detected.

7 years and 7 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 has disappeared since yesterday and can’t be sensed.

It turns out that the little black guys can disappear (be taken back).

I left a few of the Little Blacks outside to help me gather intelligence, and I took the rest back.

7 years and 8 day

I controlled Xiao Hei No. 1 to come out and I wanted to talk to him, but he ignored me.

I don't know why?

7 years and 9 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 still ignored me.

7 years and 10 day

I thought about it and thought that maybe Xiao Hei No. 1 was angry that I made him eat books.

But the contents of the little black guys’ bodies cannot be seen by others, and didn’t I eat them too?

7 years and 11 day

I apologized to Xiao Hei No. 1 in my mind, but I don’t know if he received it.

7 years and 12 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 still ignored me.

7 years and 13 day

Xiao Hei No. 1 still ignored me.

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7 years and 300 day

I think I should let Xiao Hei No. 1 think about it first. He has ignored me for so many days and I don’t want to pay attention to him anymore.

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7 years and 320 day

I heard from people outside that there was a war outside and the people above wanted to use me.

The people above?

Isn't there anyone on the upper floors?

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8 years and 1 day

When I woke up today, there was some noise around me.

The person outside said that he didn't disconnect my sedative, it seems that my body has become immune to the sedative.

There was a new guy outside, he said his name was Mori Ogai.

Some of what he said was very similar to what Xiaolin secretly said to me every night, which was very strange.

The expression is similar too.

But the eyes are not the same.

There seemed to be something in his eyes, but I couldn't see what it was.

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He asked me to commit suicide many times, which I am very familiar with. Anyway, Xiao Hei has been discovered, so I can die quickly by letting Xiao Hei help me.

This man was very capable. With just a few words, he got the person outside to open the door.

Before, the door would only be opened when I was unconscious. If it weren’t for Xiao Hei, I might not have known that the door in the wall could be opened.

But this man is so weird. He asked me to call him Dr. Sen, but he kept saying things like princess and prince. I don’t know what he was doing.

I feel like there is something hidden in his eyes. What is it?

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He put his hand in front of me.

Although he was inviting me, I could hear the command in his words.

I followed his example and placed my hand over his.

He turned my hand over and felt the calluses on his hand. He was a doctor.

8 years and 2 day

The first time I took a plane, I saw the "blue sky" and "white clouds" mentioned in the book.

Doctor Sen changed my clothes and told me to kill all those who were wearing different clothes from me by any means necessary, and to bring those who were wearing the same clothes as me but had lost their ability to move to the room on the first floor of the camp.

Just like in the experimental base, I acted according to Dr. Mori's orders, but I secretly left a few little black guys near Dr. Mori to collect intelligence.

After the battle, Dr. Sen said he would reward me.

award?

When I was in the base before, every time after I finished a more difficult test, Xiaolin would wake me up in the middle of the night and say a bunch of meaningless things like "you worked so hard" and "you're awesome". Was that a reward?

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Can I choose not to?

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It's new clothes.

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Fortunately, they are not those meaningless words.

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After looking for a long time, I still couldn't see what was in Dr. Mori's eyes.

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Da Gao took me to take a bath.

Disliked.

Ah.

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I wore a very complicated dress, oh, a very complicated princess dress.

Wearing this clothing will affect the completion of the task.

But the impact is not that big, just the difference of dying a few more times.

Because I will be resurrected.

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After putting on his clothes, Dr. Mori behaved the same way as Kobayashi did to me every night.

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Why is Xiaolin's shadow everywhere?

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There is also a girl named Yosano Akiko in the office, and Xiao Hei has collected all the information about her.

She didn't order me, so I continued to look into Dr. Sen's eyes. I wanted to dig out what was in his eyes and see.

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Dr. Mori asked me to greet Yosano Akiko, and I imitated her.

It turned out to be the case.

So not only direct orders but also indirect orders must be obeyed.

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Ordered by Dr. Mori to check where the others were.

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They are so noisy...

Noisier than Xiaolin...

No, it should be multiple Xiaolins quarreling...

It seems to be because "it's snowing..."

It turns out that the white stuff floating down from the sky is "snow".

I know "snow".

The book says that "snow" is solid water in the form of snowflakes that fall to the ground from mixed clouds.

Why are people so happy when it snows?

8 years old

The place where I fought was called Chang'an Island. It was always dark, so I couldn't tell what day it was.

It’s a bit boring to do the same thing every day, but during breaks I would go to where other people gathered and listen to their conversations.

8 years old

Dr. Sen came to talk to me and seemed not very satisfied with my fighting situation.

why?

I have killed the most people.

8 years old

Dr. Mori asked Masaaki Tachihara and Yota Yamaguchi to teach me how to speak, and the military doctor-client student Yosano Akiko also joined.

Oh, yes.

I was wondering why I felt different from other people, it turns out I never spoke a word.

After we separated, I left a small black dog with Masaaki Tachihara, Yota Yamaguchi, and Akiko Yosano to collect information.

On this day, I got a name.

Snow, I like it very much.

岁天

My perception of time has become a little blurry.

岁天

Masaaki Tachihara told me a lot of things that normal humans would do.

岁天

Yamaguchi Yota told me a lot of things about the game, saying that I was like a cheating game protagonist, and reminded me to remember to reserve my strength and not display all of my abilities. When I couldn’t win temporarily, I should slowly display my strength little by little, otherwise I would die easily.

Even though I have died many times, I will still obey Yangtai's orders.

岁天

Yosano Akiko said a lot of bad things to me about Dr. Mori, saying that he was a pervert.

From the perspective of psychology and sociology, "abnormal" is usually used to describe abnormalities in a person's personality, behavior or appearance.

“Abnormal” refers to a situation that is significantly different from the normal state or normal range.

What is the normal state? What is the abnormal state with differences?

I don't understand.

But Yosano Akiko told me that people like Dr. Mori are perverts.

岁天

Can speak now.

岁天

I saw Yangtai hiding in the corner and crying secretly. Was it because his captain died?

Dr. Sen also said that it was my fault that the captain died.

Is he okay?

岁天

Yang Tai is dead.

Although Xiao Hei was around, I didn't save him.

Because Yangtai said he wanted to conserve his strength, I can't let others know that what I can control is not telekinesis, but Xiao Hei.

So I didn't save him.

岁天

Is Zhengqiu’s recent condition “abnormal”?

岁天

I imitated Yangtai's way of comforting Zhengqiu, and Zhengqiu really returned to his previous self.

岁天

Dr. Sen made me fight with an old man, and I died once.

The old man asked me if Xiao Hei was attacking with telekinesis?

Although I wanted to hide it from Xiao Hei, the old man asked me and I could only answer honestly.

Dr. Sen came to me and asked about Xiao Hei.

岁天

I heard people around me say that spring has arrived and it seems that pink flowers are blooming on the island next to us.

岁天

Zhengqiu gave me a snowflake brooch and said he wanted to see cherry blossoms.

Even if you don't give me the snowflake brooch, I will complete Zhengqiu's order.

While Zhengqiu is asleep, go to the nearby island to look for flowers.

I died many times in the sea and lost my way.

Fortunately, I finally found the pink flowers.

He died many times on the way back, and Xiao Hei, who was beside Zhengqiu, even saw Zhengqiu commit suicide.

By the time they arrived at Zhengqiu's side, he was already dead.

Have I completed the task?

do not know.

Zhengqiu didn't touch my head or praise me like he did before.

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Jingzi seemed to be in great pain.

I want to help her, just like I helped Zhengqiu.

Jingzi asked me to help others get rid of it.

Because I didn't know whether Sakura's mission was completed or not, and Zhengqiu couldn't respond to me, so after receiving the new mission, I thought it would be better to take it more seriously and kill everyone as quickly as possible.

But I don't know why Dr. Mori is angry...

岁天

The second time I took a flight, Dr. Mori and Akiko were not with me.

From the information that Hei had gathered, I was going to another experimental base where Dr. Mori and Akiko would be locked up first and await trial by a military court.

Since we were going to separate, I took Xiao Hei back from Dr. Mori and Jingzi.