My host is cold and scumbag

Zhao Huo comforted Hou Lin with his light brain at Aofei, scolded Zhao Xinyun again, and then he regained his focus and almost forgot about an important thing. He sent a message to Zhao Xinyun.

-Today is Hou Lin's susceptible period, so don't run around.

-You're a human being, don't play dead, this is not a joke.

Zhao Huo sighed and called Zhao Xinyun. He called several times but no one answered. He frowned. He had seen many scumbags in the circle, but this was the first time he had come face to face with a scumbag, and it was his stubborn cousin. If they were making a fuss on their own, it would be fine, but he had to join in the fun. He cursed his identity as a mother and insisted on calling.

I don’t know how long I called before the other party finally responded.

-Um......

Seeing Zhao Xinyu's reply, Zhao Huo's face was full of impatience. He explained some things, then turned off the computer and called his alpha to chat.

Hou Lin's susceptible period came. His whole body was sore and his face was flushed. He rushed into Zhao Xinyun's room holding the striped ragdoll cat. There was no smell in the room. Even though he wrapped himself in Zhao Xinyun's bedding like a cocoon, he still shivered in discomfort.

It was like there was a fire in his body. She had no smell, only the smell of laundry detergent on the quilt. He was so upset that he kept crying, but she was not there. He wanted to send her a message, but he didn't know what to say. After he went back home yesterday, he recalled what he said and felt that it was so heavy. How could he say such words?

Will she be very sad? Will she hate herself even more?

He tucked himself into the quilt even more sadly. If an apology could make Zhao Xinyun soften her heart a little, he could actually say sorry a lot. If possible. She began to imagine what she would smell like. She couldn't think of it, her mind was fuzzy, she couldn't think of it, now she just wanted her to hug her, it didn't matter if there were no pheromones, just hug her, say something nice to him, don't be so fierce, don't be so cold, such a beautiful mouth, why did she speak like it was snowing.

Where did she go? Didn’t I tell her the time of her susceptible period? Why isn’t she at home?

How could anyone have the heart to leave an omega at home during its susceptible period?

Woo woo woo...

The sound of the door lock rang, and Hou Lin sat up. He rolled up the quilt and ran out of the room. Zhao Xinyu's figure moved in the darkness. There was no light in the living room, only the lights from the two rooms were projected out. She came in and sat on the sofa.

Hou Lin said hoarsely: "Where have you been?"

"Didn't I tell you that today is my susceptible period? Why are you going out?"

"Don't you know how fragile an omega is during his susceptible period? You don't even want to accompany me. What were you doing outside? Did you go find someone else again?"

Hou Lin sobbed. He could only see Zhao Xinyun's profile. Zhao Xinyun lit a cigarette, with a little scarlet on her fingertips. The profile of her face was vague and unclear.

"You're not talking again." Hou Lin's tears of grievance flowed down. Zhao Xinyun finally spoke in the midst of Hou Lin's suppressed sobs: "I'm back."

Hou Lin was stunned: "What?"

"I'm back." Zhao Xinyun shook off the ashes from his cigarette and said calmly, "What's the use?"

"I heard that your pheromones have a smell, and each person has a different smell. I don't have any, and I can't smell it." Zhao Xinyun said calmly: "Do you know why I asked you to come back with me?"

Hou Lin seemed to be stunned. Zhao Xinyun continued, "I have always known that today is your susceptible period. So why did I wait until today? I just wanted to let you know that I am really useless to you. If an alpha came in at this time, you would not be able to control your instincts, ignore my existence, and throw yourself into the arms of that alpha."

Hou Lin shouted angrily: "You are talking nonsense! You bastard!!"

"Isn't it?" Zhao Xinyun turned around and sneered at Hou Lin. Hou Lin felt like a bucket of cold water was poured over his head. He was shivering from the cold, and even shivering in the quilt. He knelt on the ground, lowered his head, and laughed, very loudly.

"Yes... yes... If an aplha appeared now, I would go with him, but I didn't. I'm still waiting for you at home. I hope you can talk to me nicely and hug me. It's just a susceptible period. I can get through it without inhibitors. I'm just waiting for you to coax me. I've been regretting what I said to you yesterday, but now I feel that I was not wrong."

He roared miserably at Zhao Xinyun in a hoarse voice: "You and I live under the same roof. Before we confirmed our relationship, you didn't acknowledge that I was yours. I was taught from childhood that I would not lower myself to live with you like a dog. I have never done anything to hurt you. I have clearly convinced myself to welcome the day when my future partner is a beta. I have thought about many situations. But it is definitely not like you. I am still waiting for you to come back, afraid that you will be sad and heartbroken. What did I do wrong that you don't like me but still insult me ​​like this. You think I'm thin, so I'm eating. I think I'm missing a lot of omega skills, so I'm also learning. I have never cooked a meal since I was a child, and I have never begged anyone for love, but at least I am clean and honest with you, without any infraction or extramarital affair. I am not wrong, it is your fault, it has always been your fault, it is you who don't take other people's sincerity as sincerity, it is you who trample on everyone's feelings, you really don't deserve sincerity, you just want to be alone for the rest of your life, I am not wrong!! Hahaha~~"

His body was hot, but his heart was cold. He was so disappointed that he was still crying. He felt uncomfortable and his voice was hoarse. Finally, he finally said those words. He was discouraged and said, "I give up."

In fact, I have only known her for less than a year, and I have been determined to spend less than a month with her, but some feelings are so strange, how can it be so sad in such a short time. He is so afraid of pain. He has never suffered since he was a child. He is very delicate. After losing weight, he is even more afraid of pain. He can't stand Zhao Xinyun's blade. It doesn't matter. I have tried it, so there is no regret.

"I lost to your hard-heartedness, but I didn't lose to myself. I am loyal to my partner and will not accept someone who doesn't love me." Hou Lin slowly stood up and looked at Zhao Xinyun's indifferent face calmly: "I will leave tomorrow. From now on, we will not meet again."

Zhao Xinyu closed her eyes and held a cigarette in her mouth. The smoke floated in the air with her heavy breathing. She sent a message to Lin He.

- Come to me. Go to the hospital.