Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

Sweat has already soaked their thin clothes, like a layer of wet gauze clinging to their skin. Crystal clear beads of sweat slide down their foreheads, dripping onto the dusty road and disappearing in an instant. Tears often blur their clear and bright eyes, because the sour taste of fatigue and hardship surges into their hearts. However, no matter how many hardships they suffer, they always believe that as long as they can persevere and work hard, they will eventually reach the other side of success. There, the sun is shining, the flowers are blooming, and all the efforts will be richly rewarded.

However, time flies by like a white horse passing by, and a long time has passed in the blink of an eye. Those experiences that once made them unforgettable and unforgettable are now like passing clouds and smoke, disappearing without a trace in an instant. These experiences were once so real and tangible, deeply imprinted in their memories, as if they were within reach. But now when they think back on them, they feel like a dream, so distant that they seem to have happened in their previous life.

They are like the fleeting clouds that just floated leisurely in the vast sky, as light and comfortable as strolling in a garden. The snow-white clouds changed into various wonderful shapes under the breeze, sometimes like a galloping horse, sometimes like an eagle spreading its wings, bringing endless reverie to people. However, just when people were intoxicated by this beautiful scene, the wind and clouds surged, and everything changed drastically. The originally clear blue sky was covered by heavy dark clouds, lightning and thunder followed one after another, and the wind whistled and swept in. Those leisurely floating clouds were blown away by the wind in the blink of an eye, disappearing completely, as if they had never appeared.

Those originally flawless and dreamy clouds were like brocade carefully woven by fairies in the sky, or carved from pure and flawless white jade. They floated lightly in the air, giving people an illusory and wonderful feeling, as if they could be grasped in the palm of your hand. However, in an instant, a mysterious force suddenly descended.

This force was invisible, yet possessed earth-shattering power. The clouds seemed to be waved by an invisible hand, and they quickly dissipated in the blink of an eye. Their bodies, which were originally closely connected, were now like catkins blown away by the wind, flying in all directions. The speed was so fast that people had no time to react. In a flash, there was no trace of clouds in the sky, as if they had never appeared.

At the same time, all the hopes and dreams that people once carefully held in their hearts, like these vanishing clouds, became extremely fragile and vulnerable in the face of this sudden and unexpected disaster. Some of these hopes and dreams are longings for a better life in the future, some are ambitions to realize personal values, and some are just small wishes. But no matter how big or small, they are the most precious treasures in people's hearts, and they are carefully protected for fear of being hurt.

But reality is cruel and merciless. It is like a huge hammer, mercilessly smashing these beautiful visions. With a loud "bang", those seemingly solid dreams are instantly broken, turning into countless tiny fragments, which fall to the ground like a star rain. Those parts that were once flawless are now completely unrecognizable and can no longer be pieced together to restore their original complete appearance. Looking at the fragments on the ground, people's hearts also sink into the bottomless abyss, and endless despair and sorrow surge in their hearts.

At this moment, the despair and regret in my heart followed me like a terrible shadow, and I couldn't get rid of it. This feeling was like being shrouded by an extremely thick haze, which was so thick that it could not be dissolved. It weighed heavily on my heart, making me feel as if a huge stone was pressing on my chest. I was so painful that I almost suffocated, and even breathing normally became an extremely difficult thing.

Finally, that terrible moment arrived. What was left to me was not only endless regret, but also bottomless despair. These negative emotions were like a group of raging and roaring waves, or like a row of raging and turbulent waves. They rushed towards me fiercely with a majestic momentum that no one could resist, carrying a force as powerful as thunder.

I saw them baring their teeth, showing their sharp fangs, waving their sharp claws, their faces twisted, ferocious and terrifying, and they came with a fierce momentum, without the slightest mercy. They carried a powerful impact force that was enough to destroy everything, and did not leave me even the slightest chance to breathe, just like that, they completely swallowed me up.

I am like a lonely boat adrift on the vast ocean, lost and drifting, involuntarily drawn into a deep, dark, seemingly endless, hair-raising, and terrifying vortex of pain. This vortex is like a vicious prehistoric beast, mercilessly opening its bloody mouth that can swallow the sky and the earth, swallowing me into its belly with a force of thunder and lightning. Even if I struggle with all my strength, I still cannot get rid of its iron-like strong shackles.

Endless regret and despair, like countless extremely flexible but indestructible ropes, silently wrapped around my delicate body. They tightened circle by circle, making me almost unable to breathe, and I felt like I would faint from suffocation at any time. Especially when I recalled the fatal mistakes and inadvertent omissions I had made in the past, my already broken heart would suddenly twitch and hurt, as if it was hit hard by a heavy hammer.

Then, an intense pain as sharp as a knife and as cold as ice suddenly surged up from the depths of my heart, as if thousands of steel needles as thin as cow hairs but extremely sharp were piercing my heart mercilessly at the same time. The stabbing pain that penetrated deep into my bone marrow instantly spread to my limbs and bones, making me tremble all over, and cold sweat flowed out like a flood that broke through the dam, soaking my clothes in an instant.

At this moment, when the extremely miserable ending that I was about to face flashed through my mind uncontrollably, I felt that the world in front of me suddenly began to spin wildly! My head was buzzing, and I felt like I was caught in a huge vortex and couldn't extricate myself.

The panic that penetrated my bones was like a flood that broke through a dam, surging towards me. Every drop of fear turned into a sharp arrow, piercing my body mercilessly, making me feel like I was dying. At the same time, the feeling of helplessness was like a heavy mountain, pressing down hard on my weak shoulders, making it almost impossible for me to breathe.

These negative emotions are like a group of hideous ghosts, following me closely. No matter how hard I try to escape or dodge, they always follow me like a shadow and refuse to let me go for a moment. I feel like I am about to be driven crazy by them. The inner torment makes my breathing extremely difficult. Every time I habitually inhale, it seems that I have to use up all my strength, as if I will suffocate to death due to lack of oxygen in the next second.