After becoming a loli, the reborn heroine trained me as a pet

"Don't forget us... a simple yet difficult request."

Zi Yue, who always spoke in a calm tone, spoke in such a low tone for the first time, with a pleading tone in her voice.

“A person dies three times.

The first time is when your heart stops and you are declared biologically dead.

The second time is when you are buried and people attend your funeral.

The third time is when your existence gradually disappears, until the last person in the world who remembers you has completely forgotten you. "

"If I had chosen to lend a hand and help her make the call, what would have happened?

But I didn’t do anything, even if it was something simple and insignificant, I didn’t take any action.

"This is also the reason why I insist on living until now.

Except for me, perhaps no one remembers her existence. It was because of me and my inaction that she died.

So, I treated her as a family member and visited her frequently. After all, companionship was my only way to atone for my sins.

"Maybe in a few years, I will come here to sleep. After all, cardiopulmonary fibrosis can be considered a terminal illness..."

Zi Yue didn't finish her words, but at this moment Ye Lanlan's eyes were filled with tears and she kept sobbing.

"Xiao Ning, is there no way to help Sister Ziyue? I don't want to see her..."

[I'm sorry, host. I can't do anything. I have the ability to arrange a fake death for you and to help you revive Lilylu, but the situation of others... I can only make Sister Ziyue's body better, and I can't do anything else...]

The system's words made Ye Lanlan unable to hold back any longer, and she hugged Zi Yue's wet arms and cried loudly.

Zi Yue is her best friend, family member, and life mentor.

She couldn't bear her words, nor could she accept her departure in the future...

Faced with her reaction, Zi Yue calmly shook her head, leaned over and took her into his arms, gently stroking her back to comfort her.

"Don't cry, Ye Lanlan. Birth, aging, sickness and death are the norm in life. Parting is also for better encounters."

"Please forgive me, my enthusiasm for you is also selfish.

I saw your shadow in Bai Qing. I also want to choose you to continue our existence.

Please don't forget the hand others extended to you when you were in the most difficult times.

Please don't forget Bai Qing, don't forget Hong, don't forget me...

This is also the only request I have in my life..."

"Forgetfulness is life's greatest enemy. Are you willing to fight against it for us?"

"Yes! I do!"

Ye Lanlan, who was listening, had already burst into tears. Ye Yilin's eyes also became moist and she gently wiped the corners of her eyes.

At this moment, even if Ye Lanlan doesn’t remember it, she will always remember everything that happened today.

Hearing her answer, Zi Yue smiled with relief, stretched out her clean hands to wipe away Ye Lanlan's tears, and continued speaking.

"Remember the question I asked in the car just now? Is there really a difference between adults and children?"

Hearing this question, Ye Lanlan and Ye Yilin couldn't help but stop crying. Zi Yue took out the gift that she had carefully protected when it rained. She stroked the cover and spoke calmly.

"Adults, like children, will cherish present happiness and pursue future happiness.

I will continue to make mistakes and regret my past mistakes...

The only difference is that we have more things to carry..."

Zi Yue smiled, then put away the fairy tale again, stood up and looked at the two of them.

"This is the fourth lesson, and it may be the last lesson. These words are for you, and also for classmate Ye Xinlan."

“Whether adults or children, whenever they find what they think is the right path and avoid mistakes, the cruel reality always defeats them and makes them depressed.

But they all forget the more important truth: no matter whether the road is right or wrong, making a choice is to change the present, not to wait in place. Only by making continuous choices can we truly change this cruel reality.

I didn't do anything, and this is also my worst crime. But... I don't regret it. I should pay the price for my choice, and this price is to remember her forever and live with her existence.

“So, for yourself, for change, make a brave and firm choice.”

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Under the heavy rain, the four left Bai Qing and took the bus back.

Ye Lanlan had already fallen asleep on Ye Yilin's shoulder due to her crying. In order to avoid dirtying the bus seat, Zi Yue put on the coat that Hong had prepared in advance and sat down beside them.

Ye Yilin looked at Zi Yue with mixed feelings. No matter from which aspect, she was better than herself.

She can accept her past and has ways to make up for it...but what about herself?

My state of mind is not as strong as Ziyue's...

Ye Yilin looked at the sleeping Ye Lanlan, feeling very sad. Zi Yue, who was sitting next to them, looked at her Yilin's expression and sighed deeply.

"I think you need help, Xinlan."

"No...I'm fine...Thank you Ziyue for your kindness."

Ye Yilin smiled as if nothing had happened, which made Zi Yue even more helpless. Then she said something that shocked Ye Yilin extremely.

"Then how long do you want to hide?"

"Hide? What do you mean..."

Ye Yilin's face was ugly, and she was extremely shocked. Shouldn't Chen Yu be the only one who knew her identity?

In response, Zi Yue and Ye Yilin looked into each other's eyes and explained calmly.

"There is no perfect disguise in the world...Xinlan, is it the day we first met? At that time, to celebrate, we went to a restaurant for dinner together."

"It's a well-known fact that people move their facial muscles when they eat. But the movements of your face when you eat are not that obvious. Although it hasn't been tested with instruments, I feel with my naked eyes that given your body proportions and body fat percentage, your face appears very uncoordinated, as if it were covered with a mask." Zi Yue explained, rubbing her face symbolically.

"Plus, the importance you showed towards classmate Ye Lanlan in your eyes made me start to doubt you,"

"So, you know my identity?"

Seeing this, Ye Yilin also understood. The plate of bacon fried rice made her feel uncomfortable, and she also knew that she had been discovered at that time.

But what can she do? If it were in the past, she might have made Zi Yue disappear forever, but she had changed a long time ago, and she didn't want to use tough and bloody means anymore.

Moreover, the gap in mental state between her and Zi Yue made her feel that she was not worthy.

"No, even now I don't know your identity."

Zi Yue spoke truthfully, of course she also saw her loss, and put her hand on her shoulder to comfort her. Hearing such an answer, Ye Yilin was also a little surprised, and the other party's explanation followed closely.

"I just think you came here in disguise, maybe to get closer to Ye Lanlan. After all, a student who lives off campus suddenly returns to the dormitory to live will attract some attention."

"Once I had doubts, I quickly told Chen Yu about it. But later, Chen Yu seemed to have done something that changed your attitude towards Ye Lanlan. You became more concerned, caring, and ashamed. That's when I believed that you really came here for Ye Lanlan."

After hearing the other party's answer, he couldn't understand Chen Yu's abnormality at that time, but he still laughed at himself.

"Really... I see. I did do terrible things to Lanlan in the past. I am already satisfied to be able to stay with her in a new identity like now."

"Then don't you feel lonely?"

"Can someone who doesn't even have a past really fight for a future? After all, the connection between the past, present, and future is what counts as life."

Zi Yue's words were like a knife that cut through blood, and Ye Yilin was speechless. But her next words unexpectedly ignited a glimmer of hope in Ye Yilin's eyes.

"Maybe you have been helping her. I can see it. From the first time I met Ye Lanlan, I could feel that in addition to the pain of the past, she still had a goal to live for. Just like me in the past."

"I don't know what that goal is, but I can see the joy of getting closer and closer to the goal from her increasingly bright eyes.

Recently, whether in physical examination or life, it is you who has helped her the most. Just based on this, you can be more confident. "

"I...really? Am I really helping her?"

Ye Yilin was also a little bit unbelievable, she looked at her hands. These hands had hurt Lanlan many times before, but when she thought about the chance to reconcile with her, the hope in her eyes became more and more obvious.

"Don't worry, you just need something to reconnect with each other."

Zi Yue put down her hand, but Ye Yilin was confused by this sentence and looked at her in confusion. Zi Yue did not look at her, but looked at Hong who had been beside her.

"Maybe you don't understand it now, but there is always something that can connect two people emotionally. For example, pure trust. I will trust Hong unconditionally. No matter what order I give, I will believe that she can complete it."

"I also believe in you, Miss. I believe that any decision you make will be carried out unconditionally."

"Yes, because of trust, we understand each other, rely on each other, look forward to each other's actions, and are proud of each other.

There are things between people that are more noble and pure than love.

So I never use love to express my relationship with Hong, because that would be an insult to the purity of it.”

Hong cooperated with Ziyue tacitly, and their interaction also made Ye Yilin understand some things.

"I... probably..." Before Ye Yilin finished speaking, Zi Yue made a silencing gesture and said softly, "Shh, think about it quietly now. From now on, you will be the only one who will take care of Lanlan."

"Huh? Why?" Ye Yilin asked puzzledly.

"I can't be your light bulb. I've already applied for a dormitory change and will be leaving tomorrow. So make the most of this hard-earned space for two. I believe in you."

Perhaps because her wish had been fulfilled, Zi Yue felt much better. Instead, she smiled playfully and continued to speak.

“Of course, this is also a lesson for you…..You can only see things clearly with your heart, and the things that are truly important cannot be seen with your eyes.

Just like what is expressed in The Little Prince.

I hope you can connect with each other again and cherish what is in front of you... Tia Kristo, I wish you all the best~"

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