After a tragic death and rebirth, the scumbag tore Bai Yueguang apart for me

Just when I thought that Grandpa came to me sincerely to let me know what Huo Yan thought of me.

He suddenly changed the subject: "In fact, he thinks you are too important, which hurts him more."

I was slightly stunned, put away my smiling face, and looked at him seriously, wanting to say something.

"I won't tell you too much. I just want to tell you that Huo Yan will not only be the master of the Continental Country in the future. He will have to take on too many responsibilities. You will know later."

He looked dignified, his expression was solemn, and his aura was extremely powerful, which made me feel inexplicably oppressed.

I was a little nervous. I wanted to know what he wanted to say, so I listened to him carefully.

"What if you stay here and awaken his memory? What can you do to help him reach a higher position?"

For a moment, I had no idea what high position Huo Yan wanted, and I had never heard of it.

But I will only know what my great-grandfather meant later.

"Although Anna is not from the same world as him, she is helpful to Huo Yan in his career. And you are his weak spot. You have his feelings and his heart. Don't be so greedy, okay?"

My heart was beating fast and tears were welling up in my eyes, but I still kept a polite smile and said, "Grandpa is going to push Huo Yan to a higher position or a deeper pit of fire. He is already in a lot of pain now. When he was in Shencheng, he was just Huo Yan, not Xi Ruier, and not the master of the Continental Country. At least his heart was calm. But what about now? The more responsibilities he shoulders, the fewer people will be able to confide in him in the future. Everyone is calculating against him, and he is also wary of everyone."

But in response to my question, Grandpa said with a bit of disdain: "Standing in this position, he has no choice! If you weren't in his heart, Gal wouldn't have been injured at that time..."

When he said this, Grandpa was already a little excited and coughed violently a few times.

I let out a long sigh and said, "I understand. Grandpa came here today to tell me not to try to awaken his memory and not to get close to him when I can't help him."

But I don’t even want the position of heir to the Xingchen Family.

"I'll be leaving in a month."

As long as Huo Yan doesn't remember me, I will leave. I won't delay him, and he won't delay me and the child.

Even if we let each other go.

"Although Anna's family is not as powerful as Xingchen's, she wholeheartedly supports Huo Yan, which is what I want to see. Since you understand, I won't say more. Now I will take you to see him and get him out of my Buddhist temple."

He didn't come to ask me for help, but to order me.

Huo Yan, who is kneeling in front of the Buddha, does he only listen to me?

Thinking of this, I feel a little relieved, but also a little sad.

He pinched the corner of the clothes with his fingers, applying a little force.

"Anna has been with Huo Yan for many years. Even without you, Huo Yan would get used to Anna's existence. You are just a temporary attraction for him. Otherwise, he would not have forgotten you, right?"

My grandfather’s words made my heart stop.

I have always thought that I have a good mental quality, but now I feel like I can’t hold on any longer.

What he meant was that even without me, Huo Yan would still like someone else, but he would always choose Anna in the end.

"So Anna replaced Huo Yan's medicine. Did Grandpa know about it?"

I even wanted to ask him if he was the one who instructed Anna to control Huo Yan.

"Xinghe, you only spent a year of your relationship and helped Huo Yan a lot, but Huo Yan helped you even more. Apart from anything else, if he hadn't helped you step by step, could you have successfully taken the position of the Frost Emperor? Your current position is a height that many people cannot reach in several lifetimes. You should stop when you are ahead, and don't get involved in things that are not your business. You are very smart and should know what I want you to do, not what I want you to ask me."

After a long time, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. I almost suffocated just now.

She hummed softly and followed behind him.

Perhaps I won’t have many opportunities to say a few more words to Huo Yan, so before we say goodbye, I’d like to leave some more memories for myself to savor later.

"Don't tell Huo Yan about the memory I just told you. Of course, you don't have to tell your grandmother. Provoking conflicts between Xingchen and Zhouji will not benefit anyone. If you really want to do good for Huo Yan, why not try to become Xingchen's heir and help him."

He said it lightly.

But if I become the heir of Xingchen, I will marry William.

How could William let me help Huo Yan?

Or should I kill William and become the sole master of the stars?

I lowered my head and looked at my belly. This was the third time that fate had entangled me while I was pregnant.

I have lost him twice before, I really can't lose him again this time...

I want a relative who can be close to me, not someone who schemes against me and will abandon me at any time.

Living alone in this world, I feel lonely and tired.

But everyone is forcing me to become the Cold Emperor or the Master of the Stars.

None of these people ever asked me what I wanted.

Just like no one asked Huo Yan what you want.

When I walked into the Buddhist hall, my great-grandfather smiled and nodded to me, then he left.

I was the only one who walked behind Huo Yan, where he was sitting in lotus position, stroking Buddhist beads with his hands, meditating quietly.

I also sat next to him, trying to calm myself and make myself quieter and quieter.

"Huo Yan."

After a long time, I called his name softly, and he responded softly with a "hmm".

"Huo Yan, what do you want..."

This was probably the first time I asked him and also the last time I asked him.

If he didn't want me...

Then I will fulfill his wish.

My sadness is about to overflow and I can't control it anymore.

He slowly opened his eyes, and I looked at him more intently.

He has beautiful eyes, dark and deep, with long black eyelashes. If my child looks like him, he will be very beautiful.

But there was a little coldness in those eyes, but when they looked at me, there seemed to be warmth in them for a moment, and I seemed to see his deep affection.

I sat there for a long time, but I didn't hear his answer.

He also looked at me silently.

He didn't get up until I got up.

We walked along the corridor and no one spoke.

He is always like this. When making decisions about me, he always puts me last. From his silence, I already know that he is ready for me to leave.

Otherwise he would not pray in front of the Buddha.

"Huo Yan, we don't have to wait a month, can I leave earlier so as not to upset you?"

He still didn't answer.

"I thought about supporting you from behind and trying to understand you, but you know what? I don't know what you want to do or what you want. I'm so tired. It's good that you forget me. If I could forget you, I wouldn't have to suffer so much alone. The feeling of having love in your heart but not being able to love is really like suffocating."

I haven't finished complaining yet.

He has already reached out to hug me, and I buried my face in his arms. Just let me let go and have a good cry.