Be in low spirits

"I can't calm down! You only know how to be busy with your work, accompany your husband, and try every possible way to help his parents. I returned to China just for you, why don't you see me? When are you going to get a divorce?" She was really drunk and started talking nonsense.

"I, I'm here to see you. Drink the honey water first." She held the honey water in front of her and wanted to feed her.

"I don't want to drink it! Tell me why you want to marry him? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?" She slapped the honey water in her hand, and the water spilled on the floor, and the cup broke.

She was stunned for a moment. If she didn't make it clear today, it would be too late. "Yi Ran, I wouldn't choose you even if I didn't marry him. I thought we were always friends."

"Friend, who wants to be your friend? I have been secretly in love with you for thirteen years, eight months and eight days, and you can't see it at all." She started to pick up the bottle and pour herself a glass of wine.

I don't know if she was really drunk or just pretending, she calculated the days so clearly. "Don't I know you and I well? How can you consider love if no one forces you? Did your parents force you to get married? You don't love him at all, right? Tell me, as long as you don't love him, I will take you away, go abroad, travel. Just tell me, just tell me!" She might be really drunk, shaking her shoulders, asking her to speak out.

Kong Zhixi was unable to resist and stepped back in fear. Her shoes stepped on the glass fragments on the ground and pierced into her feet. The pain made her sober up all of a sudden and she let out a subconscious "hiss".

A flustered girl walked into the room, supported Meng Yiran, and kept apologizing to her: "I'm sorry, our President Meng got drunk and confessed his love to anyone he met. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I disturbed you."

"Confess to anyone you catch?" She suddenly felt relieved, because it turned out that he was not talking to her.

"Yes, she always treats that person as the object of her secret crush. Don't mind." The girl hugged her from the side and held her hands to prevent her from moving.

"That person's name is Xixi?" She originally thought that she was just fickle, but she never thought that she was serious.

"Yes, sorry, we have already paid the bill. I'll take her home first. You can do whatever you want here. Sorry." The girl called the people standing at the door to help her out.

She slumped down in the chair, a little dazed. Thirteen years and eight months, which meant that this childhood friend had liked her when she was seventeen, but she didn't realize it at all.

She pulled the glass fragments out of her shoes, asked the waiter to get a band-aid to put on the wound, and took a taxi back home. When she got home, Li Li was there too, and the three of them sat together to discuss the house.

There was some pain in her feet, and she limped when she walked. Li Li asked her what happened, and she said that she accidentally got stuck on a piece of glass while walking. Li's mother brought her a medicine box, and Li Li helped her sit on the sofa and disinfected her.

"The wound cannot come into contact with water. Are your shoes broken too?" He wiped it gently with a cotton swab. Seeing this, Mr. and Mrs. Li went back to their room.

"Did you do it when you were on duty?" Li Li found it a little strange. Normally, there wouldn't be so much distance to walk during rush hour.

"No, I went to see Yiran." After fixing her wound, she grabbed his hand and told him the truth.

"She...did it?" He was a little nervous. After all, they had known each other for nearly twenty years.

"No, she just confessed to me." She didn't know what to do.

"Ah? You agreed?" He became even more nervous. What if she filed for divorce again because of this?

"No, I just don't know how to face her in the future." She was a little annoyed. Doesn't this mean she will lose a friend?

"Oh, you scared me." He put his hand on her shoulder. "She has known you for twenty years, right? She must have liked you for a long time, and you didn't see it?"

"If I had seen through it, wouldn't all this happen today?" She leaned her head on his shoulder and sighed. "Don't you have to go back to the team today?"

"I'll take some time to come back and accompany you today, and discuss the house with my parents. They seem to have found a good one. Can we go take a look together on the weekend?"

"Do you think she will forget about it tomorrow?"

"Only you would forget so easily. Is there something wrong with your brain?"

"Huh? If you can't speak, why don't you go back to the team?" She raised her head and wanted to take a shower and sleep.

Li Li looked at the things in the house again and calculated again with a calculator.

"Do you have something to return?" He lay down on the bed and reminded the person who was chatting on WeChat on his phone with ill intentions.

She sighed and turned off her phone. She leaned over to him and said, "You said you wanted to buy a house. Why don't you wait until you get the house before having the baby?"

"If you don't want to, you don't have to give birth. Aren't you thinking about Meng Yiran?" He put his arm around her waist and felt that she was no longer as thin as before.

"How could that be? Can't you be brave enough to test me like before?" She put her arms around his neck, as if she suddenly understood why he was so anxious.

"Which time are you talking about?" He tried it many times, and the only successful time was probably the time he drugged himself.

"Have you tried it many times?" She seemed to have no memory of many things.

"You don't remember anything, forget it." He suddenly lost interest, took her hand and prepared to go to bed.

When he said forget it, she suddenly became disappointed as well. "Are you still jealous?" She lowered her hands and held his face, wanting him to look directly into her eyes.

He didn't answer, but took her wrist away and said, "Go to sleep."

She was a little stunned. This style was unlike his previous one. "Okay." She let go, kissed his Adam's apple before turning around, and said goodnight. He suddenly grabbed her hand and said in a hoarse voice, "There are some places you can't touch."

"Ahaha, so you also know that there are some places that cannot be touched." She teased and tried to break free, but he hugged her and said in a very disappointed tone: "Kong Zhixi, is it fun to tease other people's feelings like this?"

This was the first time she heard him call her by her full name, which was a bit scary. "I didn't." She wanted to grab the quilt and turn around to sleep, but Li Li suddenly kissed her.

It was not as gentle as before, but rather domineering and vindictive, advancing straight ahead with a completely aggressive and presumptuous attitude.

There was a rusty taste of blood in her mouth, and she didn't know when the quilt and clothes fell off her body.

"Hiss... it hurts..." Her mind went blank. He was the one who said let it go, and he was the one who was angry now. Did she do or say something wrong to make him vent his anger like this?

"That way you'll remember it." He completely ignored her panting and struggling, and just wanted her to engrave him in her mind and remember every minute and every second they were together.

She had no strength left and just lowered her head to breathe, hoping that he would stop in time.

"Do you... love me?" He wanted to hear her say those three words in person, wanted her affirmation and everything.

The room in the dark was filled with the struggling passion of the two people, a scene of beauty.

"Love...can you let me go?" She grabbed his chest muscles and felt that this love affair was more intense than ever before.

"Then... why do you still want to... go see her?" His breathing became heavier and heavier, wrapping her in his world, making her unable to move.

She was really annoyed, and she frowned and squeezed his back until the skin was broken. Why was he so petty?

The air conditioner in the room was whirring, and she only felt a little cold on her back. She didn't have the strength to deal with him, so she let him do whatever he wanted.

After it was over, she curled up in the quilt and went to sleep with her back to him, her heart full of indignation and tears streaming down her face unconsciously.

Li Li felt a little guilty and wanted to hug her, but he was afraid that she would be angry. He kept his hand in the air, not daring to put it down until he heard her even breathing and realized that she had fallen asleep, then he retracted his hand.

He used to feel satisfied just by seeing her, but now she was sleeping beside him, and he always wanted more, his body and heart wished he was the only one. He didn't know when he became so calculating and petty, but when he heard someone confessing to her, he couldn't help but think too much.

In the morning, they went to work in the institute, and they were silent all the way. He knew that she was angry again, so he pulled her and said, "I'll pick you up after work."

"I'm on duty." She shook off his hand, got out of the car and went to work without looking back.