After rebirth, the soft and small milk bag vest can no longer cover

"Yueyue, let's not talk about this for now. Let's finish our meal first, okay?"

When Mu Jingxian said this, his voice was terribly low, as if the sadness that had been suppressed for a long time became heavy along with his tone at this moment.

Lin Sisi looked at him unhappily as he was extremely perfunctory, biting her lip, a little stubborn.

"Answer my question first, don't evade it."

Mu Jingxian was stunned, his eyes fixed on the half-eaten bowl of porridge he was holding. Looking at the red beans that had exploded halfway due to being overcooked, his thoughts drifted away.

It was the harmonious, stable and happy life two years ago, accompanied by his sister's lovely smile; or the scene of the car accident that day, the cold scene in the hospital; or his figure working hard in the past two years, his upside-down work and rest schedule in order to find the culprit, or the exciting moment when his sister woke up...

Scene after scene played out in his mind, and his mood became increasingly heavy.

It's like a dream, but not a dream.

If this is a dream...

"Brother, brother, why are you in a daze?"

Lin Sisi saw that Mu Jingxian suddenly became dazed for a long time, his expression became unpredictable, and his eyes revealed a sadness, which scared Lin Sisi. She thought that maybe her words reminded him of some sad past that he didn't want to recall. Immediately, like a child who had done something wrong, she timidly poked Mu Jingxian's arm.

She thought to herself that she didn't mean it, she just suddenly wanted to take a look, but she didn't consider Mu Jingxian's feelings. It was indeed wrong for her to do so.

After calling Mu Jingxian once or twice and seeing that he didn't say anything, Lin Sisi reached out and poked him on the forehead. Then he came back to his senses and raised his eyes to look at her.

She was a little awkward.

"I, I won't watch it anymore, brother, I'm sorry."

Mu Jingxian was wondering why she should apologize when it was obviously him who should apologize.

He forced a smile, freed his hands to rub her head, ruffled her hair, and said, "Why should Yueyue apologize? It's obviously your brother who is wrong."

Lin Sisi raised her head and looked at him, her eyes revealing confusion.

She didn't understand why Mu Jingxian said that.

"Brother is worried that Yueyue will remember something when she sees Mom and Dad's things. The doctor said that your memory has not fully recovered. If you see something related to them and force yourself to remember, brother is worried that you will fall into a coma again, so brother ordered the servants in the house to remove all things related to your parents. Actually, Yueyue, sometimes not remembering some things is a good thing."

Mu Jingxian lowered his eyes, but in fact he still had half of his words left to say.

He was also afraid that seeing those photos would remind him of the unforgettable events two years ago. But in fact, even if he couldn't see those photos, Mu Jingxian still thought of them from time to time, making him suffer alone.

Fortunately, my sister forgot about it and I managed to get through it in the past two years.

If only he could forget those things, too.

Lin Sisi's heart skipped a beat. She never expected that Mu Jingxian did this for her. She immediately fell into a deeper level of self-blame.

The brother is a good brother, but she, as a sister, is really a bastard.

She hesitated for a long time, struggling over how to apologize, and finally chose to give him a hug to comfort him.

"Brother, it's my fault. I shouldn't have asked. Don't be sad."

Lin Sisi hugged Mu Jingxian like a little adult and patted his back, comforting him like a mother comforting her child.

She thought that if she was not her sister, Mu Jingxian would never show this behavior in front of outsiders.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is always a successful, calm and steady young man, a successful man sought after by thousands of girls.

Now he looked so hurt and sad, and he would only reveal it in front of his closest family members.

Although this is still self-inflicted.

What a sin.

Lin Sisi sighed in her heart, thinking that if she hadn't become his sister, and without knowing Mu Jingxian's family background, she might have been really pissed off by this man. After all, who would feel sorry for their mortal enemy!

"I will never ask again."

Lin Sisi spoke in a low voice, not to mention how much she blamed herself.

Mu Jingxian met his sister's aggrieved and self-blaming eyes and smiled: "Brother is not sad, but just thinking about some things in the past. It's not that Yueyue can't ask, brother is just worried that you will have a headache when you think about those things in the past. It's not easy to recover, brother is worried-"

Before Mu Jingxian finished speaking, Lin Sisi frowned, indicating that she was unhappy.

What does this say?

"I don't have a headache. I'm fine now. I feel healthy and mentally fine!"

If possible, she really wanted to know what happened to Mu Jingyue before. She only knew that she had a car accident two years ago. The instigator of this incident was still her, Lin Sisi's father, Lin Feng. He even ran away from the accident. At that time, she, as Lin Sisi, didn't know that this incident had happened at all, so when she found out in the end, she was already dead...

Although she was unwilling to believe that this incident was such a coincidence at the time, and although it was difficult to accept, since she had experienced Mu Jingxian's pain, Lin Sisi felt that the things she had encountered were actually nothing...

Although Mu Jingxian never said it, Lin Sisi could feel it in her heart.

In fact, Mu Jingxian was in great pain sometimes. He had to put on a brave face, pretend to be calm, and protect her well.

When she thought of this, Lin Sisi's heart ached.

She hugged Mu Jingxian tightly and said, "Brother, although you don't say anything, I know you must be very sad now. It's not easy to keep everything in your heart. Although Yueyue is young now, she can still listen to what you say. I am your sister, so I have to share some of your burdens, hehe."

She said this, thought for a moment, and added, "Brother, just treat Yueyue as a tree hole. Throw all the unspeakable words buried in your heart into the tree hole. Don't worry about them being leaked out. As long as you say them out, you will definitely feel much better. Well, don't worry, you don't have to worry about me getting a headache. There won't be any problems with my body. I will definitely be safe from beginning to end."

After saying this, Lin Sisi was still thinking in her heart that she was really like the caring big sister in the children's channel, who specialized in receiving letters from children who had all kinds of little secrets, reading their letters aloud, reading about their little troubles that they didn't want others to know, and then comforting them with a smile and saying words of encouragement.

Although she had such a feeling, Lin Sisi still felt embarrassed by herself after she finished speaking.

Lin Sisi, ah Lin Sisi, you are really good at comforting people. No wonder she did not forget to feed herself all kinds of toxic chicken soup even though she was living such a depressing life, and then persisted like this until she was 20 years old.

I once thought that I could live to be eighty years old, but who knew that my life would stop at twenty, forever twenty years old.