Be in low spirits

After Yuanyuan fell asleep at night, the two sat in front of the French window and chatted. Li Li suddenly remembered the white cheongsam she wore on the day they met here, and asked, "Were you wearing a cheongsam that day?"

"Well, that day was Yuanyuan's first day in kindergarten, and I thought of dressing her up nicely so that she wouldn't be in a bad mood when I went to pick her up in the afternoon." Since coming to this world, she has rarely bought clothes, but she always feels that the clothes for her children are not enough.

"Oh, I've never seen my wife dressed so beautifully before." When he was in the human world, he spent little time at home because of work. Now in this cave of obsession, she doesn't spend much time with him because of the children.

"Now you think your wife needs clothes to be beautiful?"

"Of course not, I just haven't seen you wearing a cheongsam, wife. How about you put on the cheongsam and we can dance?" It turns out that men are either unromantic, they just see whether someone is willing or not.

"You can dance?" She had never heard of it before.

"You used to have photos of you attending dances in college in your space, so I learned a little bit."

"You checked me out thoroughly, didn't you?"

"No, your sister gave it to me. I just checked her space. Besides, didn't we use WeChat later?"

"No, if I put on this cheongsam, I'd have to put on makeup, which would be a waste of time. Besides, playing music would disturb the baby."

"Keep your voice down and don't put on makeup. Come on, I'll find some quieter music." He pulled the person up from the sofa and pushed her into the room.

She changed into a cheongsam, combed her hair simply, put on a hairpin, and put on earrings. It was a bit plain, but also neat and tidy.

The two danced to the music in the living room. Kong Zhixi stepped on his shoes barefoot. The moonlight was beautiful. The two were close to each other, and the lights outside the French windows also embellished their love.

"Zhixi, it would be great if time could stop at this moment." He held her hand, supported her waist, and his nostrils were filled with her fragrance.

"Husband, do you have any other obsessions?" If the obsessions in this world will disappear when they are fulfilled, then they should disappear as well.

"I hope we can grow old together, for generations to come. I hope the truth will be revealed and there will be fairness and justice in this world." He almost wanted to hold the person in his arms, just hoping that they could be closer.

"Do you think Yuanyuan also has obsessions?" It turns out that her husband is obsessed with his career, unlike her who just wants to eat and wait for death.

"Of course she does, otherwise why would she hate me so much? I just hope her obsession isn't with you as her mother."

"She is still so young, what does she know?" Sometimes she doesn't want her child to grow up too fast, but she also hopes that she can grow up quickly.

"Have you been blaming me for all these years?" Ever since he met her, he always felt that he owed her too much.

"No, after Yuanyuan was born, I felt that no one was more important than her."

"I'm sorry for leaving you alone for so many years." The more she didn't pursue the matter, the more guilty he felt.

She stood on tiptoe, put her arms around his neck and said, "Honey, no one blames you. But... you... don't want to dance anymore?" She felt like someone seemed to have some reaction.

"...Yes." He picked the person up and carried him to the room.

Taking off the hairpin on her head, her long hair cascaded down. In the night, her black hair was like poetry, entwining around my heart, intoxicating.

She was deeply sunken in the soft bed, with the warm palm still on her waist, reaching her skin through the thin clothes. The two of them were pressed tightly together, too close to each other, and the ambiguous posture made her body suddenly tense.

"Relax, why are you still nervous after all these years?" His breathing became heavy and echoed in her ears.

She put her mouth close to his earlobe with ill intentions and said, "Because no matter how long it takes, you always make my heart beat faster." She spoke sticky sweetness and sweet words.

The cheongsam fell off at some point, and his breath lingered on her neck, bringing a tingling sensation. She closed her eyes, feeling his intensity and warmth, her heart and mind sinking into the night.

Li Li also expressed his thoughts of her for many years in her body, his burning breath was low and hoarse. She was like a soft lamb, weakly pressing against his chest, and whispering in a low voice. In the blink of an eye, the warm currents hit his mind, and his desire surged. The hot breath twisted her thin red earlobe.

When the lovemaking was over, he kissed her hair, pulled her closer to him, and begged, "Can we sleep here tonight?"

"Yuanyuan will be scared if she can't see anyone at night." She was a little tired and thought about going back to her room slowly.

"Then I'll go back to the room with you to protect her." He couldn't sleep well without seeing anyone.

She turned around and snuggled into his arms, saying, "We agreed to wait until she accepts you before returning to the master bedroom. Bring me my clothes, it's time to go back."

He hugged her tightly and sighed. "We are a legal couple, but why are we living like we are having an affair?"

"Nonsense again. Where did you throw my clothes?" She broke free from his embrace and tried to sit up. Li Li found a cheongsam for her to put on. She got off the bed, fumbled for the hairpin on the bedside, and skillfully put her hair up. Li Li half-knelt on the bed, holding her hair-tying hand with one hand, and rubbing her chest with the other hand, trying to arouse her second desire.

She grabbed his wrists on her chest, broke away from his lips, and comforted him in his ear: "Okay, I'll come to accompany you tomorrow night." After that, she held his face and gave him a goodnight kiss, imitating him and sticking out her tongue. He got out of bed, picked her up, walked to the master bedroom, put her on the bed, kissed her forehead, sat on the edge of the bed, and tried to coax her to sleep.

"Go back, or you'll wake the child up again." She was a little tired, and patted the child to sleep. Li Li glanced at the child sleeping beside her, left, closed the door, and returned to the second bedroom, tossing and turning for a long time before falling asleep.

Kong Zhixi got up early and changed her clothes. Seeing that the people in the second bedroom were still asleep, she started to make breakfast. While changing the child's clothes, she tried to ask, "Yuanyuan, can Dad sleep in the same room with us?"

"No! Mom, do you like this dad?"

She sat cross-legged on the bed and held the child in her arms, "My dear baby, mommy told you that you are so round because you love daddy so much."

The door was opened, and Li Li stood at the door with a smirk on his face and asked, "Really?"

"Tsk, why are you eavesdropping on other people's conversations?" She hugged the child tightly and scolded softly.

"The door wasn't closed properly. I... just wanted to see if you guys were awake. It wasn't intentional." He was still in his pajamas, so he must have just gotten up.

"Go and see if breakfast is ready. I'll wash Yuanyuan's face and brush her teeth later."

He walked forward and wanted to hug the child, but when he stepped into the room, the child started yelling at him, "Ah!" He had no choice but to back out again.

"Okay, okay, he won't come in." She comforted the child, unable to understand her resistance.

They lived like this in the following days. On Yuanyuan's birthday, Li Li took the child to the mall to buy gifts. The couple followed behind the child and watched her run.

"Last year on her birthday, she only had a small cake, and the toys were given to her by the grandparents at the police station." It was a rare Sunday that the family of three could get together.

"Then let's buy a big cake today and give her a big toy. Do you want to invite her kindergarten friends to join us?" He held her hand and still couldn't get used to the role of father.

"Can't you see that your daughter likes quietness?" The child has reached the sensitive period of order, and she wants to put things neatly wherever she goes, and she doesn't pick and choose gifts.

"I can see that, but isn't it because she might be happy that her friends are coming to visit us?" The child still doesn't want to have much contact with him, but can accept the fact that he will live here permanently.

"No." Yuanyuan put the things in one store and ran to another store.

Passing by a cosmetics store, Li Li called Yuanyuan over and said to her, "Yuanyuan, do you want to give your mother a gift for your birthday?"

"Yes." Yuanyuan moved a little further away from him. "Then how about we buy a set of cosmetics for Mom?" He squatted down and pointed at the cosmetics store across the street.

"Okay. But, Mom, I don't have any money." The child ran over and held Kong Zhixi's hand, looking at his father awkwardly.

"Mom will give it to you. You can go shopping for gifts with Dad and I'll buy your gift as well, okay?" She thought that this might help improve their father-daughter relationship.