"No, no!"

……

In January of the 32nd year of the reign of Emperor Kangxi, the lights were on in the mansion of the fourth prince Yinzhen. A young woman lay on the bed, her face pale, sweating, her brows furrowed, as if she had had a nightmare.

Yi Ya struggled to open her eyes, only to feel her eyelids become extremely heavy. She finally saw her surroundings clearly and looked at the familiar furnishings around her.

I felt strange. Wasn't I already dead? Where was this place? Why did it seem so familiar?

Hearing the noise in the room, Bai Zhu approached. He saw the skinny person on the bed frowning, her oval face covered with sweat, her hair wet and sticking to her face, her face pale, which made people feel distressed.

"Fujin, Fujin, you finally woke up. Let me help you up!" Bai Zhu said, helping Yi Ya up with his hands.

Seeing Bai Zhu in front of her, Yi Ya was very surprised. Wasn't Bai Zhu already married by her? But thinking of the person Bai Zhu married in her previous life, Yi Ya felt deeply sorry.

Seeing his wife staring at him, Bai Zhu said, "She has been in a coma for a few days. Because of the first month of the eldest princess, she dragged on with her illness and worked hard. She has been ill for several days. The master did not come to see her, but only sent Eunuch Su to ask about her."

"I heard that my master gave a lot of things to the Western Garden as rewards. She has been staying there these days. She has worked so hard, but in the end, all the good things were taken away by others." Bai Zhu said angrily.

Listening to Bai Zhu's words, Yi Ya suspected that she was dreaming and pinched her palm lightly, "It hurts so much." She was not dreaming, she was really reborn, and all this was real.

Looking back on her previous life, she married Yinzhen at the age of thirteen, gave birth to Honghui at the age of nineteen, and lost her son at the age of twenty-six. In the end, not only did she fail to win his heart, but she also made her father and mother worry about her all their lives.

Now we are back to the beginning of everything, back to the time when Honghui was not yet born. Fortunately, everything is still in time, my father is not dead yet, and Honghui will definitely live well.

Yi Ya sat on the head of the bed, "Okay, don't let me hear such words again. After all, the eldest princess is my first child, so it is only right for me to visit her more often."

"Bai Zhu, I'm hungry. Go get me something to eat and call Nanny Wang in."

"Yes," Bai Zhu responded and went out.

After a while, Nanny Wang bowed and walked in. "Madam, I wonder why you want to call me."

Looking at Nanny Wang in front of him, his own wet nurse, who had been with him since he was a child, he was the most selfless person to him besides his mother. Later, she also accompanied him to the Fourth Master's Mansion. After Honghui passed away, if she had not been with him all the time, he might have died long ago.

Thinking of this, tears flowed unconsciously. Seeing Fu Jin looking at her and crying, Nanny Wang hurriedly said, "Fu Jin, what's wrong? You shouldn't cry when you just recovered from your illness."

"I am the husband and the master. You can respect her, but you should never love her. She is just the eldest princess now, and I will have the second and third princesses in the future. The most urgent thing for me is to take care of myself and give birth to a legitimate son for me."

"Mammy is right. I won't be stupid again." Yi Ya wiped her tears with a handkerchief, thinking that this time she would definitely protect her Honghui, keep her heart, and be a qualified concubine.

Thinking of Honghui, her child, that cute, sensible and filial child, he is still a little kid, but he is so sensible that it makes people feel pity for him.

In the previous life, because I was busy fighting with the Li family, I often neglected him, which led to Honghui being killed at a young age and passing away early.

This time, for Honghui and for herself, she will be a little more selfish, even more selfish... even if it means using any means necessary and even if her hands are covered in blood.

In this life, she will definitely protect the one she loves.

……

Now that Honghui hasn't arrived yet, she still has plenty of time to prepare.

Including the previous life, Yi Ya hasn't seen her father and mother for a long time.

After becoming the queen in her previous life, she had always strictly observed etiquette. In order to avoid gossip, she basically would not summon her family members. The last time she met her mother was at a banquet in the palace.

As for her father Feiyanggu, he died of illness a few years after she married into the Fourth Prince's family.

Now she doesn't want to care about those etiquette rules anymore, she just wants her family to be well, and she is eager to see her father and mother.

"Mammy, please prepare yourself. I want to go to Nara Mansion tomorrow to see my mother."

"Master, this is against the rules. Why don't you tell me?"

"It's okay. I will tell you when I come back. You go down and prepare!" Yi Ya thought to herself that she would be willful again. When she came back, she would just be a competent concubine and no longer Ulanara Yi Ya.

"Yes," Nanny Wang replied, and then went out to prepare for returning home tomorrow.

After Nanny Wang left, Yi Ya lay back on the bed, looking at the familiar layout above her head and thinking about her previous life.

She didn't expect that God would take pity on her and give her a chance to start over.

She really wanted to see Father, Mother, eldest brother, second brother, third brother and younger brother Wu Ge. Their family was not like other families, with many messy concubines. Although Father had two roommates who were knowledgeable about the affairs of the world before he married Mother, and Third Brother was born to one of them, Third Brother had been raised by Mother since he was a child, and Aunt Liu could only see Third Brother once a month.

Since my mother came into the mansion, she and my father have always been in harmony. My father rarely enters the courtyards of the two concubines. After the third brother was born, he was raised by my mother. My mother knew all these things, so she never treated the two harshly, and treated the third brother equally with other brothers. The two concubines probably knew that they were not favored, and concubine Liu was very well behaved because of the third brother.

Except for the first and fifteenth days of the lunar month when they came to the main courtyard to pay respects, they stayed in their own courtyard at other times, so the backyard of Nara Mansion was still very clean. The family got along very well, and several brothers, influenced by their parents, did not take concubines after getting married.

It was because she had lived in such an environment since she was a child that Yi Ya had always hoped that she could live happily with the person she loved like her mother did after she entered the Fourth Master's Mansion. But now it seemed that everything she had done was just her ridiculous fantasy.

Slowly recalling the past, Yi Ya's body, which had just recovered from illness, gradually could not hold on any longer. She then closed her eyes and fell into a dream, looking forward to meeting her loved ones every day.

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