Rebirth: Don't Want to Be Hot-blooded

When the lights-out signal sounded, An Chuxia finally calmed down, took a shower and changed her clothes.

On the surface, it seems to have returned to its normal state.

But only she herself knew how big of an impact this incident had on her, and it even made her start thinking again.

I've been here for a month and there's not even any sign of leaving.

If nothing unexpected happens, I will probably stay here.

If it were a month ago, she would have thought about how she would understand the world if she stayed here, and how she would use her abilities to make money after three years of military service.

Maybe in a different world, not only can you stop being a corporate slave, but you can even carve out your own path.

But now, she suddenly felt that, was she really going to just lie down and muddle through this military uniform and these three years of barracks life?

"Why haven't you returned to the dormitory yet so late?" Suddenly a voice interrupted her thoughts.

An Chuxia woke up instantly and saw Du Xiaofei sitting on the training platform in the yard, but she had been thinking about something and had her head down, so she didn't notice it at all.

When I realized that it was already after lights out, I hurriedly said, "I went to the bathroom late and just grabbed the shower head. I just finished my shower. I'll be back soon."

Du Xiaofei rarely said anything, and nodded slightly, "Go to bed early."

An Chuxia quickly responded and turned to leave.

But before he could leave, he suddenly realized something was wrong, stopped, and looked back at Du Xiaofei, "Are you... okay?"

Du Xiaofei looked at her in surprise, then shook her head.

But An Chuxia could see the loneliness and sadness in her expression.

This made An Chuxia unable to believe that she was really okay, so she walked over with a basin of food in her arms and sat directly next to her.

"I thought today's incident only affected us new recruits, but I didn't expect that even an experienced veteran like you would be affected."

An Chuxia didn't know why, but this was the only thing that happened today, so she just followed her guess.

Du Xiaofei looked at her and said, "Do you think... I'm scared too?"

An Chuxia waved her hands quickly, "I didn't mean that, it's just..."

Du Xiaofei ignored her and sighed deeply, "Do you remember the two wounded we rescued today?"

An Chuxia nodded subconsciously, but then she had a bad feeling and her face suddenly changed, "They can't be..."

"No." Du Xiaofei interrupted her directly, "They sent him to the hospital in time and he was saved."

"But...the injuries of both of them are serious. Not only will they need to recuperate for a while, but in the future...they may have to retire from the army."

"The one with the injured leg, I don't know if he will be disabled, the other one...had his spleen removed, so he can forget about doing heavy physical work."

Hearing this, An Chuxia was stunned, "They..."

When I saw the injuries of the two people, I knew they were serious, but I didn't expect them to be so serious. This was equivalent to directly ruining the rest of their lives.

For a moment, I was a little stunned.

Du Xiaofei sighed with emotion, "I don't know now whether this result is better for them, or if they would be better off dying on the battlefield."

"How could that be? Of course it's better to be alive... Only by being alive can there be hope." An Chuxia said without thinking.

Du Xiaofei listened and smiled bitterly, "You won't understand..."

"For these people, this military uniform is more important than their lives. To end their military career in this way, they... would feel that it would be better to die on the battlefield."

An Chuxia actually understood it, and she didn’t watch military dramas for nothing, but understanding and comprehending are completely different.

She couldn't understand that there were things more important than life. Even if she was injured and stripped of her military uniform, she was still alive. At least she was alive.

As long as you are still alive, there is still hope. Even if you can't be a soldier, you can still do something else.

He opened his mouth and couldn't help but say, "I...actually I understand, but after all, this isn't the only dream..."

"So you don't understand..." Du Xiaofei shook his head with emotion.

Then he couldn't help but say, "I didn't understand it before, but now... I understand."

He took a deep breath and said, "Forget it, what's the point of me telling you this..."

Indeed, the two still couldn't reach a consensus on this issue, and An Chuxia could only change the subject and said, "Don't be too sad. After all... you tried your best."

"Yes, I tried my best, but there are some things that you can't regret just because you try your best."

Du Xiaofei patted her gently and said, "I'm fine, don't worry about me. I just... want to sit alone for a while."

Since she said so, An Chuxia knew that there was no point in persuading her any further, so she could only nod her head slightly.

Without saying anything else, he jumped off the training platform and went back to the dormitory.

But she was so tired after a whole day and night that she should have slept soundly, but she suffered from insomnia.

The battle, the two wounded soldiers, and Du Xiaofei's words kept drilling into her mind.

An Chuxia didn’t know how other people reacted that night, but she really didn’t sleep well.

But the next day, both Xia Lan and Du Xiaofei continued their training as normal, as if nothing had happened.

At the shooting range, An Chuxia once again held the gun and faced the target in front of her.

I have to say that they don’t have any new tricks. There are no psychologists or psychological treatments. They just fight poison with poison.

But people are sometimes so strange. When you have a psychologist to counsel and treat you, you may still have to be a little pretentious.

But when no one pays attention to your emotions, and you just do what you are supposed to do, or even just hurt your wounds, it seems that the pain won't be so severe after a while.

"Bang bang bang!" gunshots rang out.

Everyone's accuracy has improved greatly, and with this period of training, An Chuxia can now hit the bull's eye with every shot.

Although he is not a top student in the recruit company, he is still among the best.

"Full rings on target number three!" The target was announced, and cheers came from behind.

Of course, they are some people from Du Xiaofei’s class.

I don’t know if it was intentional or if that was the training plan, but today’s training still combined the two female soldier classes together.

Even shooting training is a mix.

If it's just training within your own class, no one would think it's a big deal, but once there's a comparison, the competitive spirit will come out.

That’s why An Chuxia’s full ring made them so excited that they even started shouting.

However, Ling Ke's face darkened as he listened to the result that was two rings short. His face was full of dissatisfaction.

An Chuxia ignored it, she just felt that this feeling seemed really good. Who doesn't like the cheers behind them?