After becoming a loli, the reborn heroine trained me as a pet

My name is Lin Xiyuan. My father passed away when I was very young, and my mother raised me step by step.

My family was very poor, and my mother told me since I was a child not to compare myself with others, and I was very obedient. But... my classmates seemed to look down on me, saying that I didn't have a father and was not worthy of playing with them.

Most of the time, I would hold it in and cry alone. But sometimes, I really couldn't hold it in, but my mother was already tired enough, and I didn't want to tell her or make her worry, so I could only hide in the quilt and cry quietly alone...

I know that my family is not well off. My mother always said that if we poor people want to succeed, we can only study hard and reach the highest level of learning. I listened to my mother and studied hard every day, and my grades were great.

Finally, with my unremitting efforts, I was admitted to the best high school in the city. With excellent grades, I was exempted from tuition fees. However, my mother's health was getting worse and worse...

Under such circumstances, I could only study hard, work to earn money, and take care of my mother at the same time.

Fortunately, the school also understood my difficulties and not only gave me a scholarship to subsidize my family, but also took care of me in other ways. Probably to repay them, my grades have always been among the top three in the school.

After the college entrance examination, I finally went to college, and was admitted to Xingda University, which is the top university in the national C9 League. I was very excited, but when I ran to my mother's bedside to announce the good news, she was already dying...

It turned out that my mother had been hiding from me that she had a serious illness. When I took her to the hospital for a checkup, the doctor told me that the surgery would cost at least 30 yuan, and because her condition was too serious, the success rate was less than 20%. At that moment, I felt like the sky was falling.

Maybe God was kind to me and pitied me, so he arranged a roommate for me who was a rich lady. I knew my chance had come, and I had to seize it, otherwise, I would lose my mother forever.

So, I became her lackey.

It's not shameful. I did get a lot of money from her. Although she has never looked at me straight in the eye, it doesn't matter. I don't care what others think of me. I just know that I am getting closer and closer to the 30 yuan for surgery.

Perhaps it was under her influence that I gradually got to know some gangsters. Probably because of my cautious personality, I would not do those high-risk things, but just deal with the little things in the life of the young lady and act as a clown to make her happy.

Until that time...

Maybe it was because I was only 20,000 short of the surgery fee, I was a little impatient, and I offended the wrong person, and because of that, I lost everything...

Why is God so unfair to me? Why must God give me hope and then destroy it at the last moment, making everything I have vanish into thin air?

Is this fun? Answer me!

I'm so tired... What's the point of living like this? But my mother is still waiting for me on the hospital bed, but I really don't have any strength left...

Close your eyes and jump from here, everything will be over. Those sufferings will never come to me again, right?

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The roadshow is scheduled for next Monday, so it’s a good time to see how the ticket sales are this week.

Today is Saturday, so naturally I have to do some preparations before the roadshow, such as visiting the campus.

Today, a silly little lazy bug slept in. When she woke up, it was almost 12 o'clock. Everyone else had gone out for something, and Ye Yilin thoughtfully left her a lunch box with a note on it:

"I made the meal myself. You should like it. Just put it in the microwave to heat it up. Don't go hungry."

Looking at the note, Ye Lanlan felt warm in her heart, and felt that she was right to bring Ye Lanxin home.

Ye Lanlan felt particularly satisfied while eating this lunch box. In addition, she also felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

I...seem to have tasted this before? But I don't seem to remember it. Never mind, it's not important.

After eating and drinking, it’s time to get down to business. Xingda covers a very large area, and it would probably take a whole day just to walk around.

Therefore, Ye Lanlan first got a map of Xingda, and then searched on the map to see which place had more traffic and was more suitable for the roadshow.

"Eh? This artificial lake looks nice."

Ye Lanlan's eyes suddenly lit up. She found a large artificial lake on the map.

After clicking in, there are attached photos, from which you can see that the beautification facilities are very well done, and this place is not remote, so there should be a lot of traffic.

"Let's go over there and take a look first!" Ye Lanlan was a little excited.

Although it was the weekend, those who could enter Xingda were all talented people. Therefore, a large number of them were still hanging out in places like the library, and there were not many people going out to play during the day.

Ye Lanlan also understood this truth. She went there just to survey the place and see how beautiful it was.

The weather was quite hot, and by the time Ye Lanlan reached the artificial lake, she was already sweating profusely.

Looking up, the scenery here is even better than the one in the photo. Although there are not many people because it is daytime, Ye Lanlan is almost certain to hold the road show here.

And there’s something particularly romantic about this place.

I heard from some seniors that there are a lot of people here at night, and there are fountain and lantern performances. At that time, the lake is filled with mist, which is extremely romantic.

Now that she was here, Ye Lanlan didn’t plan to go back directly, but instead planned to walk around the lake a few times.

[Host! This is bad! ]

The sudden appearance of the system loli startled the stupid Lan Lan. She asked unhappily, "What are you doing? Why are you shouting so loudly all of a sudden?"

[In front of the artificial lake, someone committed suicide! ]

"What?" Ye Lanlan's body shook and she was completely stunned.

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"Ugh... It's so painful, so uncomfortable, I can't breathe, is this the price of liberation?"

Her consciousness seemed to be gradually fading away from her, and Lin Xiyuan felt that she was about to die.

Suddenly, in an instant, oxygen seemed to flow back into her nasal cavity, and her consciousness gradually returned to her body. She seemed to be pulled back from the brink of death.

Ye Lanlan was already exhausted and out of breath. Fortunately, she was bored when she was playing at the beach and upgraded her swimming skill to level 3. Otherwise, with her small body, it would be really difficult for her to pull the 1.60-meter-tall Lin Xiyuan ashore.

"Well……"

"Xiao Ning, can she be saved?"

[Host, are you stupid? Can't you see that I'm still breathing? ]

"Huh, that's good." Ye Lanlan breathed a sigh of relief. "Why would someone want to commit suicide? It's so good to be alive. There are so many wonderful things waiting for us to enjoy. Why do we have to be so depressed?"

Ye Lanlan was a little confused. Suddenly, she seemed to recall the time when she was imprisoned by Ye Yilin.

Then she fell silent, as if she understood why someone would want to commit suicide.

When there is no hope in life, what other choice is there except death as the only relief?

Sometimes, living is more painful than dying. I seem to understand why some people want to commit suicide.