Reborn as a Supervisor

Diary: Misser went out to look for food and never came back. We later found his bloated body by the river.

(Yes, it’s the Giant View, the one without the head)

This mental stimulation directly reduced Atilok's sanity, which then triggered his "uncertain madness" from which he had not recovered, and he fell into another memory.

This time it was Pachei who came over with a shy smile and tried to hold Atilokha's hand...but the laughter soon died down.

Just like the barrier was broken layer by layer, Atilokha gradually woke up from the dream, but there was still another layer of the dream.

As for how many layers this dream has, we have to ask Carmen, who created all this. At least she didn't intend to wake Atilok so soon.

"I really envy you for being so strong."

"We use the food we looted to survive, and rely on luck to avoid disasters and diseases."

"But as long as we keep living like this, will there be a day when the pain is gone and there will be a happy future?"

The answer is no. Once you have experienced such a journey, the snowfield will always exist in your memory.

Just like Atilokha today, he is constantly trapped in nightmares and memories.

"...Hehe, actually, I found that even if we survive among the crowd, we can no longer be happy."

"Even if we can still laugh, it's just a temporary illusion."

"Whenever I think of the people who passed away... He Ye, Luo Jie, Mi Se..."

"I understand... everything is meaningless in the face of death."

Death is the end of the journey. Since we cannot avoid it, we can only accept it calmly.

"No matter how hard we try to run, hide, and run."

"In the end, they can't escape being buried in the wind and snow."

So she chose a shortcut to the terminal without being buried by the snow.

(Yes, she committed suicide!)

Diary: December 12

Pachei hanged herself on a cedar tree near the camp, her hands and feet covered with frostbite, and her tattered dress was torn to shreds by wild beasts.

Her eyes were still open, and her scattered hair could not hide the faint smile on her face as she died, a smile that seemed to be deliberately showing her own death.

Although it's difficult to judge, she was indeed freed in the end.

(She also made the most correct decision, because the scene that followed was simply unacceptable to normal people)

The snow was so heavy that Ersalu ignored the outstretched hand and continued walking towards his goal.

Atilokha, with his hands outstretched, stood frozen in place, as countless people passed by him.

He couldn't change the predetermined ending...and the snow was still falling.

Memories took over the dream and rushed towards Atilokha.

Little by little, memories gradually break down Atilokha's heart and awaken his soul.

The scene changed and Chen Fan came to another scene. The last part of this memory was also a real hell on earth.

Diary: December 12

On the fifth day, I found Houns cut into pieces on the snow, and Ersalu was roasting his left leg in the distance.

There were more horribly roasted meats on the side, and Ersalu said they were bourgeois.

Houns, who no longer wanted to live, was killed and chopped into pieces by the two men, and Bourgeois, who had lost the ability to resist, was served on the dining table.

They gathered around the campfire, eating their companions' corpses, watching whether the leg meat was roasted on the fire, talking and laughing, as if they were back home.

"Why are you...doing this..."

"Attiloka, what are we doing with this cripple that only consumes food?"

"How long do we have to go and how much food we have left? Don't you know?"

Atilokha was speechless by what James said, but the smile on Ersalu's face had frozen.

"Think about how they treated us..."

He stood up shakily and found that Ersalu was watching him quietly in the distance.

At the moment when Atiloka questioned, Elsalu stabbed James several times from behind.

All Atiloka remembered was that he saw James lying in a pool of blood, motionless.

James fell to the ground with his smile gone, and Ersalu stepped over his body and approached Atilokha.

"Pachei is dead... I should have expected her to commit suicide."

"You couldn't even look at her. It's clear that you all saw her dead body."

"But she's still hanging there, and no one wants to bury her."

Because of Pachei's death, Ersalu gave up his humanity in just one day, and now he has completely adapted to this snowy field.

"She never lived a decent life, and after her death she was tormented by wild beasts."

"Thinking about it this way, you are just the same kind of person as me."

Atiloka's shock quickly turned into anger. He rushed towards Ersal with the knife he carried with him and stabbed him in the abdomen.

"Hahaha, you are just like me... Now we are completely the same kind!"

Ersalu did not resist at all. Instead, he opened his arms and smiled as if he was going to hug Atilokha.

If the other party could kill him at this moment, he would be able to continue on his own in the future.

Perhaps at this moment, his goal has been achieved.

"We...are not the same kind..."

Atilokha was completely enraged by his words, and desperately grasped the hilt of the knife and stabbed it downwards.

"We...are not the same kind!!!"

Even though he was seriously injured, Ersalu was still talking to himself, and all his words were spoken to Atilokha.

"Don't be so excited...I can actually understand you."

"You are angry because you didn't achieve your goal, right?"

"What nonsense are you still talking about... Why did you fucking kill them all? Why?!"

"Yes, there is not a single child left of the one you wanted to take for the experiment."

"Tell me, am I doing the right thing?"

Ersalu began to become weak due to excessive blood loss, and even speaking became difficult.

"Experiment...what are you talking about?"

"You're still trying to deny me...right?"

"Let me tell you, this road we're taking is not a way home from the beginning to the end!"

"We are lost in this smoke, and the road we are taking is completely opposite to our hometown..."

Not all of them are fools. When they came here, the road they passed by by car didn't have so many things, and it wasn't so far away...

"It's meaningless to move forward, but why has no one ever spoken up, no one ever questioned, no one ever wanted to face this reality, and instead just followed you aimlessly?"

"Is it true that no one noticed?"

"They just hope to be saved by you...even though they know there will be nothing at the end of the road!"

Because the children trusted Atilokha, they were willing to follow him even if he was on the wrong path.

They just hoped that they could be saved one day, but that day never came.