Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

This sudden huge wealth, as if it fell from the sky, was like an extremely bright and dazzling meteor across the night sky, instantly breaking the original silence and gloom of the world where my family lived, and bringing unprecedented light and color. For my family, it was like a vast land that had been dry for a long time, and after a long period of suffering, it finally ushered in a long-awaited downpour. The bean-sized raindrops were like precious rain, pouring down freely and dripping, falling one after another, quickly soaking the field of my heart that had long become dry and barren due to long-term poverty and hard work.

At this moment, this pleasantly surprising wealth is like a warm sun hanging high in the cold winter sky. Its strong and soft light easily penetrates layer after layer of heavy dark clouds, generously and continuously spreading light and warmth to where I am. This warm feeling is like a gentle spring breeze gently brushing my face, soothing my heart that has experienced vicissitudes of life and eroded by wind, frost, rain and snow. For the first time in my life, I have so truly and deeply experienced the happiness from the depths of my soul. At the same time, I also feel a strong and hopeful force being continuously injected into my body, encouraging me to move forward bravely and pursue a better future.

Thinking back to that time, I felt as if I had fallen into an endless abyss with no bottom and no sun. The surroundings were filled with suffocating darkness and coldness, as if I could never reach light and warmth. Every day was an arduous struggle. I struggled in this vortex of hardship and suffering, but I could not find a way out of the predicament.

The hardships that life has imposed on me are as heavy as a thousand-pound boulder, ruthlessly pressing on my already weak shoulders. These pressures make me breathless and almost completely broken. Every time I try to move forward, I need to muster all my courage and strength, because the road under my feet has long been covered with thorns, rugged and extremely heavy, and I will be stabbed and tripped if I am not careful.

Just when I felt desperate and was about to be swallowed by the darkness, an unexpected amount of money appeared in front of me in an incredible way, like a bright firework suddenly blooming in the night sky, or a beam of dazzling dawn suddenly lit up in the darkness. This beam of light instantly penetrated the thick haze in front of me, and illuminated the winding road ahead of me clearly.

This money is not just money in the secular sense to me. It is more like the last straw that I reached out with all my strength at the critical moment when my life was hanging by a thread, hoping to hold on to. With it, I have a chance to rekindle the fire of hope; with it, I can break free from the quagmire of despair and see the direction to move forward.

Looking back to those days, I was like a lonely boat drifting in a storm, struggling on the edge of the cliff between life and death. Life had pushed me into a desperate situation. It was a time of extreme hardship and despair! At that time, I was often tortured by hunger, and there were bursts of rumbling sounds in my stomach, as if the devil was roaring. Not having enough food became a commonplace. The feeling of hunger was like a ghost, lingering and making me suffer from the torment of being hollowed out all the time.

Look at the clothes I'm wearing. They're already tattered and patched up, but they still can't completely cover my body. With every step I take, wind will come in through the holes, blowing on my thin skin, bringing a chill. This scene is so miserable that it's unbearable to look at.

However, just when I was about to lose all confidence and hope for the future, a miracle happened - the money was like a bright dawn that broke through the sky and instantly illuminated my dark and lifeless world. It came so timely and so appropriately, as if it was a gift from God. It was also because of this life-saving money that I was finally able to muster up the courage and use all my strength to desperately break free from the miserable situation that made me want to die.

Since then, my life has changed dramatically. I no longer have to worry about the most basic food and clothing issues every day. I can eat a full meal and wear clean and warm clothes. This simple happiness is a dream come true for me who once lived in the abyss of suffering! Now, all this has become a reality. I am filled with emotion about the turn of fate and infinite expectations for a new life.

However, more importantly, the significance of this money is far more than just satisfying my material needs. It is like a rare key containing endless mysteries and profound magic. With an unimaginable ease, it opened the door of my heart that had been closed for a long time due to the wind and rain of the world. Looking back on the past years, my heart was like a vast, uninhabited and extremely dry desert, without any vitality or energy.

But at this moment, under the care of this magical power that is like a spring, I can hear the sound of my heart beating so clearly. The weak but unwavering rhythm of life is like a magnificent movement that inspires people to move forward, constantly injecting me with courage and motivation to move forward. At the same time, what makes me happy is that the bright light symbolizing hope gradually penetrates the layers of thick fog, slowly falls like stars, and gently caresses this once barren and barren spiritual desert.

Slowly, this once forgotten desolate land has quietly undergone earth-shaking changes. At first, there were only a few spots of tender green in the withered yellow, but before long, the green spread rapidly like a prairie fire, and finally formed a vast expanse of green grassland. In this green, colorful flowers compete for beauty, red like fire, pink like clouds, white like snow, yellow like gold... They bloom alone, admiring their own beauty; or in groups of three or five, clustered together; or connected into a sea of ​​flowers, swaying in the wind, beautiful beyond words.