Rebirth: Ordinary Life and Living

Yu Han also said with a look of disappointment, "Brother, what's so good about this bitch that you just like her so much? What's so special about her that makes you so obsessed with her, my silly brother. How long are you going to go crazy, brother?"

Jin Lang grabbed Zhou Xinyue tightly and asked painfully, "Will you come with me? I don't want to be the master anymore. I just want to take you away from here, okay? Danmei?"

At this time, a maid said, "The master has come to urge us, asking why we haven't come yet. He said that the emperor has sent the twenty-ninth prince to represent us in the ceremony."

The fourth aunt yelled angrily, "You rebellious son, I really want to kill this damn bitch, this shameless whore, my son."

The fourth concubine turned around and yelled at the servant next to her: "Pull them apart, quickly."

Jin Lang held onto Zhou Xinyue tightly and kept asking desperately: "What's wrong with you? Why don't you speak? Why? I have never given up fighting, I have never given up on you, why don't you speak, Danmei."

Several servants came over and pulled them out of the bushes. Their clothes were scratched by the bushes and the pearls on their dresses fell to the ground.

Jin Lang hugged her with all his strength and shouted at the top of his lungs: "Why don't you come with me? I love you, Danmei, I love you. Do you know that if I can't be with you, what's the point of my living? Danmei, let me go. I don't want to leave her. Go away."

Jin Lang was naturally not as strong as the four or five servants. He had been fasting to protest and had barely eaten for a few days. His body had not recovered yet, and he kept climbing over the wall. He had already used up all his strength. How could he withstand the pulling of so many servants? He was dragged away mercilessly.

Jin Lang's eyes were red and he was crying as he said, "Mother, why don't you let us be together? Why? Why? I just want to marry the girl I love. Why don't you let us be together? Why? Why?"

Fourth Aunt said with red eyes, "I am doing this for your own good, son. You really can't marry this woman, do you know that? My silly son."

Fourth Aunt rushed over with red eyes, grabbed Zhou Xinyue's hand, and said with trembling anger: "You, you, do you know how much I hate you? You hurt my son like this. Go tell him the truth. No matter what we say, he won't believe it. He thinks we are deceiving him. Go and explain it clearly. Go."

Yu Han cried and said, "You damn bitch, vixen, even if I kill you a thousand times it won't offset my hatred for you, bitch, why don't you just die."

Zhou Xinyue ignored Yu Han, but she really couldn't bear to see Jin Lang depressed like this, so she turned around and asked Fourth Aunt: "Are you sure you need me to tell him the truth so that he will give up?"

Fourth Aunt said with red eyes: "Yes, as long as it can make my son give up on you, go ahead and tell him, bitch."

Zhou Xinyue said loudly: "Everyone, please leave. I want to talk to him alone. Everyone, please leave."

The servants looked at each other, and the Fourth Aunt nodded and took a few steps back. Zhou Xinyue walked over, and Jin Lang said happily: "You want to leave with me, right? You still love me, right?"

Seeing Jin Lang like this, Zhou Xinyue felt really sorry for him for being so stuck in this relationship and unable to extricate himself. She felt indescribably sad.

Zhou Xinyue approached him and whispered in his ear, "What they said is true. I am your eldest brother's daughter, so they used this family initiation ceremony to let me recognize my ancestors. According to the customs, I have to call you uncle. Besides, I am not Goudan at all. Your Goudan was killed by your mother with a vase that day. I am not your Goudan. Don't you realize that?"

Jin Lang looked at Zhou Xinyue in disbelief, his eyes filled with shock, sadness and tears.

Zhou Xinyue continued, "If I were your Goudan, I would definitely fight with you. Unfortunately, I am not. You can treat me as any other lonely soul, but I regret to tell you again that I am not Goudan. I do not love you, not at all."

After saying these words, Zhou Xinyue looked at Jin Lang expressionlessly. In fact, Zhou Xinyue felt sorry for him because she knew it was difficult to love someone. However, the Goudan he loved deeply was not her, and Goudan had already passed away.

Jin Lang had been tortured by all kinds of emotions and was stunned. His body softened and fell to the ground. Zhou Xinyue quickly supported Jin Lang and said in a low voice with tears in her eyes: "I'm sorry, forgive me."

When the fourth concubine saw Jin Lang's body go limp and fall to the ground, she ran over distressed and shouted, "What did you say? How could my son be like this? Son, son, how are you? Don't scare your mother, son."

Yu Han ran over and pushed her away, saying, "Get out, get out, get out. Bah! Vixen! Get out! Brother, brother, are you okay? What's wrong with you, brother?"

Jin Lang was helped by them to sit on the ground. He looked as if his soul had been sucked out. His eyes were lifeless and he looked at Zhou Xinyue in a trance.

When Zhou Xinyue saw this scene, she realized that it was not appropriate for her to stay here. She took a few steps back and turned away instantly.

Jin Lang looked at Zhou Xinyue, as if all the movements were in slow motion, Goudan's face, but his eyes were no longer the eyes of a lover who used to look at him with a smile in his eyes with light in them in the study.

She is not Goudan. There is no love in her eyes, no him, no everything he wants.

He only saw determination, goodbye, and apology, everything, but the only thing missing was the loving look from his Goudan.

He knew that she was not herself. She was not the Goudan who cried and applied medicine to him after he was spanked on the palm by the teacher. She was not the Goudan who laughed happily and grabbed his hand to act coquettishly when he gave her a flower. She was not the Goudan who was timid and afraid and hid behind him and in his arms. She was not herself, and her Goudan would never come back.

She is the eldest brother's daughter, she is a member of the family. Goudan left, and he didn't care whether what Zhou Xinyue said was true or not, because eyes can't lie.

It didn't matter whether she was talking about a lonely soul or amnesia. Jin Lang only knew that his Goudan would never come back, and he felt hopeless.

I just watched her turn around and walk away, as if she had left forever.

Jin Lang stretched out his hand weakly as if he wanted to grab her, wanting to keep her for a moment longer.

Amid the shouting of Fourth Aunt and Yu Han, Jin Lang seemed to hear nothing but Zhou Xinyue's departing back.

Jin Lang shed his last tear, the last tear left for his lost love.

Zhou Xinyue was also very sad after she left. He really hoped that he could give up on her, cheer up, and live a good life.

Zhou Xinyue sincerely hopes that he can mature and grow up soon.

Like a real man who can stand tall and proud, he can get through this period of youthful ignorance. Once that is over, everything will be fine. Zhou Xinyue knows that he will grow up, mature, and become a real man who can stand tall and proud.

Zhou Xinyue knew that he would, and he would definitely be happy.

Zhou Xinyue also shed a tear.

Erdan asked worriedly, "Are you okay?"

Zhou Xinyue shook her head and said, "I'm fine. He will grow up and mature. In the future, he will know what youth and love are. Let's go. I'm afraid the master is getting angry from waiting so long."