After a tragic death and rebirth, the scumbag tore Bai Yueguang apart for me

I pressed the wound and he screamed.

I raised my lips slightly under the mask: "Is the person who contacted you to kidnap me Lin Yuxi?"

Even though he was in pain, he just kept screaming and didn't say anything.

"Then since you feel you can endure so much pain for her, don't ask me to prescribe you a painkiller."

As I spoke, I slapped the stitches on his heart.

I will save him, but that doesn't mean I don't want to kill him!

I held the pen tightly in my hand and pointed it at his heart: "You really don't want to tell me who is backing you? How about I destroy your heart with my own hands?"

Just when I was about to write, he gasped and said, "You are breaking the law!"

"What about you? You did so many illegal things, why weren't you afraid?"

I raised my arms heavily and dropped them rapidly. Zhang Baibo screamed again in fright.

Just when I was about to scare him again, the door of the ward opened, Huo Yan walked over quickly, grabbed my wrist, and took the pen from my hand.

Wasn't he in a hurry to pick someone up somewhere? Why did he come back?

"Get out first." He spoke in a deep voice. There was no anger in his voice, but instead a hint of regret.

Then I glared at Zhang Baibo and walked out.

I leaned against the corridor outside the door, with my hands in my pockets, waiting for Huo Yan to come out and lecture me.

But when he came out, he didn't say anything, just glanced at me and walked in front of me.

It was not until he returned to the office door that he asked, "Didn't Gu Sinian arrange a psychiatrist's class for you today?"

Sure enough, it was he who told Gu Sinian about my abnormal behavior in the elevator last night.

"No need, I'm not sick." I turned my face away, not wanting him to see through my inner anxiety and fear.

"This is the third time. Especially when it's dark or you're nervous, you'll have this situation. You called Fu Sinan's name twice, and shouted for help twice. When you have an attack, no one is allowed to get close. Yu Xinghe, as my deputy, I don't need someone with a mental illness."

He looked at me very seriously and solemnly, as if he didn't want me to be his deputy if I didn't go see a psychiatrist.

"I don't want to be the deputy!"

I took off my white coat and put it on a chair beside me.

He has not experienced the pain I have, so how could he know my inner struggle? Seeing the person who killed me in the previous life, I still want to save him. Seeing him alive and well, I wish I could kill him with my own hands instead of saving him.

“Is this your attitude towards dreams?”

"When did I ever say that being a doctor is my dream?"

I don't even remember ever having said such a dream, or even if I did, my biggest wish in this life has always been revenge.

"Think it over carefully and then tell me your decision."

He ignored my unreasonable behavior and lowered his head to deal with the case at hand.

I glanced at the white coat I had just taken off and pulled it back on. As an adult, I should be responsible for my own emotions.

When I left his office, I didn't know why Gu Sinian also came to the hospital. He looked a little nervous, and came forward to hug me and said, "Don't be afraid."

He must have listened to Huo Yan and thought I wanted to kill someone.

"Xinghe, some people will be punished by law. You still have a good youth. We should not be dragged down by them."

I gave a faint smile, maybe.

But if they knew that I came into this life from the death of my previous life, would they still advise me to be kind?

"Si Nian. If I died once, would you believe it?"

This time I didn't call him Brother Si Nian. Instead, I called him by his name with righteous words, wanting to let him know how painful and torn I felt right now.

"With me here, everything will be fine."

As he spoke, he let me go and took out a glass jar from a bag he was holding: "The welfare home, the hall where we study together has not yet been poured with concrete. I took a handful of soil and planted a small seed. You can patiently wait for the seed to germinate and grow. As long as it grows towards the sun, everything will be fine."

His words made me feel that he knew something and yet seemed to know nothing.

Maybe it's all just a coincidence.

"it is good."

I held the glass jar, looked at the black soil and some moisture inside, and placed it on the small windowsill of my office, facing the direction of the sun, chasing the rising and falling of the sun and the moon.

"Don't you like the dishes at Yunshan Yayan the most? Let's go to dinner together? Just treat it as a welcome party for me after I get out of prison?"

I know that he still treats me as a person with mental illness and is trying to comfort me little by little, fearing that I will feel sad.

Not wanting to make him worry too much, I nodded and agreed.

At this time, Huo Yan also took off his white coat and came out of the office wearing a neat suit as usual. After Gu Sinian politely saluted, he left without even looking at me.

I don't care what he thinks of me. After all, he has not experienced the suffering I have, so he can't empathize with me.

I don't force him to understand me. After all, in my life, he is the one who pulls me up when I am on the verge of danger.

I should be grateful instead of forcing him to understand my suffering.

After Huo Yan left, I asked Gu Sinian, "When did you meet Huo Yan?"

Gu Sinian did not intend to hide it: "When I invested in the project before, he happened to be there. He treated the people of the Huo family. When the Huo family thought that my project was not working, he said that it might be feasible in the future. With just one sentence, the people of the Huo family agreed to cooperate with me and then invested in me, which made me rich in a short time. So I am very grateful for his words at that time. It also proves that he is a man with vision, but he is a doctor. If he were a businessman, I guess no one in Shencheng would be his opponent."

Faced with Gu Sinian's high evaluation of him, my thoughts were suddenly confirmed.

"Do you think he is the one from the Huo family?"

But Gu Sinian smiled: "The Huo family is so busy, how can he have time to be a doctor here? Don't you see how busy Dr. Huo is in surgery every day?"

I frowned slightly and said that.

But I always feel that Huo Yan’s identity is not that simple.

As for the lock he replaced for me, there are not many people in Shenzhen who use this kind of military-grade lock.

The Lin family is holding a welcoming banquet for the eldest daughter? As the fiancé of the eldest daughter of the Lin family, should the one from the Huo family attend?

Then can I resolve the doubts in my heart?

But if I go there, it would be very dangerous because of Lin Yuxi. I always feel that she will set a trap for me to fall into.

"I want to go to the Lin family's dinner party to verify the relationship between the Lin family's eldest daughter's fiancé, the one from the Huo family, and Huo Yan. But I'm afraid of Lin Yuxi's trap."

I was talking nonsense, and Gu Sinian smiled and rubbed my head: "I'll take you there. Follow me closely, and you won't be framed by her."

My eyes were full of light and I looked at Gu Sinian as if I were seeing a savior.