Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

The surrounding environment is so unfamiliar to me, that strange feeling seems to penetrate from every breath of air, reaching the deepest part of my heart, making me feel fearful. I searched around anxiously, and deep in my heart I longed to find even a small place, a narrow corner where I could rest and rest for a while, so as to get some short-term peace.

However, after a long search, I finally discovered sadly that even this tiny wish, which could not be any smaller, had become an unattainable luxury, and there was no possibility of realizing it at all.

I really can't remember how many times I've been alone in the dead of night, when everything is quiet and no one is around. Whenever such a moment comes, I can only sit quietly by the window, staring blankly at the cold moon hanging high in the distant sky. The cold silver light poured down from the cold moon is like a thin layer of frost, gently covering my body, making my already lonely and desolate mood even heavier.

The endless sorrow and deep distress in my heart are like a mess of tangled threads, intertwined, entangled, and tangled into a mess. No matter how hard I rack my brains and think hard, I can never sort it out and find a clear clue.

I kept thinking and searching for ways to break the current dilemma and reverse this helpless situation. However, even if I searched out all the wisdom and ideas in my stomach and tried my best to think about it, the final result was still so unsatisfactory. Every time when hope burst like a beautiful bubble, it felt like a heavy boulder hit my heart hard, making me feel extremely depressed and almost breathless.

Just when I was being dragged into the bottomless quagmire by despair and unable to break free, it seemed as if the God of Destiny finally heard my desperate cries and sincere prayers from the deepest part of my soul. On that ordinary, calm day, I walked slowly on the bustling and bustling streets as usual. My eyes were empty and I looked around aimlessly, as if I wanted to find a glimmer of comfort or a ray of hope in this bustling and noisy world.

At the moment when I turned my head back inadvertently, an extremely tall figure suddenly broke into my field of vision as if it had fallen from the sky. I took a closer look and my heart was moved - it turned out to be you, the elegant and dignified Mr. Li!

At that moment of surprise, I felt a sudden light in front of my eyes, as if I saw a dazzling light in the dark and long cold night. The light was so dazzling that it instantly penetrated the layers of heavy haze and illuminated the winding and thorny road ahead for me.

I stared at you in amazement, and I couldn't believe that in this vast sea of ​​people and this vast world, there really existed someone as kind-hearted and pure as Mr. Li. The smile on your face, with the corners of your mouth slightly raised, was like the warmest ray of sunshine in early spring. It not only warmly shines into people's hearts, but also is like the brightest and brightest stars in the night sky, dazzling and difficult to look away. Such a simple smile has a magical power that easily dispels all the dark shadows in my heart.

Your heart is as bright as gold, emitting endless warmth and warmth. Whenever I think of your kind and beautiful heart, I can't help but want to get closer to you. I want to draw strength and courage from you, so that this warmth and light will always shine on my way forward.

Not only that, Mr. Li! Your generous and kind nature is as warm as the spring sun, and as deep and vast as the deep sea. Your mind is so vast and boundless that it is beyond people's imagination, as if it can accommodate all the good and evil, beauty and ugliness, right and wrong, and grudges in this world.

You have a deep compassion and a generous heart for all things in this world. No matter the mistakes or shortcomings of others, in your bright and deep eyes, they are all just fleeting like passing clouds. In just a short moment, these so-called "mistakes" can be easily forgiven by you with a calm attitude and accepted without reservation.

It is precisely because of your noble character of generosity that I firmly believe that you are the only one in the world who can truly understand the suffering and injustice I have experienced along the way. Day and night, I look forward to your comfort, and long for your support and reliance. Only by your side can I feel unprecedented peace of mind and tranquility.

Not only that, Mr. Li! Your generous heart is as vast and boundless as the boundless ocean. It is vast and deep, embracing everything. No matter what mistakes others make, you can always forgive and accept them generously. Such a heart is really admirable.

Look at your kindness and gentleness, just like the warmest sunshine in spring, gently falling on everyone's heart. This sunshine is not the slightest bit hot and scorching, but only infinitely gentle and soothing. It is like a clear spring, nourishing people's dry hearts, allowing them to feel the true love and care of the world.

Whether you are dealing with high-ranking officials or ordinary people, you always maintain your polite and elegant demeanor. Your every move and gesture demonstrates the elegance of a gentleman. Every subtle movement is just right, neither too ostentatious nor impolite.

Just by talking to you for a few words, I have deeply felt the comfort and relaxation as if I were bathed in the warm spring breeze. This feeling is like being in a garden full of flowers, filled with fragrant aromas, making people intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.

However, in this real world, indifference and ruthlessness seem to have become the norm. People's hearts are often blinded by various interests, thus forgetting the original kindness and sincerity. In such an environment, people like you who have many good qualities are simply rare treasures. You are like the brightest and most dazzling star in the night sky, emitting light alone and illuminating the darkness around you.