Yu Xi, who followed Lin Subai and his group, heard their conversation and was full of hesitation.

But looking at Lin Subai's back as he walked away alone, she didn't want to lose contact with him again.

Although his personality is even colder than before, Yu Xi is very sure that he is the lover about whom she has lost all news.

We met briefly last time and I was too reckless to catch him.

This time, Yu Xi anxiously scratched his palms, thinking of ways to get close to him.

Seeing Lin Subai's figure about to disappear on the road, he became more and more anxious.

He glanced at the conversation between his mother and her group, and quickly chased after Lin Subai's back.

Looking at Lin Subai walking quickly, Yu Xi stopped when he was still about thirty meters away from him, opened his lips and tongue hesitantly, and uttered the three words "Lin Subai" with dry teeth.

The voice was weak, but it carried with it countless discomfort. She was afraid that she had called the wrong person, that all her expectations were in vain, and that the person she saw was an illusion.

It was bitter and uncomfortable, yet it carried endless expectations, making her, who had been disappointed countless times, as timid as a mouse.

Lin Subai's figure was getting farther and farther away, and the sound between his lips and teeth was getting louder and louder.

"Lin Subai, Lin Subai, Lin Subai... Stop right there."

The voice was urgent, as fast as a falling meteor, causing the people walking ahead to stop.

The voice behind me seemed familiar, but I searched my memory and couldn't find the slightest impression.

Today's visit to Lianhu Park was a last-minute arrangement, and my mother is so considerate that she would not disclose her whereabouts casually.

So when I heard my name being called, I thought it was the wrong person.

But the urgency of the last voice was like the urging of a war drum, and each sound made him feel uneasy.

Hesitantly, he turned around and looked towards the source of the voice. He was shocked to find that it was her.

The girl who had been worrying about him all this time was the girl who accidentally gave him a headache today, blurred vision, and hugged his arms and acted coquettishly.

This girl is very fond of crying. The last time I saw her, she was crying while hugging my arms, which made me feel very painful in my heart.

When I saw her this time, her eyes were still red, which made me feel sad and uncomfortable.

Yu Xi saw Lin Subai turn around and look at her. She was afraid that he would run away like last time, so she rushed over like a rocket and grabbed his arm, which surprised Lin Subai.

He just stood there stiffly, not even thinking of avoiding her, as if his mysophobia had made him immune to this girl.

Lin Subai pulled his arm away awkwardly, only to find that the girl was hugging him tightly with all her might.

Lin Subai was 1.85 meters tall and had a well-trained body, so it was not difficult for him to break free from the restraints of the petite girl with his strength.

He just felt reluctant when he saw Yu Xi sweating profusely in this hot summer because he had restrained his arms so tightly.

But looking at this, I can't leave. Since she knows my name and all the abnormalities during this period are related to her, maybe I should get to know her better.

Glancing at the tree-lined avenue, the mottled shadows of the trees blocked the scorching sun, the breeze gently blew, causing the leaves to rustle, and they fell into an awkward silence.

The girl's eyes were red with a gleam of fear in them, her body was stiff yet persistent, and her small and cute lips were pursed stubbornly until they turned white.

"What are you doing, girl? Why are you holding on to me?"

Lin Subai took the lead in breaking the awkward silence between them and asked in a low and cold voice.

The inexplicable girl, inexplicable actions, and inexplicable emotions made Lin Subai very troubled.

He wanted to find the answers he needed through this girl.

The man's deep voice made his inquiry unhurried, with a hint of coldness that was unique to his character.

The tone of his questioning was just like that of the boy who once asked him to explain the problem, serious, rigorous, and rhythmic.

It also made the nervous and timid Yu Xi retract her fingers and regain her original courage.

She raised her head high and faced the dignified, handsome and tall man in front of her.

He answered the question irrelevantly, but his eyes were full of seriousness: "Your name is Lin Subai, right?"

"Do you care about the name Lin Subai? What does it have to do with you holding my arm?"

Very persistent inquiry: "Yes or no?"

After a long silence, he couldn't bear to disappoint the girl in front of him, so he said word by word: "My name is Lin Subai."

The girl, who had red eyes and looked timid just now, seemed to have encountered the most wonderful thing and was shining with the hottest light.

Lin Subai's gloomy mood suddenly became brighter, and his tired body instantly felt comfortable and relaxed.

"Because Lin Subai is Yu Xi's favorite person, Lin Subai, I finally found you."

Lin Subai stared blankly at the girl in front of him who was confessing her love to him. Was this her answer to the question he had just asked?

Did I know her before? Is that inexplicable familiarity reminding me of the past I have forgotten?

With his rigorous thinking, he already knew the answer in his heart, but he still wanted to confirm whether he really had forgotten his memory.

I have a clear memory of my life from childhood to adulthood, but why do I feel familiar with the other person?

At first he thought that the other party had mistaken him for the wrong person, but this inexplicable emotion told him with certainty that this girl was a memory he had forgotten.

It has become a forgotten memory. Is it possible that this girl herself is not an important person?

But my aching heart keeps telling me that she is very important.

"When did we meet? What is our relationship?"

Even though Yu Xi was mentally prepared, he was still caught off guard and felt uncomfortable. He really didn't remember anything at all.

The last time we met by chance, the strangeness in his eyes made me feel emotionally devastated.

This time, even after hearing him admit it himself, I still couldn't bear his forgetfulness.

Unwilling to give up, he asked anxiously: "Don't you remember anything? You said that we would get married when I turned 20."

Lin Subai looked at the girl in front of him with tears in her eyes, but she was stubborn and forbearing and didn't cry, and he felt depressed and uncomfortable in his heart.

He wanted to tell the girl, to deceive her into thinking he remembered everything, but he moved his lips slightly and finally said:

"You don't exist in my memory."

At this moment, Lin Subai felt terrible, as if he had turned into an executioner, stabbing the girl countless times and torturing her thousands of times.

Endless self-blame surged in his heart, and he didn't know how to comfort the girl who had let go of his arms, whose face was pale, bloodless, and whose body was shaky.

"You, if you feel sad, just cry it out, don't hold it in."

His previous clear-headedness, rationality and decisiveness seemed to have met their nemesis today, as he was left at a loss because of a girl's distress.

Although he became confused and bewildered, Lin Subai was not an ordinary person after all. He did not reveal any emotion at all, only a look of panic and worry appeared in his eyes.

Yu Xi looked at the man who had been so cold and calm through her tears. Now, worry appeared in his eyes because of her.

She now had an outlet for her uncontrollable emotions. The situation wasn't the worst, was it?

He staggered back a step, looked up at Lin Subai, and asked seriously and persistently:

"Lin Subai, do you hate me? Are you tired of me stopping you and disturbing you?"

When Lin Subai heard this question, he lowered his eyes, all kinds of emotions running through his body, but he finally calmed down: "I don't hate it, I don't get bored."

"Do you like me?"

Lin Subai didn't know how to answer. The girl in front of him was just someone he had met twice.

Although his emotions were inexplicably out of control, he was still rational and it was impossible for him to fall in love with a stranger after just a brief contact.

But if he had to say frankly that he didn't like her, he couldn't deny the feeling that he felt uncomfortable when the girl cried, and felt happy when the girl laughed.

As time passed, Lin Subai became more and more silent, and Yu Xi's heart became more and more ached.

I am just a stranger to him now. Why should a stranger who I have only met twice like me? Reality is not a novel. There is no love at first sight.

Besides, I am not a beautiful woman who is eye-catching and charming.

I've met him twice and both times I was very embarrassed. How could I possibly leave a good impression?

Yu Xi laughed at herself, she was becoming more and more out of control, but towards Lin Subai, she didn't want to have any sense of propriety.

Now is not the time to be sad, having him in the future is what I want.

Yu Xi knew that Lin Subai had a mild mysophobia. Although he didn't say that he liked her, he didn't reject her when she grabbed his arm. This was her chance.

Yu Xi turned his back to Lin Subai, sniffed, and asked in a muffled voice: "Do you have a handkerchief?"

Lin Subai likes to carry a handkerchief with him at all times. He said that he loves to cry, and using a handkerchief does not hurt his eyes.

At that time, he always had a neatly folded handkerchief in his pocket.

Sometimes I am curious: "Lin Subai, how many handkerchiefs do you have in your pocket?"

He would gently rub his hair and smile: "Guess what, my Xiaoxi."

It was not until later, when Yu Xi became familiar with his deskmate, that he heard him jokingly say:

"Lin Subai is too particular and stingy. There are always a dozen clean handkerchiefs on his desk. If he runs out of tissues and wants to borrow one, he would rather help others borrow tissues than borrow a handkerchief.

He also said that he has a little cutie at home, and these handkerchiefs are for the little cutie, and the little cutie’s things cannot be given to other people.

It’s almost graduation time, and I still don’t know what his little cutie is. He changes his handkerchiefs every day, but I can’t see his little cutie anymore.”

At that time, I would secretly hook my fingers with him and smile sweeter than honey.

The handkerchief was a very personal item and he carried it with him for his own use only.

Normally, he would not give the handkerchief to a strange girl, but when he heard the question, he still handed it over unconsciously, without the previous concern and alienation in his heart.

In fact, he seldom used handkerchiefs on weekdays, but for some reason, he would choose the softest and most comfortable handkerchief every week, fold it and put it on his body. It seemed like he had developed a habit of many years.

Handing the handkerchief to the girl, I felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction in my heart.

Yu Xi took the soft handkerchief in her hand, and her depressed and uncomfortable mood finally cleared up a little.

He doesn't remember himself, but the habits he developed back then have been unconsciously retained.

This unconscious action was telling her that his body still remembered her and that he was the lover she thought about day and night.

She wiped away her tears gently, folded the handkerchief and put it in her bag.

After tidying up his face, he turned around with a smile on his face and said to the quiet Lin Subai:

"Hello! Lin Subai, nice to meet you again. My name is Yu Xi, and I am your former lover."

Lin Subai looked at the girl in front of him who was introducing herself with a smile, and felt that this girl's mood changed very quickly.

Crying and laughing at the same time, I was overwhelmed.

Were I and this girl lovers before? Was she also so fickle at that time, making me flustered?

This girl loves to cry so much, how could I provoke her at that time?

He was suddenly full of curiosity about his lost memories. He couldn't imagine what he was like when he was in love.

"Can you tell me what it was like when we were dating?"

Yu Xi was about to answer, but looking at Lin Subai's calm face, she moved her lips and tongue, but ultimately did not say anything.

"I do not want to say."

"Why don't you want to tell me?"

"Because although you are curious, you don't have any emotion. To you now, it is just a story about a stranger.

But for me, it is an unforgettable attachment, and I cannot stand any reaction you give me now."

Yu Xi didn't finish her words. She couldn't bear to dig out the bloody wound herself, as that would make her lose her mind again.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to investigate it myself."

"There is a less difficult way, and there is no need to go through so much trouble to investigate. After all, so much time has passed, and it is very difficult and time-consuming to investigate it clearly."

Yu Xi didn't want him to waste time investigating. At the beginning, not many people knew about her relationship with Lin Subai. Time has passed and it has been several years. What can he find out?

At that time, she was a freshman and he was a senior. The school was far away and it took most of the day to go back and forth. He was worried that he would get tired from running too far.

I had to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination while being responsible for company projects, so I was not in school most of the time.

Therefore, Yu Xi and Lin Subai rarely meet each other. Even if they go on a date, they always go to the house bought by Lin Subai.

Lin Subai bought a house near Yuxi's school. He said: "It's more convenient to buy a house here. I can come to see her whenever I have time, and I don't have to worry about not being able to find her."

Yu Xi said that when she had no classes at school, she would go to his company and school to find him. It was too tiring for him to come here, and she felt very distressed.

Lin Subai said: "You travelled back and forth alone for such a long time, it's not safe for the girl to go there, and you are busy at work, and you won't have time to send her back, so you will be very worried along the way."

Lin Subai told Yu Xi: "After the postgraduate entrance examination, with his ability, he may be able to leave school before the second year.

The company he works for now has a branch in the city where Yuxi lives, and it is developing quite well. When the time comes, he will apply for a transfer here, so that it will be convenient for him to accompany Yuxi to school."

He arranged every step of life and work properly. At that time, the thing Yu Xi was most looking forward to was his arrival.

But fate played tricks on us and a flood occurred, and we have never heard from him since then.

Now he can still stand in front of her. Although he has forgotten her completely, Yu Xi is still grateful to fate for allowing her to meet him again.

Lin Subai was suspicious. The girl was unwilling to tell him and also stopped him from investigating. Could there be some hidden story?

She said that she and I used to be lovers, but why did we break up?

Moreover, this girl's appearance was so inexplicable, disturbing my emotions for no reason. Are they really in a relationship?

I heard that there is a kind of drug that interferes with people's emotions that is popular on the other side of the ocean. I wonder if I will accidentally get addicted to it.

Lin Subai suppressed all his speculations in his heart and made up his mind to investigate this girl thoroughly.

Since the other party is vague and is blocking my investigation, she must have her own goals. Let's hear what she has to say.

"What's your idea?"

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