Siheyuan: I just want to live

After Chen Feng gave the bicycle and watch to Jin Ming, he hurriedly rode his bicycle back to the farm.

When he returned to the farm, he was so tired that he was panting and sweating. He sat down in a chair like a puddle of mud, not wanting to move at all.

To be honest, if Chen Feng didn't have to go to the steel plant to deliver something to Jin Ming, he wouldn't be willing to run to the steel plant in the scorching sun in the hot summer!

Not only was he exhausted from riding his bike back and forth, but he was also covered in sweat, feeling sticky and uncomfortable.

At this moment, Chen Feng just wanted to sit in a chair and have a good rest to recover his strength.

Time passed quickly and it was time to go to work in the afternoon. After hearing the farm work bell, Chen Feng sat up straight again.

Then he began to slowly flip through the documents on the table, reading them carefully word by word, and thinking carefully about the meaning of every sentence in the document.

Especially when he saw Secretary Cheng's instructions, Chen Feng read it more carefully, trying hard to understand why Secretary Cheng gave such instructions.

Time passed slowly while Chen Feng was reading the documents. It was not until the bell rang that Chen Feng came back to his senses from the documents.

Hearing the farm's bell for the end of get off work, Chen Feng raised his head, then stretched to relieve his lumbar muscles that had become sore from sitting for a long time.

After stretching his waist muscles, Chen Feng showed a satisfied smile on his face. He moved his shoulders and neck, feeling the relaxation of his body.

Then, he turned his eyes to the desk and began to sort out the piles of documents. He carefully classified and stacked each document neatly to ensure that they were no longer in disarray.

After finishing the sorting work, Chen Feng stood up and stretched. He picked up his schoolbag, put it on his shoulder, and walked out of the office with a brisk pace.

After closing the door and making sure it was locked, he walked towards home.

After returning home, Chen Feng parked his bicycle in the corridor. Then he walked to the kitchen and started to prepare dinner. Soon the kitchen was filled with the aroma of various ingredients, making people salivate.

When Chen Feng had almost finished cooking, Jin Ling appeared at the door with her two children.

When she saw that the lock on the courtyard gate had been taken off, she suddenly felt a warm feeling in her heart, because she knew that Chen Feng had returned from get off work and should be in the kitchen preparing dinner for herself and the children.

Thinking of this, Jin Ling immediately pushed open the gate, led the child into the yard, turned around to close the gate, and walked quickly towards the main room.

After entering the main room, just as Jin Ling had thought, Chen Feng was in the kitchen preparing dinner for himself and the children.

Looking at Chen Feng busy in the kitchen, Jin Ling couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

She remembered that when Chen Feng was a buyer, his job was very leisurely and he had enough time every day to prepare delicious meals for himself and his family.

At that time, she didn't have much feeling about this kind of life. She had even unconsciously gotten used to Chen Feng cooking at home, forgetting that this was her responsibility as a wife.

However, the situation is very different now. Since Chen Feng changed his job to work on a farm, he has to get up early and work late every day, which is very hard.

But even so, he still insisted on going home after get off work to cook for Jin Ling and the children. Seeing him so tired but still walking into the kitchen without hesitation, Jin Ling's heart was filled with guilt and self-blame.

"I am such an incompetent wife!" Jin Ling thought to herself. She felt that she should take on more housework responsibilities and should not let Chen Feng bear so much pressure alone.

So she walked towards the kitchen. Just as she reached the kitchen door, Chen Feng heard some noise behind her and immediately turned around to look back.

When Chen Feng saw that the noise at the kitchen door was made by Jin Ling, he was stunned for a moment, then he spoke with a smile on his face.

"Wife, you're back from get off work? Are you hungry? Wait a moment, the food will be ready soon!"

Hearing Chen Feng's words, Jin Ling also smiled sweetly and responded to Chen Feng: "Okay, husband, I get it!"

After hearing Jin Ling's words, Chen Feng smiled at Jin Ling again, then quickly turned around and continued to stir-fry the vegetables in the pot.

Jin Ling stood at the kitchen door and quietly watched Chen Feng's busy back in the kitchen, feeling a deep sense of guilt in her heart.

She felt that she had really gone too far. She actually made Chen Feng, who had to work hard every day, cook for her when he came home.

Thinking of this, Jin Ling couldn't help but whispered to Chen Feng: "Husband, how about I cook for you in the future? This way it can reduce your burden."

However, because Jin Ling spoke in a relatively low voice, coupled with the noise from the gas stove and the collision of the spatula and the pot when cooking, Chen Feng, who was cooking, did not hear clearly what Jin Ling said.

He subconsciously wanted to turn around and ask Jin Ling, but when he realized that there was still food frying in the pot, he quickly turned his head back to avoid burning the food.

So Chen Feng did not look back again, but directly asked Jin Ling: "Wife, what did you say just now? I didn't hear it clearly!"

Seeing Chen Feng asking this, Jin Ling raised her voice again and said, "I think I'll cook from now on!"

There was determination in her tone, and she believed that this would make Chen Feng understand her feelings.

After hearing Jin Ling's words clearly, Chen Feng showed a surprised look on his face. He asked in confusion: "Why do you say that suddenly? Are you tired of the food I cook? Do you want to change to other flavors?"

Chen Feng was also very puzzled. He didn't understand why his wife, who was usually fine, said this today. So a hint of doubt appeared in Chen Feng's eyes.

Hearing Chen Feng's question, Jin Ling quickly shook her head and explained: "It's not that I'm tired of eating the food you cook, but I think you work hard every day and are already very tired."

When Jin Ling said this, a trace of heartache flashed unconsciously in her eyes.

Then, Jin Ling continued, "Besides, she has to cook for me and the children when she comes back, which is really too hard."

"I don't want you to be so tired, so I think I should cook from now on, so you can rest more after get off work."

Jin Ling's voice was full of care and consideration for Chen Feng.

Chen Feng listened to Jin Ling's words quietly, and a warm feeling surged in his heart. He knew that Jin Ling cared about him and wanted to share some housework so that he could relax a little.

However, Chen Feng did not want Jin Ling to be overworked because of this. He just wanted Jin Ling to live a relaxed and happy life.

So Chen Feng smiled gently and said to Jin Ling: "It's okay, dear. I don't think cooking is a burden. On the contrary, it is also my way of expressing my love for you and the children. I feel good now."

"Besides, the children may not like the food you cook, so let me cook!"

Jin Ling felt the love in Chen Feng's words, and looking at Chen Feng's back, her heart was moved beyond words.

Just as she was about to say something else, Chen Feng had already taken the vegetables out of the pot and put them on a plate.

Chen Feng put the wok in the sink, then carried the freshly cooked vegetables to Jin Ling's side, took Jin Ling's hand and said.

"Okay, the dishes are ready, let's go out and eat! The two children should be hungry now, so let's not keep them waiting!"

He turned to look at Jin Ling and found that she was standing quietly by the side, her eyes full of guilt and remorse.

Chen Feng smiled. He knew that Jin Ling had always been a good wife and mother, but he didn't expect that she would feel guilty about this.

After saying that, Chen Feng took Jin Ling's hand and walked out of the kitchen without waiting for Jin Ling's reaction.

His movements were very natural, as if it had become a habit. Jin Ling was startled by Chen Feng's sudden action, and a blush appeared on her face.

But she did not break free from Chen Feng's hand, but obediently followed him out of the kitchen.

Arriving at the restaurant, Chen Feng and Jin Ling sat at the dining table and began to enjoy dinner.

When the children saw their parents coming back, they ran over and gathered around the dining table, chattering to Chen Feng in their baby voices about the interesting things that happened when they went to the supply and marketing cooperative with Jin Ling.

Chen Feng and Jin Ling listened to the children's stories and laughed from time to time.

After dinner, Chen Feng played with the two children for a while, while Jin Ling cleaned up the table and went into the kitchen to wash the dishes.

She skillfully placed the dishes in the sink, turned on the tap, and began to wash them carefully, her movements were very gentle, for fear of damaging the dishes.

After Jin Ling finished washing the dishes, Chen Feng, who felt a little tired, handed the child to her and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

He hummed a little tune while taking off his clothes, preparing to enjoy a comfortable bath. When the water splashed on his body, Chen Feng felt relaxed, and all his fatigue disappeared at this moment.

After Chen Feng finished his shower, Jin Ling also walked into the bathroom with the two children. She gently closed the door, leaving Chen Feng alone in the bedroom.

Chen Feng was half lying on the bed. He picked up a book and started flipping through it casually.

His mind suddenly emerged with every detail of his life with Jin Ling, especially the life after they had a child, and a warm feeling welled up in his heart.

He felt that he was the luckiest person in the world to have such a warm family.

Soon, Jin Ling brought the two children who had already taken a bath out of the bathroom.

I watched Jin Ling skillfully carry the two children to bed, then pull the quilt over them.

Then Jin Ling lay down on the bed and told the children a bedtime story in a soft voice.

Chen Feng watched this scene quietly, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.