The cold president's sweet pet is a cute little girl
Chapter 71 Leng Xiaoxiao’s Past (3)
Yu Xi asked: "What did Zheng Ming talk about with that student? Why is it so mysterious?"
A complex and aftertasteful look appeared on Leng Xiaoxiao's face, her thoughts were complicated and difficult to discern. She and Zheng Ming had once been ignorant and immature.
But as time goes by, their fates take different turns.
Leng Xiaoxiao sighed softly and told Yu Xi the situation at that time without reservation.
"The local specialties that Zhang Ming brought from City X weigh about 40 to 50 kilograms, and a girl like me cannot carry so many things to the girls' dormitory.
Zheng Ming is not a student of S University and cannot enter the school, so he cannot help me deliver these specialties to the downstairs of the girls’ dormitory.
He couldn't bear to see me suffer, so he discussed with the male students who were entering and leaving the school gate, and asked them to help me deliver the 40 to 50 kilograms of local specialties to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and paid a few dozen yuan for the trip.
Yu Xi never expected that Zheng Ming, who has been doing nothing and hurting Leng Xiaoxiao all the time, was once so innocent and gentle.
Yu Xi was a little curious. How could a person who used to be cheerful and helpful have such a drastic change in personality in just a few years? What happened between him and Leng Xiaoxiao that caused them to become so conflicted?
Although Yu Xi was curious, he did not ask the question in his mind because it involved Leng Xiaoxiao's privacy.
I can only listen when she wants to tell me, but I cannot cross each other's bottom line and ask questions at will.
Although that way she can listen to it to her heart's content all at once, it will also hurt her best friend's feelings.
Yu Xi exclaimed: "I didn't expect Zheng Ming to be so gentle.
I have been in contact with you for such a long time, and I always thought that Zheng Ming had a normal personality and temper, and he was a jerk to you. "
Leng Xiaoxiao lowered her eyes with a complicated look, a look of sadness and helplessness appeared on her face. She said to Yu Xi:
"Zheng Ming and I are having a lot of conflicts right now, it's just because we stand on different sides, it's a helpless move.
Since Zheng Ming and I got together, everything has been smooth sailing. I thought I would marry him, have children, build a family together, and grow old together.
But I didn’t expect that the world would play tricks on us, and we would all be caught in different whirlpools, unable to escape.”
Yu Xi could understand the helplessness and loneliness in Leng Xiaoxiao's tone, and she also felt a little sad.
She and Leng Xiaoxiao are both people who struggle in love, and they have experienced both despair and happiness.
While Yu Xi felt sad for each other, Leng Xiaoxiao continued to tell the story of her and Zheng Ming.
"With the help of my male classmates, I brought 40 to 50 kilograms of local specialties to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and then I took great pains to move those specialties into the dormitory.
I grew up in the city and had never carried such heavy things. I had to climb up to the fifth floor in one breath to carry these forty or fifty kilograms of specialties. I was paralyzed in bed for half an hour before I could barely catch my breath.
I moved these specialties and my body was in pain for nearly two weeks. ”
Yu Xi asked curiously: "You have been staying in the dormitory for so long, Zheng Ming must be getting impatient!"
Leng Xiaoxiao smiled brightly, with a look of nostalgia for the past, and refuted:
"No! Mobile phones were already available at that time, and I called Zheng Ming to tell him about my situation.
Zheng Ming said to me gently, asking me to rest in bed and then go find him. He will wait for me at the milk tea shop at the school gate, so I should not be anxious.
Leng Xiaoxiao said this, staring at Yu Xi with wide eyes, and said: "Xiao Xi, you don't know how happy I was at that moment. My heart was slightly sweet, just like the taste of eating a strawberry."
When Yu Xi heard Leng Xiaoxiao use strawberry to describe the feeling of her heart beating, she looked strange. She remembered clearly that there was a beautiful woman who felt disgusted when she saw strawberries.
Leng Xiaoxiao was frightened by Yu Xi's strange eyes and asked uncomfortably: "Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something wrong with my face?"
As he spoke, he touched his cheek with his hand, looking suspicious.
Yu Xi smiled and replied: "I just didn't expect you to use strawberry to describe your love.
After all, you don’t like strawberries now, but I didn’t expect you to have such strong expectations for them in the past.”
Leng Xiaoxiao was stunned. She didn't expect that she would subconsciously describe the taste of love as strawberry.
She said to Yu Xi: "I never thought that I would use strawberry to describe the taste of love.
I hate the taste of strawberries so much now, but I didn’t expect that I have not forgotten the feeling of love in my subconscious mind. "
Yu Xi said: "Some memories and habits are already engraved in our bones, how can we forget them so easily?"
Leng Xiao smiled and said: "Do you feel the same way about Lin Subai?"
Yu Xi shook her head and said, "It's different. I haven't tried to forget him because he has always been the one I love.
And you try to escape, escape from the past feelings, and escape from your own understanding of Zheng Ming.
Although I don't know what caused the conflict between you and Zheng Ming, I can clearly feel that you are avoiding it."
Leng Xiaoxiao replied listlessly: "I thought I concealed it well, but I didn't expect you to see through it. This makes me not know how to face you. I feel timid in front of you."
Yu Xi remained silent about Leng Xiaoxiao's answer. Leng Xiaoxiao was so shameless that she didn't feel timid. It was just that she didn't know how to face it because she had exposed her cover.
After tonight, tomorrow will definitely be another lively day, so Yu Xi was too lazy to deal with this topic and just urged:
"You should continue to talk about what happened with Zheng Ming. Just now, you mentioned that after Techan moved back to the dormitory, he lay down for half an hour because he was tired. Zheng Ming was rich in the milk tea shop. I want to know if your relationship was confirmed by this meeting?"
Leng Xiaoxiao played with the pages of the book with her fingers, and tilted her head to look at Yu Xi with a bit of charming innocence.
"you guess?"
Yu Xi refused directly: "I won't guess! It's a waste of brain cells and energy, and I may not be able to guess it right. I'd better listen to you slowly tell me!"
Leng Xiaoxiao looked at Yu Xi lazily in silence, feeling somewhat helpless, and said, "You!"
There was helplessness in her words, but she continued to tell her story.
"I stayed in the dormitory for a while, and after I recovered, I rushed directly to the milk tea shop. As I rushed there, I thought that I was a little rude and made Zheng Ming wait for so long. He might be angry."
When Yu Xi heard this, he complained directly: "When chasing a girlfriend, you can't wait even for a moment, I'm afraid you will be single.
Seeing you and Zheng Ming entangled with each other, Zheng Ming must have been very gentle and patient waiting for you at that time. Only in this way could he have caught you. "
Leng Xiaoxiao was interrupted by Yu Xi and glared at him: "Do you still want to listen to me?"
Being glared at by Leng Xiaoxiao's threatening eyes, Yu Xi said servilely: "Of course I want to listen, go on, keep talking..."
Leng Xiaoxiao looked at Yu Xi's beautiful round eyes and her fawning actions, and she once again doubted the authenticity of Yu Xi's depression.
Such a lively, sharp-tongued, kitten-like girl, how could she appear to be depressed at all?
But Leng Xiaoxiao also knew that this was an illusion. She had seen Yu Xi fall ill more than once.
At that time, Yu Xi looked gloomy and numb, full of rejection of the world. Everything he saw was gray, and he had no interest in anything. He would constantly use self-mutilation to remind himself over and over again that he was still alive.
So many things cannot be judged by appearance. For example, Yu Xi, who looks pretty and cute, like a girl next door, who would have thought that she would be so depressed that she wanted to commit suicide!
"It's just as you thought. Zheng Ming was waiting patiently at the milk tea shop. Not only that, he came out to greet me after I arrived at the door of the milk tea shop. My favorite jasmine milk tea was already prepared at his seat."
Yu Xi commented: "He is quite good at taking care of girls. He is patient, gentle and considerate. Did you fall for him right away?"
Leng Xiaoxiao shook his head: “Although I accepted the hometown specialty sent by Zheng Ming and wanted to give myself a chance to fall in love, I did not make a hasty decision.
Although I was somewhat moved, I had too many things to consider, and I was undecided whether I should just plunge into the whirlpool of love. "
Yu Xi was stunned when she heard Leng Xiaoxiao's answer. She recalled her past with Lin Subai. She was just like Leng Xiaoxiao at that time. Should she bravely accept love and accept the intervention of a man in her life?
Yu Xi is a relatively precocious girl. When she was in school, she no longer had the naive and blind love mind.
Love is a luxury. When it appears at the right time, it is fate; when it appears at the wrong time, it is a burden.
She was exhausted at that time, so how could she accept a relationship wholeheartedly? The cost of doing everything for love was too high.
But no matter how much I tried to defend myself, I still couldn't stop Lin Subai from taking root in my heart. I couldn't forget him, nor could I cut him off. He was like poison or a rib, entangled with me and couldn't be separated.
So she could understand Leng Xiaoxiao's hesitation in facing her feelings at that time. She and Leng Xiaoxiao were both sincere people who took their feelings very seriously and did not treat them casually.
Only when they are moved and can't let go, will they consider taking a closer step.
At that time, Leng Xiaoxiao was just a naive young girl, a little more sensible, and not yet deeply in love with Zheng Ming. She had to raise tuition and living expenses on the one hand, and had heavy schoolwork on the other. Naturally, she hesitated in the milk tea shop whether she should continue.
What Leng Xiaoxiao said next was exactly as Yu Xi had judged.
"I'm busy studying and working part-time every day. I don't have any free time to fall in love. Although I do have feelings for Zheng Ming and my heart beats fast when I see him, and I'm very happy to be with him, I can't help but consider the current situation."
Leng Xiaoxiao said this and sighed slightly: "When I brought the special products of City X brought by Zheng Ming back to the dormitory, I felt a little timid.
College students' love is the impulse of youth. It is unbridled, enthusiastic and exudes the youthful vigor.
I am very envious and also look forward to having someone to fall in love with me, but I have to consider a problem in front of me.
Do you have time to go out with your boyfriend? Can you spare time to chat on the phone every day? Can you prepare gifts for your boyfriend every holiday?
I asked myself countless times, considering my busy situation at the time, none of the above conditions could achieve the goal. "
Yu Xi heard this and judged: "Did you confess these problems to Zheng Ming in the milk tea shop?"
Leng Xiaoxiao nodded: "Yes! Before Zheng Ming broke the news of our relationship, I told him frankly that I didn't have time to date him, to accompany him, or to give him gifts on every holiday."
Yu Xi asked: "What did Zheng Ming say?"
"When Zheng Ming heard my confession, he lost consciousness for a moment and was very nervous.
She asked me nervously if I hated him.
I shook my head honestly.
Then he asked me, "Am I happy that he appeared in front of me?"
I told him: I am very happy that you came to visit me at school. I feel that I am no longer alone at school. There are people who care about me and take the trouble to come and visit me. "
Leng Xiaoxiao said this and sighed slightly. She stood up, took out a photo frame from the drawer and handed it to Yu Xi.
"You've lived with me for a long time, and you've never met Zheng Ming, right?"
Yu Xi nodded, took the photo frame handed over by Leng Xiaoxiao with her left hand, and took a closer look. On the photo frame was a photo of Leng Xiaoxiao and Zheng Ming holding hands and laughing happily.
Zheng Ming has a handsome appearance. He wears a gray and white T-shirt. He looks sunny and handsome, and his smile is so bright that his teeth are visible.
Leng Xiaoxiao was wearing a beige dress with borders. She had just entered university at that time. Although she was studying makeup and beauty, she dressed very simply.
The main reason is that cosmetics are expensive. For Leng Xiaoxiao, who has to earn living expenses and tuition fees, using cosmetics every day is a considerable expense.
So on weekdays, she tries to save as much as possible and just puts on a simple nude makeup and some lip gloss.
Although she was dressed simply, Leng Xiaoxiao had a good foundation and was pretty. This kind of dress did not affect her beauty, but instead made her look more youthful and beautiful, with skin as white as snow.
Yu Xi looked at the photo in the frame in her hand and said, "This was taken in college, right?"
Leng Xiao smiled and said: "This photo was taken after we had been dating for a while. How about it? Zheng Ming's appearance is not bad, right?"
Yu Xi nodded: "Although her appearance is not top-notch, she is not inferior to the average person. She has a sunny face and seems to have a cheerful and open personality."
Leng Xiao smiled and said: "Yes! He has a good appearance and a good personality.
At that time in the milk tea shop, after I told him my concerns, Zheng Ming asked the questions I just mentioned.
After hearing my answer, he told me a few words with a serious look on his face.
Zheng Ming said: I am very happy that you don’t hate me coming to school to find you. Although you don’t have time to fall in love, I do!
Just don't refuse my company on your way to your part-time job every day. I believe time will give us the best answer. "
Yu Xi asked: "Then did you agree to Zheng Ming's request?"
Leng Xiao smiled and said: "I agreed. Just as Zheng Ming said, let time give us the best answer. I like Zheng Ming in my heart. Although I haven't reached the point where I must be with him, I can't bear to give up a vague relationship.
It's not easy for a person to meet someone he or she likes in his or her life. If I give up on them so easily, I'm worried that I will regret it one day.
It’s just that life is full of difficulties, and it’s hard to maintain a relationship while balancing study, work, and relationships.”
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