Chu Ya was planning to go to sleep, but she became a little nervous after hearing this. She looked at him and said, "If I have to go home, of course I have to go home. I want to go back too, but I can't now..."

Gu Shi thought it was his fault: "You want to stay with me, right?"

Chu Ya shook her head and sat up slowly: "No, it's partly your fault, but I can't go back for the time being. Every time I go home, I can only stay for three days at most, so I plan to go back during the Spring Festival and stay for three days..."

Gu Shi really didn't understand: "Why only three days at most?"

Chu Ya murmured, "Because on the first day back, she was the most enthusiastic towards me, on the second day she was still in a good temper, on the third day she barely managed not to lose her temper, and on the fourth day she started to scold me, so I had to be careful."

"So I figured out a pattern. Of course I would go home. I wanted to go home, but I could only stay for three days. Otherwise, I really couldn't stay."

Gu Shi frowned and couldn't help but hug her in his arms.

Chu Ya: "I wanted to move out when I was in high school, but I was a minor at the time, so I had to endure it. Now that I'm independent, I really don't want to go back..."

Being held in his arms and feeling his care, I finally couldn't help but confide in him.

"I felt suffocated at home. Once she scolded me, I fled to my room and locked the door. She stood in front of my door and scolded me. I covered my ears desperately, but the sound still surrounded me from all directions. I felt like I couldn't breathe..."

"I stood on the windowsill, looking at the sky outside. For a moment, I imagined myself flying down like a bird, but I was afraid of the pain, so I stopped..."

Gu Shi closed his eyes. Fortunately, she was afraid of something. He was very glad that she was still afraid of something.

Chu Ya looked at Gu Shi with a smile on her face: "Am I particularly timid and cowardly... I dare not do anything..."

"No," Gu Shi stroked her long hair, "Those who survived are brave. Yaya is the bravest."

Bo Chuya could no longer pretend, tears suddenly flowed out, and she threw herself into his arms like a wronged child.

She sobbed and said to Gu Shi: "I have to listen to her in everything. If I don't listen, she will scold me. When she scolds me, I can't even say a word. If I say something, she will say that I talk back..."

Gu Shi couldn't help but frown. Such humiliation and desire for control were too sick.

She was still crying: "I want to go home, but I can't go back to my home... I miss home..."

Gu Shi didn't know how to comfort her, so he patted her back gently.

Chu Ya gradually calmed down, sat up straight, and wiped her tears.

Ms. Wu was the person closest to her. Chu Ya quickly made up for Ms. Wu: "In fact, most of the time, my mother has a good temper and we get along well. It's just that I'm really scared when she loses her temper, so I try to go home less often..."

Besides, she told Gu Shi too much. He wondered if Gu Shi would think that she was mentally unhealthy and would dislike her.

Chu Ya quickly added: "I have slowly adjusted myself now. I am now intentionally improving my character and trying to get rid of the influence of my original family. I am also adjusting my mentality."

"I used to have very extreme ideas. I was very closed off and didn't accept anyone's kindness. If you gave me the necklace at that time, I probably wouldn't have accepted it because I would have thought it was a charity."

"But I accepted the necklace you gave me in the summer, and I also accepted your help to Teacher Zhong. I have almost adjusted my mentality..."

Gu Shi was still wondering why she suddenly said this.

Until she looked at me with an uneasy look, as if to say: Please don't dislike me because of my unhealthy character, okay? I am actually no different from a normal person now, and I still want to continue to be with you...

Gu Shi only felt a dullness in his chest, and even his breathing was bitter. He hugged her tightly and said, "It's not your fault. I like you no matter how you are. I like the things I give you even if you refuse them. I like you no matter how you are...

Chu Ya's tears flowed down. She really rejected him in her previous life. He also said that he liked her, which made her feel even more guilty.

But when she heard Gu Shi say that he liked her, she couldn't help but be moved. She gently touched his chest, which was where his heart was: "Gu Shi, are you comforting me or confessing your love?"

Gu Shi held her hand and interlocked their fingers. Chu Ya raised her head, their breathing intertwined, and Gu Shi was about to kiss her.

Seeing that the tears on her face had not yet dried, her eyes were red, and her nose was also red, Gu Shi laughed: "You cried like a cat."

"Hmph." Chu Ya used his clothes to wipe her tears.

Of course she could act without restraint in front of Gu Shi.

Gu Shi smiled and hugged her.

Chu Ya said sullenly, "So you know, I try not to go back now. I have adjusted my condition, but if I stay at home for a few days, I will be back to my original state. I will become hysterical and emotionally unstable. Sometimes I have to take medicine to control it."

"You did the right thing, you did a great job," Gu Shi stroked her back gently, "It's also good that you don't go back. I just happen to have to go to work, I can stay here with you, and then we can go back together."

Chuya leaned against him quietly.

Thinking of something, he suddenly raised his head and said, "Oh, by the way, I remember everyone was saying that you were going to study abroad, and I thought it would be difficult for me to see you."

Gu Shi said indifferently: "My dad did want to arrange for me to go abroad, but I held him back and said I should go abroad after I finish college."

Chu Ya blinked. From what Gu Shi said, he would still go abroad: "Then tell me before you go abroad."

Then he will have a new life.

And she...will also take the initiative to leave him.

Thinking of this, Chu Ya couldn't help but lower her head, feeling a heaviness in her chest.

Gu Shi held Chu Ya's chin with his hand and asked her to look at him.

"What do you mean I should tell you? Shouldn't we discuss this matter together?"

Chuya's eyes widened: "Huh?"

Gu Shi: "Actually, whether to go abroad or not depends more on you. I don't care. If you want to study abroad, I will accompany you. We can study abroad and travel at the same time."

Chuya couldn't help but laugh, she was in his future plans.

Gu Shi felt helpless: This idiot never realized that she meant much more to him than she thought.

Chu Ya sat up straight, smiled and hugged him, pushed Gu Shi down on the bed, and placed her lips on his.

Gu Shi held her in his arms and rolled around on the bed, then pressed on top of her.

She felt his lips on her forehead, the tip of her nose, and finally on her lips. She couldn't tell each other's breathing apart, even their scents blended together.

Gu Shi was aroused by her teasing. If this continued, he would not be able to sleep tonight.

He whispered, "If you don't want to sleep, let's do something else."

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