Dressed as a male insect, but suffering

Wu Yang's scalp felt tingling.

Monitoring? What monitoring?

Is there surveillance in this room?

Wu Yang looked up and around, but didn't see any sign of surveillance.

"What are you looking for, little master?" asked Qiuqiu.

Wu Yang took a look at Qiuqiu, opened Qiuqiu's skull with a snap, and pressed the power off button.

The ball is not lit.

After Qiuqiu turned off the computer, Wu Yang directly turned off the main power of the villa. The originally bright villa suddenly became dark, and only the outlines of some objects could be seen with a little moonlight.

“Master insect?!” Shao Li shouted, “I can’t see the master insect anymore, master insect.”

Although the atavistic gene can make Shao Li's mental power more stable, it also sacrifices part of his night vision ability. In the dark, Bie Zai can still see Wu Yang's appearance slightly, but Shao Li can only see a blurry shadow.

"Go back to sleep."

Wu Yang's voice came from the darkness.

Although Shao Li didn't understand, he still followed Wu Yang's orders and returned to his room in the dark.

"I hate being monitored," said Wu Yang.

Bie Zai walked to Wu Yang's side, turning the words over in his mouth several times, and brewing for a long time before speaking: "Wu Yang, many homes have surveillance cameras installed, not to monitor anyone, but just to prevent trouble before it happens."

Wu Yang had a sullen face and didn't say anything. He knew this. The reason why he was angry was because he knew all this but still naturally ignored it.

Wu Yang was angry at himself for being careless.

"Wu Yang..."

Wu Yang returned to the hanging chair in a daze and curled himself up.

Bie Zai could see Wu Yang's current appearance clearly in the dark. He was hugging his legs with the lower half of his face pressed on his knees, leaving only a pair of eyes exposed.

Wu Yang's mind is now empty and he needs a rest.

Trying to clear his emotions, Wu Yang couldn't help but think about this failure.

He was too anxious. He was so anxious that he just woke up from a split and started thinking about killing Jiang Yan. He was so anxious that he didn't make any plans. He was so anxious that he moved into an unfamiliar place without taking the necessary precautions.

How could he be so careless as not to even check the surveillance cameras in the house?

Wu Yang didn’t know how long he had been thinking about it. The more he thought about it, the more useless he felt.

Whenever he felt wronged, he would shrink into himself even more.

Suddenly, an orange-yellow light ignited without warning, attracting Wu Yang's attention.

Bie Zai's chest was rising and falling slightly, and he was still breathing hard. Listening to his heartbeat, Bie Zai carefully placed the small flower candle he had just bought in front of Wu Yang.

The candles were bought from Starnet, and they were the most popular item. Starnet Express delivered them very quickly, but this area was close to the palace so the express delivery could not get in. Bie Zai just ran out to get the express delivery, and then ran back.

The small firelight was reflected in Wu Yang's eyes. Bie Zai looked at Wu Yang, blinked in confusion, and then looked up at himself.

In the dark environment, the orange-yellow firelight hit Wu Yang's almost flawless face, creating a gentle and smooth arc on his fat face, and the shadow extended from the eye socket to the tip of the nose, adding some layers and angles to the softness. The light and darkness of the light also danced in his eyes, which usually seemed to look at everything carelessly, but under such light, they also added a bit of concentration.

Bie Zai's heart skipped a beat as he saw the beauty.

"I... ahem, I think, you, you might need... a little light." After Bie Zai stuttered this sentence, he realized his own gaffe and quickly turned his head away, pretending to be busy and looking away.

"Thank you." Wu Yang's voice was very soft and a little muffled, like a wet sponge wrapped in sealed plastic.

Bie Zai keenly captured Wu Yang's lost mood. He squatted beside Wu Yang, keeping himself and Wu Yang at the same height.

"If you feel bad...you can tell me. Maybe I can help you share some of your worries." Bie Zai naturally softened his voice, as if coaxing a small larva, and said to Wu Yang: "Of course, if you want, I can forget it after listening."

Wu Yang looked at Bie Zai, and his emotions fluctuated with the sound of his voice.

Dim light can bring two insects closer together, which is why many love hotels prefer to install low-brightness light tubes.

It was precisely in such a "special" environment that Wu Yang's guard was softened a little.

Bie Zai looked at Wu Yang and blinked twice, his eyes gradually becoming empty as his thoughts drifted away.

"I told Huo Zixiao that I would take revenge on Bian Heng, but..." Wu Yang took a deep breath through his nose, and then quickly let it out, "I was too anxious. After alerting the enemy this time, if I want to do something to Jiang Yan again..." Wu Yang shook his head, "It's as difficult as ascending to heaven."

After saying that, Wu Yang buried his face in his knees.

"Jiang Yan is the highest-ranking male insect in the Jiang family. If he were in Ziweiyuan, all his meals would be screened before being served."

"For the other noble insects in Ziweiyuan, the Jiang family will be united with Jiang Yan. The Jiang family is united, which is equivalent to most of the military being controlled by Jiang Jieyue."

"So, Jiang Yan has experienced a lot of assassinations since he was a child, and so far, no insect has been able to successfully kill him."

"Wu Yang, I know you are anxious, but some things can't be done overnight. You have to wait for the opportunity and take it slow."

After Bie Zai finished speaking, it took a long time before Wu Yang, who had shrunk into a small ball, arched slightly.

"Wu Yang?" Bie Zai tentatively patted Wu Yang's arched back with his hand.

Through a thin layer of cloth, Bie Zai could feel Wu Yang's warm body temperature at the first touch.

"Tell me, why wasn't I the one who died..." Wu Yang suddenly murmured.

Bie Zai was stunned.

"Huo Zixiao, Bian Heng, Aze, Jin Yi, they could have been fine, but because of me, some died or were injured."

"Bian Heng just reunited with his female father...he, they have been separated for ten years..." Wu Yang's voice was filled with tears.

"And Huo Zixiao, I saw the conscription information on his optical computer... But he has no legs now, what should I do? What will he do in the future..."

Wu Yang hugged his head and grabbed his hair.

"It's all because of me. Why wasn't I the one who died? Why am I still sitting here? Why am I the only one who didn't get hurt? Why?"

"Wu Yang..." Bie Zai wanted to say something to comfort him, but Wu Yang was already stuck in an emotional circle.

He continued to murmur. Once the words started flowing out, they would burst out like a flood and there was no way to stop them.

"Why does Hu Zhanyan want to protect me so much? We didn't even know each other before."

"He saw me when he died. What was he thinking when he saw me? Would he regret saving me..."

“Why… His life is already so hard, why should he help me…” Wu Yang seemed really confused, so he knocked his head with his hand, trying to make himself understand Hu Zhanyan’s thoughts.

"Huo Zixiao shouldn't have helped me. If he hadn't come to find me at the metallurgical plant, he should be fine now. He and Bian Heng would be fine."

As he spoke, Wu Yang seemed to have found a direction. After a moment, he calmly concluded, "It's me who deserves to die."

"Wu Yang, don't think like that."

Looking at Wu Yang who buried his head like an ostrich, Bie Zai suddenly understood.

He suddenly understood why Wu Yang had become so extreme overnight, suddenly understood why a good little insect would cruelly kill another insect, and suddenly understood why the little insect who was willing to take the risk to keep his little insect would now ignore the lives of other insects for revenge.

All of this stems from Wu Yang’s guilt and fear.

I feel guilty for the harm I have brought to my friends, and I am afraid to face this guilt.

Therefore, Wu Yang will become more irritable, more extreme, and more unscrupulous than usual.