Rebirth 1975: My Wife is Love-Brained

Chen Yan gently hugged Qin Yurou and patted her back. "No, nothing will happen to me! For you and our family, I will take good care of myself. Don't worry!"

"Ok!"

Qin Yurou gently leaned her head on Chen Yan's arms and fell asleep in a short while.

But Chen Yan couldn't fall asleep.

His heart felt heavy.

He knew that Qin Yurou loved him, but he didn't know that she loved him so humbly and so heartbreakingly.

Even when she fell asleep, her brows would frown from time to time.

"I don't know what's going on with my parents! It's a pity that there is no phone at home! If there is no letter from home after a while, I will go back!" Chen Yan became a little worried.

He now urgently wants to hold a formal wedding with Qin Yurou.

He didn't want to keep watching Qin Yurou living in fear like this!

……

Early the next morning, Chen Yan got up before Qin Yurou woke up.

I got up, boiled some water, filled the thermos, and started making breakfast.

By the time Qin Yurou woke up after hearing the sound, Chen Yan had already prepared everything.

"Wash your face! Wash your face and then eat!" Chen Yan said to the sleepy Qin Yurou with a smile.

Qin Yurou put on her clothes and asked Chen Yan, "You were so tired yesterday, why did you get up so early today? I can just get up and make breakfast, why don't you sleep a little longer? I told you yesterday to take care of yourself, and you promised me, why did you..."

Qin Yurou was a little unhappy.

"I just woke up! You should eat first, and then you can clean up. I'm going to the county town first! I had arranged some tasks for myself last night, but I ran out of manuscript paper, so I didn't finish them. I'll go earlier today! After all, I'm working for the country, and I can't slack off. It will be bad if I delay things!" Chen Yan said half-truthfully.

Hearing Chen Yan's serious words, Qin Yurou no longer cared about being angry and nodded quickly, "Then eat quickly! I'll go later!"

The couple ate breakfast quickly. Qin Yurou helped Chen Yan pack up his things and watched him leave.

"Xiaoyu, I may be back late at night. If I come back too late, call your parents over and let them stay here with you!"

"It's okay! I'm not afraid! Hehe! You can go and work with peace of mind!" Qin Yurou waved at Chen Yan and said happily.

She was a little angry at first, but because of Chen Yan's words, the anger in her heart had long dissipated.

He knew he was afraid of the dark and was worried about himself!

Chen Yan rode his bicycle towards the county town.

Unexpectedly, when passing by Zhangzitou, I was stopped by someone on the way.

"Captain Niu, are you going to the county town? I'll give you a ride!"

Chen Yan stepped on the brakes and stopped, then boldly asked the cow on the side of the road.

Niu Dadan, the captain of the Leijiafen Brigade next door.

"Well, Chen Zhiqing, I'm not going to the county town! I'm waiting for you here!" Niu Dadan said to Chen Yan.

Chen Yan pointed at his nose and said, "Wait for me? Something?"

"It's like this! Well, Shen Zhiqing has returned to the city! Just two days ago, before she left, she left me something and asked me to give it to you! I took some time to go to your team yesterday, but you were not in the village! I heard that you went to the county town every day these days, so I waited for you here early this morning, and I didn't expect to see you for sure!"

Shen Xinyue is back in the city?

When Chen Yan heard the news, he was in a trance!

The last time I saw Shen Xinyue was when Shen Xinyue slandered me. In fact, it has only been a few days.

After that incident, Chen Yan was busy with his own things and forgot about this woman.

Unexpectedly, the next time I heard the news, it was that she had returned to the city!

Ugh!

Chen Yan sighed in his heart!

"It's better to go back to the city! She is not suitable here!" Chen Yan said with a complicated expression.

In his previous life, he and Shen Xinyue returned to the city together. Although he later learned that Shen Xinyue only used him as a stepping stone in life, there was still some emotional foundation between the two before returning to the city.

Otherwise, we wouldn't have gotten together.

However, in this life, they finally went their separate ways and parted ways early.

"Chen Zhiqing, I'm really sorry about what happened last time! But she has already gone back, and I'm afraid I won't see her again in this lifetime! You see..."

"What was left behind?" Chen Yan came back to his senses and asked Niu Dadan.

"A letter! And this!"

As he spoke, Niu Dadan took out a letter from his arms, and then took out a neatly folded scarf from the cloth bag hanging on his shoulder.

"This is..." Chen Yan took the scarf, his hands trembling slightly.

Niu Dadan said, "In fact, two days ago, Shen Zhiqing's formalities were completed! But she didn't leave. She made an excuse to delay for two days. She was knitting this scarf! She didn't leave until she finished knitting this scarf yesterday!"

"Thank you, Captain Niu!" No matter what, the things were delivered by Niu Dadan, and he had waited for a whole morning for my sake.

Niu Dadan waved his hands, "It's okay! It's okay! Then you go ahead and do your work. There are still many things to do in the village. I'll go do my work first!"

"Okay! You're busy! Come to my house for dinner when you're in the office some other day!"

"okay!"

Niu Dadan waved his hand, turned around, put his hands behind his back, walked along the path, and headed towards the fields in the distance.

Chen Yan thought about it, stopped his bike, folded the scarf in his hand and put it away.

Finally, he tore open the envelope that was sealed with glue.

"Chen Yan: Seeing you is like seeing you in person!"

"I'm back in the city! I didn't expect that after all this trouble, I'd still have to go back alone! But it's good this way, at least I won't feel uneasy anymore."

"I don't like Wang Fusheng. I was just angry that you rejected me, so I wanted to piss you off. I didn't expect that I lost my mind and did something wrong. It almost caused a big mistake!"

"But if I have another chance, I think I might still make this choice! I really want to get you back and keep you by my side! But I know that this is just my wishful thinking..."

"I may never come back to Lanshan County again in my life after returning to the city this time, but I will always remember this place and my life as an educated youth! I will remember you who showed me kindness and the time we spent together!"

"The book says that everyone's youth will eventually turn into a ball of fire. After burning, the ashes left behind are the thickness of our lives! I don't know how thick I am, but I know that when I was in the most difficult time, the person who accompanied me was you. I have never loved someone as much as I did during that time in my life, nor have I hated someone as much as I did a few days ago!"

"I've loved you, I've hated you! Now, I'm leaving!"

"May your life be full of excitement, may your life be happy, may you be able to harvest the happiness that belongs to you!"

"Goodbye, forever!"

After reading all the words on the envelope in his hand, Chen Yan grinned.

"This is good too! Once you let it go and feel relieved, your future will be more exciting! Oh, by the way, that scarf is not for you, but for Qin Yurou. I can't go on with you, but she does! Then let this scarf represent me, at least, it can witness everything between you two."

From Shen Xinyue's words, he read Shen Xinyue's mental journey, and also understood that she felt relieved after she came to her senses!

Moreover, Chen Yan knew that from the moment he left, Shen Xinyue’s life as an educated youth had ended.

"But my years as an educated youth have just begun!" Chen Yan raised his head, facing the sun, squinting his eyes, with a smile on his face.