When the prince is reborn, he will only hit me if he doesn't hit the wall!
Chapter 451 I Have No Regrets
He gently placed Xu Xinyue on the small couch by the window, and caressed her shoulders and back helplessly, thinking about how to ease her pain.
His mind was in a mess and he couldn't find any solution at all. He could only watch Xu Xinyue frowning and curling up in a ball, groaning in extreme pain.
Xu Xinyue tightly grasped his heart instead of his robe. Sweat dripped down her forehead, she closed her eyes, and was in so much pain that she couldn't utter a word.
Qin Yuechuan's heart felt as if it was being cut into pieces, and the pain and tears fell drop by drop on Xu Xinyue's cheek:
"Yueyue...Yueyue..."
What should I do? What should I do!
Witnessing her pain seemed a hundred times more excruciating than experiencing it myself.
He couldn't bear it for her, so he would just bear it with her.
Qin Yuechuan could no longer bear it. With a "swish", he drew out his sword and raised his hand to wipe it off his arm.
Hearing the sound, Xu Xinyue raised her eyelashes with difficulty and looked at him.
Seeing him holding a sharp blade, as if to chop himself, he weakly and anxiously shouted: "Qin... Yuechuan, you... what... are you doing..."
Even at this moment, he raised his hand with all his strength to stop it, but his five slender fingers failed to touch the sword before they fell down:
"Don't... cause more trouble..."
She struggled to get up, but she could no longer exert any strength. She was so anxious that tears came out: "Now...now...please, don't do this..."
Qin Yuechuan froze in his tracks, looking at her in misery. He lowered the hilt of his sword and quickly grasped the hand that was hanging in front of him. He knelt in front of the couch and sobbed, "I, I can't help it, Yueyue, I can't stand it... I really can't stand it..."
"I don't know what I can do to relieve your pain. If that's the case, I might as well share your pain. It's better than feeling like my heart is being pierced."
"It hurts me too, Yueyue, what should I do? What should I do?"
Qin Yuechuan burst into tears, holding her five fingers, heartbroken.
This kind of pain was insignificant compared to the frost at that time. To him, it was even worse than being tortured to death!
Xu Xinyue was also very sad. She endured the pain of her body being torn apart and burning, and responded with a low gasp:
"Qin Yuechuan...you, you hug me...okay."
"Hold me... maybe, maybe... I will feel... much better."
Qin Yuechuan immediately sat down beside the couch upon hearing the sound, threw the sword on the ground, slowly and carefully brought her into his arms, let her lean on his arms, and tried to make her feel more comfortable.
He hugged Xu Xianyue tightly, lowered his head and asked her in a trembling voice: "Are you feeling better?"
Actually, there is not much difference.
Xu Xinyue just felt that since his hands were occupied, he could no longer do those self-harming actions. Having achieved his goal, Xu Xinyue felt a little happy. Still looking up at him, he said weakly, "It's better... a lot better."
Although she said this, Qin Yuechuan could feel that Xu Xinyue's body was shaking even more violently. She curled up in his arms, and the color on her cheeks almost faded. No matter how he called out, Xu Xinyue did not respond.
Xu Xinyue only felt as if there was a wild beast running around inside her body, biting a certain part tightly, tearing it violently without mercy, as if it wanted to split her in half.
She arched her back, resting her forehead against his chest, struggling and pushing his body, pulling at his clothes, and muttering in a distracted manner:
"pain……"
"Mother...it hurts every month..."
"Daddy..."
Qin Yuechuan felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife, and it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
He held the back of her head and leaned over to lock her tighter and deeper in his arms.
Xu Xinyue buried her head in the crook of his neck, waving her arms to struggle to break free from the restraints, still muffledly shouting "it hurts".
Qin Yuechuan couldn't tell her to "be patient", so he sobbed in her ear and comforted her, "It will be fine soon, Yueyue, it will be fine soon."
She shouted more and more wantonly, without restraint, and heart-wrenchingly, and each shout was like a sharp blade piercing Qin Yuechuan's internal organs.
She cried out in pain and wanted her father and mother.
Xu Xinyue felt as if something inside her body was gradually being torn into two halves. One half belonged to her body, but the other half wanted to be taken away by force and take over her.
No matter how hard I tried to expel it, the voice that did not belong to my body was like a devil's voice piercing my ears, circling my mind over and over again, screaming and shrilly:
[Since I don’t have a body, this body will be mine in the future!!]
Xu Xinyue couldn't help but moan out in agony:
"……go out."
The part of his body that belonged to him surged like the tide of the moon, layer after layer, gathering strength to drive it out again and again, impacting and resisting:
"go out!!!!"
“Get—out—of—the—way!!!”
Qin Yuechuan gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, silently holding her tighter.
Xu Xinyue suddenly let out a sharp and shrill cry, and then her neck tilted back. Her whole body seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and her arms dropped down, and she collapsed without any feeling.
No more sound.
Qin Yuechuan was extremely frightened and pulled her out of his arms a little. He lowered his head and looked at Xu Xinyue in his arms, who was motionless, with her hair and clothes soaked, as if she had been fished out of the water.
At this moment, she was as soft as if she had no bones, and as light as if she had no weight at all. She was like a handful of clear water in the palm of your hand, which could easily flow through your fingers and disappear with the slightest shake.
Qin Yuechuan carefully supported the back of her head with his palm, and called softly with a trembling voice: "Yueyue... Yueyue?"
He was not sure which one was left behind, and he seemed to have never thought about what to do in the future if the one who stayed behind was not "Xu Xinyue".
Qin Yuechuan looked at her, his heartstrings tense to the extreme. If anything happened to the person in his arms, he would not be able to bear it and would have to go with her.
After a while, Xu Xinyue's chest slowly rose and fell. Although her breathing was still shallow, it was obvious that it was gradually becoming stable. Without opening her eyes, she whispered softly, "...Qin Yuechuan."
Qin Yuechuan cried with joy and kept saying, "I'm here, I'm here, Yueyue."
Xu Xinyue tried to raise the corner of her lips into a faint smile:
"I won……"
Qin Yuechuan's tears fell as he kissed her forehead for a long time and wiped the wet dew off Xu Xinyue's face with his palm.
Qin Yuechuan trembled and sobbed:
"Yes, Yueyue won, Yueyue is great."
"It's over. It's all over. Everything is over."
Xu Xinyue responded softly: "Yes."
Qin Yuechuan couldn't stop his tears, they flowed out of his eyes with great sorrow and joy.
Feeling the warmth and moisture sliding down her face, Xu Xinyue slowly opened her eyes and looked at him, muttering:
"I'm not. I told you before that you shouldn't shed tears..."
"There will be sequelae..."
Xu Xinyue wanted to raise her hand, touch his eyes and wipe away his tears, but her strength had not yet fully recovered. When she raised her arm halfway, it became sore and exhausted and fell down limply.
Qin Yuechuan felt something in his heart, so he caught her hand that fell halfway, and took the initiative to put it on his cheek, trying hard to hold back his tears:
"Never again."
"As long as Yueyue gets better soon, it won't happen again."
Xu Xianyue said gently: "I think so."
“I still have unfulfilled ambitions.”
She stroked the red corners of his eyes and said, "If we have a chance someday, let's go together, okay?"
Qin Yuechuan felt a pain in his throat, but he couldn't bear to miss any of her responses, so he nodded and said in an unsteady voice:
"Okay. As long as Yueyue gets better."
"No matter where, Yueyue and I will go."
Xu Xinyue smiled happily, her voice like clouds and mist, drifting away and gradually becoming lower:
"I'm so sleepy, Qin Yuechuan."
"I want to take a rest. I haven't had a good sleep since you left..."
Qin Yuechuan subconsciously held her hand tightly: "Yueyue, talk to me again, I——"
"I'm—scared."
His face was so close to hers that Xu Xinyue only needed to raise her head slightly to touch his forehead. She rubbed his forehead and teased:
"Your Highness, the omnipotent Prince Rong, will there be times when you are afraid?"
Qin Yuechuan said in a hoarse and trembling voice: "I am not omnipotent, I am afraid..."
Xu Xinyue comforted him softly: "I'm fine, I just feel tired. I just need to rest for a while."
That being said, Qin Yuechuan didn't know why he was extremely panicked. He had a feeling that if Xu Xinyue closed her eyes this time, she might not wake up as usual.
He looked at her gradually closing eyes and suddenly said, "Yueyue, I regret it..."
Xu Xinyue didn't understand what was going on. She tried to stay alert, blinked slowly, and looked at him in confusion: "Huh?"
"Perhaps what Father said is right. I shouldn't have involved you in this and let you endure this."
"If, if I had been like my father and sent you away from here like my mother, perhaps... Yueyue would not have suffered the misery she is experiencing now..."
Xu Xinyue shook her head imperceptibly and said weakly:
"Do you remember what I said? No one can decide my life for me, not even Daddy."
"Of all things, I have always followed only my own heart."
"Even if you drive me away, I will still hide my identity and quietly return to your side."
Xu Xianyue smiled with her lips like a crescent moon, and under her weak strength, she teased: "Isn't it true that Qin Yuechuan knows?"
Her mind became increasingly confused, and Qin Yuechuan's face became increasingly blurred in her eyes:
“I never thought of these as sufferings.”
"On the contrary, I am very happy."
"Thanks to my efforts, Qin Yuechuan never ended up like in my previous life in my dream..."
Her voice became weaker and weaker. With her last bit of strength, she softly said the last sentence:
"I have never regretted any of the choices I made..."
There was no sound after that, only the light breathing of Xu Xianyue, lingering softly in Qin Yuechuan's ears.
Qin Yuechuan listened to her every word, leaned over and hugged Xu Xianyue who was sleeping with her eyes closed in his arms, and hugged her tighter. He was heartbroken and cried, calling out over and over again:
"Yueyue..."
"Yueyue..."
The ink color gradually spread and the moon in the sky slowly rose.
But at this moment, his moon seemed to shatter in his arms.
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