When the prince is reborn, he will only hit me if he doesn't hit the wall!

In the dream, he also tried to express his love and guilt through words and actions.

However, it was like a cold bronze mirror, reflecting that all his efforts had come to naught.

It was even paler and more powerless than the original dream from Xu Xinyue's perspective.

Every time he woke up, unspeakable pain spread all over his limbs.

She should have noticed it in her previous life. She should have discovered it when she was working with him as Doctor Xue to "save" the Northern Frontier Army!

Perhaps it was because he had already gotten used to having "Dr. Xue" always by his side, that he was completely unaware of the many flaws that appear now.

Qin Yuechuan discovered in despair that no matter how he compensated in this life, he could not make up for the sadness and pain he had brought to Xu Xinyue in his previous life.

How could such a man be worthy of Yueyue's purest, deepest and most profound love?

Self-remorse and disgust grew wildly in his heart, like inky vines growing in a cold and gloomy place, spreading and climbing until they tightly bound his soul.

But I still can't suppress my infatuation and longing for that soft moonlight.

……

The next day, a faint pale sky appeared in the east. Before the sun rose completely, the morning light could not wait to spread across the sky.

After Xu Xinyue had breakfast in the lobby of the post station, she waited quietly for Qin Yuechuan to appear, ready to set off at any time.

It's just that Qin Yuechuan's movements today seem to be exceptionally slow.

Xu Xinyue held her chin with both hands, her legs unconsciously swinging slightly under the table, and she silently calculated the time in her heart.

"Qin Yuechuan is so slow today."

Qingguang and Qinghong stood aside and dared not say a word. No matter how brave they were, they would never dare to despise the prince for being slow.

"Miss, the prince is here."

"Hmm?" Xu Xinyue turned her head and looked in the direction Xiao Chan was looking, and indeed saw a black figure steadily walking down from the second floor.

Qin Yuechuan today seems a little different from before.

In the past, he always wore a neat and slim-fitting robe with narrow sleeves and a round collar, paired with silver wrist guards, which made his waist look narrow and his figure as tall and straight as a green cypress.

Today, however, he was wearing a black robe with wide sleeves. The robe must have been made of the finest silk, with a delicate and smooth texture and a faint luster, like the vast sea of ​​smoke in an ink painting.

It concealed most of his body.

His sleeves fluttered in the wind, his inner clothes were also black, his black hair was half tied up, and he looked handsome. Although he had broad shoulders and back, Xu Xinyue felt a sense of coldness and thinness.

Like a blooming black lily.

She had to say that his outfit today really surprised her.

Xu Xinyue couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, then she quickly walked forward and looked at him calmly.

Qin Yuechuan smiled faintly: "What is Yueyue looking at?"

Xu Xinyue did not hide it: "You look particularly good in this outfit today."

The smile on Qin Yuechuan's lips deepened: "As long as Yueyue likes it."

Xu Xinyue leaned forward slightly, moved closer, closed her eyes and sniffed a few times: "It's also incense."

But she always felt that underneath the incense, there was another smell, both familiar and strange, and vaguely... there was also a faint - fishy smell?

Qin Yuechuan's Adam's apple rolled up and down: "Yueyue doesn't like this taste?"

Xu Xinyue shook her head: "That's not the case. I just don't like it, but I don't hate it either."

Without any shyness, she smiled and said to him, "I still like your original taste."

"My original smell?"

"Yeah, it's the smell of Qin Yuechuan, which is more natural than these incenses."

Qin Yuechuan pursed his thin lips, did not answer, took her hand and walked towards the carriage.

The weather was fine today. Xu Xinyue couldn't help but lift the bamboo curtain and look outside. The official road was flat and wide, and could accommodate two carriages running side by side.

The mountains are continuous and the forests are colorful, and the beautiful scenery of autumn is endless.

"Qin Yuechuan, look, a hare just ran by!"

"Um"

Qin Yuechuan didn't see it, he just stared at her profile and responded gently.

Xu Xinyue keenly noticed that he was in a low mood recently. Although there was nothing unusual on the surface, there was always a hint of bitterness in his smile.

Xu Xinyue moved closer to him and tilted her head to observe his expression: "Qin Yuechuan, are you feeling unwell?"

"No, why does Yueyue ask this question?"

"I see that you don't seem very happy. I thought that I didn't make you angry or sad recently, so I guessed that you might be sick.

If you have any health problems, you can tell me. I have learned from my mother since I was young, so I can handle simple diseases."

After saying that, she wanted to touch his wrist to check his pulse, but Qin Yuechuan lifted his hand calmly to avoid her. He then stroked the top of her head with a gentle look in his eyes, "Don't worry, Yueyue. I'm just worried."

"Can you tell me what's on your mind?"

Xu Xinyue did not force it. She blinked her bright and understanding eyes and looked like she was listening attentively.

"I was just thinking...what should I do if I make Yueyue unhappy one day? How can I make amends?"

"Why do you make me unhappy? I'm always happy when I'm with you!"

Xu Xinyue's words were like a sweet cloud, light and soft, slowly enveloping his extremely astringent heart.

"What if one day, I did something really excessive and made Yueyue heartbroken, how would Yueyue want me to make amends?"

"Why did you do such an extreme thing? Did I do something wrong that made you unhappy? Or was there some misunderstanding?

My mother once said that a misunderstanding between two people cannot be blamed on just one person. It must be the fault of both parties. Even if that day really comes, it must be my fault as well. "

"No, Yueyue is not at fault. It's all my fault."

Xu Xinyue patted his shoulder, as if to comfort him: "Qin Yuechuan, no one is perfect.

If you really have that day, explain it to me clearly, maybe I will forgive you?"

"Maybe..." Qin Yuechuan's hand, which was stroking her hair, paused.

"You have to let me know what's wrong, right?

If I am also involved, how can I let you unilaterally beg for my forgiveness?

That would be very unfair to you.”

Xu Xinyue's breath brushed across his cheek, and he only needed to lower his head slightly to meet those clear and flawless eyes.

She paused, then added: “If you must make up for it, I hope you can stay with me forever.

Just like my father and mother, you should be able to stay with me all the time. "

"Since Yueyue has agreed to be my wife, I will always be with her."

Xu Xinyue smiled and said, "That's great, but compared to compensation, I don't like being deceived even more.

It's good to have the courage to admit mistakes.

But what if one day, you hide something about us from me?

If I find out, I will be really angry."