Reborn as a Supervisor

Chapter 190: No way forward, but definitely not the end of the road

At the entrance of the library, two people are fighting against each other

It was obvious that Shao's luck with the dice was not very good and he failed to break through Miris's blockade.

"I don't want to hear anything more from you. If you're afraid of death, just run away by yourself!"

"If I was afraid of death, why would I drag you, Section Chief, out here?"

"So, there must be a reason for doing this..."

Shao's current state is extremely unstable. She is impulsive at one moment and calm at another, as if the shackles of rationality are restraining her passionate emotions.

"If this reason doesn't convince me, then I will never give up!"

"Section Chief..."

"If we continue to fight with them, it will only be a dog-eat-dog fight. You know exactly what's going on, Section Chief!"

"Get out of the way!!!"

"…Excuse me. I'm calm."

The change in attitude often happens in an instant. He may feel that it is not good to yell at his subordinates, and then calmly change his words.

"Nowadays, section chiefs can't even beat their own subordinates."

"How can you remain calm when you're swinging your knife around recklessly?"

Miris tried his best to dissuade Shao, hoping that he could calm down.

"They are all enemies that need to be killed anyway!"

"It would be better to get rid of the fear around you and hold the hilt of the knife with a firm will, isn't it?"

When you cannot achieve no harm, you will consider how to reduce "sacrifice". When you cannot avoid "sacrifice", you will think about how to preserve the whole.

When you have given up everything, you will no longer be afraid of death because you know it is right behind you.

"...Even if we face such an enemy, a sword that loses its way will only create meaningless and childish hatred."

“Anger is necessary when facing an enemy, but excessive emotion is a double-edged sword.”

"Don't lose yourself in anger... Aren't you the one who knows this best, Section Chief?"

"A sword without a direction will only cause itself to bleed. This is exactly what you, Section Chief, taught me..."

Being in the most emotional stage, Shao could hardly hear anything.

"Those bandits don't deserve to see my resolution."

"You have the audacity to suggest that we risk our lives. How ridiculous."

"Why should I treat you with courtesy?"

"Even so!"

"Lowell would never deal with it like this! Shao... please, cheer up."

In desperation, Millis brought up Lowell to persuade Shao, which was very effective and Shao successfully calmed down.

"..."

"Miris... I also know that the library didn't take away all the members of the Sixth Association's Section 2, including Lowell."

"I know they made a reasonable bet and they are willing to accept the loss."

"But what can we do about things that are unacceptable?"

"Can that be said to be their will?"

"Are those decisions really made without anyone forcing them?"

"Whenever my mind is filled with these thoughts, I cannot calmly distinguish right from wrong..."

His comrades died one by one in front of him. Shao could never forget the way they bravely faced death. Was it really worth it?

"Is it because Tsubaki and other members of the association died that they ended up in this situation?"

"That's right. At first I just thought it was enough to save myself."

"If I could only get Lowell's book..."

"After all this is over, it won't matter if I have no one to turn to."

"But after seeing people die one after another, my thoughts began to waver..."

“Am I really on the right path?”

“Is it really right to be born as a human being but to be self-sufficient?”

“The people who believed in me and followed me are already dead, but are we still going to ignore them and continue to follow me?…”

No one could give an answer, not even Miris.

"If you hurt others for your own selfish interests, should you stop before it's too late? And should you save the remaining people?"

"If we have to make a choice, who will bear the damage? Me or you?"

"Miris... answer me. I can no longer tell which side is more important."

The smart and calm female general also lost her former charm at this time

"…I can't answer that question. How could I possibly know more than you? You know I'm not as smart as you are."

"But Shao...all those who followed you have never been coerced by anyone, and I am no exception."

"How can our trust and following be forced..."

"It may be very cruel to say this, but if it were someone else...if they came here for power, then when you are alone and powerless, they will abandon you."

"You have resigned as the head of Section 1 of the Sixth Association. You are no longer a being that can give us orders, and you are definitely not a being that we are obligated to trust and follow."

Miris's comfort had some effect, and Shao calmed down at this time. She heard the voice.

"Can't you hear...that voice?"

"A warm and beautiful noise that seemed to have never existed before..."

"There's nothing but our voices. What are you talking about?"

Shao didn't hear what Miris said, or her attention was not there.

"What……?"

"..."

"…You are wrong. No, maybe you are right…"

"..."

“Am I selfish?”

“…I don’t think so.”

"..."

Milis could only look at Shao worriedly from the sidelines, as the other party was talking to someone he couldn't see or touch.

(The Cyber ​​Ghost is starting to exert its strength...)

"…Humans cannot survive on their own. If this is the case, then death is not far away."

"I need someone to be with...yeah."

"The people I want to protect. And the people who are the reason why I try my best to survive..."

"The person who can only survive with me... that person survives because of me, and I cannot die."

"Protecting everyone is also a way to protect myself..."

"I shouldn't die. I'm doing this for myself and for others..."

"So your words... are wrong. Never listen to slander..."

"...Yes. We shouldn't view selfishness negatively, that's right."

Shao turned around and looked at Miris again. There was no longer confusion in his eyes, but a hint of sadness.

"I am so sorry. I was unable to control my emotions and failed to lead properly."

"This is my last apology to you and everyone else."

"Milis... Now I am still in darkness, with no way forward."

“Admittedly, I am also deeply afraid, so sometimes I go astray.”

"However, if you can move forward with determination, you will eventually find the right path. Not seeing the way forward is not the end of the road."

Looking closely at Shao's clothes, one can see that he is wearing armor underneath, indicating that he has become a "demigod".

…………

The hard job of reception still had to be handed over to Roland. Roland, who had just been resurrected, had to go on stage to continue "working". This time there were only two people on the opposite side, and Roland felt that the outcome was no suspense.

(The author thinks the gifts are almost ready, so he will add another chapter)

This part of the plot is also quite long, so I will release a part of it first and you can play the mod right away. There will also be relatively long plots, and the author will delete them as appropriate, so you can rest assured about the quality.

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