Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

Whenever the wave of memories roared like a ferocious beast, mercilessly pushing his face in front of my eyes, my stomach seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible, huge and powerful magic hand. This magic hand was cold and ruthless, constantly exerting force, causing my stomach to begin to roll violently and uncontrollably.

That feeling really is like a frail boat in a storm, being ravaged and destroyed by the raging waves, and on the verge of collapse. It is possible that it will be completely swallowed up by the ruthless waves in the next second, and then fall into the bottomless dark abyss where there is no light forever.

The surging discomfort was like a dazzling lightning that pierced the sky, spreading rapidly to every corner of my body at an astonishing speed. Wherever it passed, my muscles involuntarily tensed up, like a taut bowstring; my nerves also trembled and uttered waves of grief. In an instant, my whole body seemed to be under a spell, deeply immersed in a state of extreme discomfort, unable to extricate myself.

Especially in the throat, the nausea became stronger and stronger, like a surging, unstoppable tide, one wave after another, fiercely attacking me. They fiercely slapped my throat, bringing waves of indescribable pain and discomfort, almost completely blocking my breathing passage.

Although I tried my best to clench my teeth and try to suppress the strong urge to vomit, all my efforts were in vain. At this moment, my body had completely lost my control, as if it had turned into a wild horse, galloping recklessly without caring about my feelings.

If fate really arranged for me to spend my life with such a vulgar and inferior person, and this person's appearance is so ugly that people can't look at him, then I will choose to end my precious life immediately without hesitation. I have no hesitation or hesitation about this choice, because I know very well in my heart that if I really have to endure this terrible torture and continue to survive, the pain will continue to surge like a tide, doubling my body and mind, and finally tearing my soul into pieces.

Just by imagining the long years spent with him, a bone-chilling chill would instantly rise from the spine and spread to every part of the body at an alarming speed. The feeling of deep fear and extreme disgust was like being thrown into the dark eighteenth level of hell, suffering all the time all kinds of cruel and inhumane torture. There was no way to survive or die, and one could only struggle in endless pain, with no way out.

In that thrilling and fleeting moment, time seemed to freeze into eternity. In an instant, I suddenly felt a bone-chilling chill as if I were falling into an ice cellar, like an icy poisonous snake, silently winding up from the soles of my feet. This chill was like a wild horse that had broken free from its restraints, rushing madly up my legs at a speed that was jaw-dropping.

It came with unstoppable force, like a flood bursting through a dam, carrying the force of thunder and lightning, and rushed straight to my head at a speed as fast as a wind and a lightning. Wherever it passed, the air seemed to be frozen, and a deafening roar sounded, like the roar of evil spirits in the Netherworld, which was creepy.

In a flash, I felt as if I was drawn into a bottomless abyss of ice. The air was filled with a chilling cold that seemed to penetrate my soul and made my bones ache. The endless darkness was like thick ink that could not be dissolved, weighing heavily on me, wrapping me tightly in it without leaving a single crack.

I felt as if I was in a desolate and silent netherworld. There was no sign of life around me, only deathly silence and a gloomy and terrifying atmosphere. In the darkness, there were faint gusts of shrill wind sounds, like countless wronged souls crying and wailing, and it seemed as if pairs of invisible hands were quietly reaching out to me, trying to drag me into the bottomless abyss. Here, fear followed me everywhere, and every inch of my skin trembled because of the extreme cold and endless darkness.

At this moment, despair was like a black beast with a foul smell all over its body. It opened its bloody mouth, showing its sharp fangs, and pounced towards my heart with a ferocious face. At the same time, fear turned into a huge green monster covered with slime. It waved its strong and powerful claws and frantically tore at my inner defenses. They cooperated with each other, devouring my heart mercilessly, leaving no room for any other emotions to survive.

I felt as if I had been cruelly abandoned by the whole world, and placed in a dark corner without sunshine, warmth, or hope. It was pitch black, and I couldn't see my hand in front of my face. I was alone, lonely, and helpless. The loneliness was like a cold wind that penetrated my bones and made me shudder.

I used up all my strength and shouted for help, but all I got in response was deathly silence. This silence was like a thick wall, completely blocking my voice and making my cry for help seem so pale and powerless. Even if I struggled with all my might, trying to break free from this terrible nightmare, it was in vain. Darkness and coldness were like two vicious pythons, tightly wrapped around my body, eating away at my flesh and soul bit by bit.

However, just when I thought I had completely fallen into the abyss of despair, with no way out and about to be swallowed up by darkness and cold, something unexpected happened - a miracle! It was as if God finally couldn't bear to see me continue to suffer such a tragic fate, and specially sent down a rain of rain to save me.

This sweet rain was like bright starlight, cutting through the endless dark night sky and falling on me without any warning. This miracle came so suddenly and so wonderfully, just like a messenger sent by God to save me from the water and fire. And that messenger was none other than you, Mr. Li, who was elegant and extraordinary!

I can still clearly recall the special day when I first met you, sir.