I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

Lin Jin went to Fuyun Court to find Song Shixia early the next morning. When she saw Song Shixia's surprised look, her eyes were full of smiles: "Sister Shixia, do you miss me? I miss you so much."

"Looking at you, you must have come back yesterday." Song Shixia smiled and said angrily, "If you really missed me, why didn't you come to see me yesterday?"

"I saw that my sister was tired after a day in the academy, so I wanted her to rest more." Lin Jin hugged Song Shixia's arm, full of intimacy. She still preferred to go to the academy with Song Shixia, "It's just that the adults asked me to live in the Bikong Courtyard."

"Hmm? It sounds like you're not used to living like this?" Song Shixia glanced sideways, "Is there anything you don't like?"

"Because there is no sister in Bikongyuan, I am not used to it." Lin Jin pouted, smelling the familiar fragrance on Song Shixia, squinting happily, "Without my sister, who will still treat me as a child."

"What are you talking about?" Song Shixia didn't know where Lin Jin got all those weird words from. "You can't stick to me every day. If you stick to me every day, I'm afraid someone will be unhappy."

Lin Jin felt a little embarrassed by the teasing. How come even Song Shixia knew about this? She never realized that Song Shiqiu was such a talkative person before.

"No, Sister Shixia, you misunderstood. They are just talking nonsense." Lin Jin took Song Shixia's hand and started to act like a spoiled child. She didn't want Song Shixia to misunderstand the relationship between her and Song Shiqiu. "You know the adult's temper. How could he think highly of me? He can't even stop disliking me."

Song Shixia disagreed: "You are just confused by the authorities."

Lin Jin felt that her reputation was almost gone. In just a few days, this misunderstanding had happened inexplicably. She actually thought it was an illusion and did not stop the rumor in time: "That's not true."

She should have thought about it, why would Song Shiqiu hold the girl's hand if there was nothing wrong.

I'm sorry, she shouldn't have questioned Song Shiqiu's character, she shouldn't have doubted Song Shiqiu's upbringing, and she didn't know if it was too late for her to regret it now.

"Okay, whatever Ajin says is what it goes." Song Shixia covered her lips, her face showing that she understood it all.

Lin Jin was frightened by such looks. This was not understanding at all. This was not understanding at all. They were all misunderstanding: "Let's go to the academy."

Since she can't change these people's minds, she chooses to remain silent. Things will be forgotten over time. When Song Shiqiu falls in love with someone else, they won't think this way anymore.

Lin Jin had not been to the academy since she left the Xi family last time. When she arrived at the academy today, she found that the seat that originally belonged to Xi Lilong was empty and the desk had been moved away, as if this person had never existed.

Although she knew that Xi Lilong was fine, such a change still made her feel uncomfortable. She was not a person who liked sudden changes, and this would make her feel uneasy and uncomfortable. It would take her a while to adapt and react.

"You're here at the academy." Princess Jing'an looked sad as she passed by Lin Jin. "I heard that you fell ill a few days ago because you were too sad. I didn't expect that you actually think so highly of Sister Xi."

Lin Jin forced a smile. She was sick, but it wasn't because of this. However, it was just a misunderstanding, so there was no need to explain. "The princess still looks very uncomfortable."

Jing'an was moved to tears by these words: "Sister Xi was such a good girl, how could she be gone just like that? God is so unfair. You were living well, how could she be gone?"

Lin Jin: “…” She shouldn’t have thought about comforting Jing’an.

"Because beauty is envied by God." Lin Jin forced a smile. She didn't deserve to die so much. Why did she have to be used as an example? She had no doubt that if possible, Jing'an would definitely exchange her life for Xi Lilong's life.

Thinking about it this way, she is the most pitiful one.

"It's all God's fault. Why is it raining for so many days? If it weren't for this, nothing would have happened to Sister Xi." Jing'an sobbed softly, as if she was afraid of being discovered and embarrassed. She quickly wiped away her tears, "God is blind."

Lin Jin could only smile and nod: "Princess, you are right. Princess, you scolded well."

Thank you, my happy pill.

Every time Lin Jin sees Jing'an like this, she feels much better. There are not many girls in the world who are as genuine as Jing'an.

The fact that Xi Lilong faked his death could not be hidden from the royal family. They didn't tell Jing'an, probably because they knew that Jing'an couldn't control her mouth and might accidentally tell the truth. In this way, Jing'an was really more pitiful than her, at least she knew about it later.

Jing'an noticed Lin Jin's smile and glared at her: "If it weren't for the fact that you really care about Sister Xi, I would definitely not forgive you."

Lin Jin was so innocent that she didn't understand why Jing'an believed everything she heard. Her expression changed so quickly: "Then I apologize?"

But the little princess really has no deterrent power at all.

"Who cares?" Jing'an sneered and returned to his seat.

Lin Jin: “?”

My little friend, it is indeed very difficult to understand throughout the ages, especially when he is a tsundere.

After Xi Lilong left, Lin Jin realized how unbearable the break could be. She couldn't sleep, and she didn't know who to talk to. Besides daydreaming, she could only force herself to become a test-taker and concentrate on reading.

What should she do if she suddenly feels a little tired of studying? Can she tell Song Shiqiu that she doesn't want to come to the academy anymore? She doesn't want to be an official. Even if she comes here, she can't play the value of the academy. This is just occupying the toilet without doing anything.

Lin Jin glanced at the maid who had just been transferred to her side two days ago and swallowed back everything she wanted to say.

Who can understand the pain of not having any acquaintances and not being able to sleep?

I can't even talk to these little cuties when I want to find Mian. I'm going to go crazy sooner or later if this continues.

Lin Jin held up her face and looked at the gloomy sky outside the window. It seemed that everyone was about to take the path they were supposed to take, but she was still standing still. Xi Lilong went to the military camp, and the story between the heroine and the hero had already unfolded, but she had been exposed before she even saw the heroine's magic medicine.

what should we do?

Is it really possible that she can't help at all?

Lin Jin sighed. Sometimes he really felt like a waste. There were many things he wanted to do, but he found that he was only capable of thinking about them and could not get involved at all.

The maid remembered Lin Jin's hesitant look and sighing, and planned to report it to Song Shiqiu when she returned.

Miss Lin Liu is not happy today.

Lin Jin didn't know why, but she always felt that she seemed to have seen Song Shiqiu more often recently. It wasn't that she had seen Song Shiqiu more often, but that she had spent more time alone with Song Shiqiu. It was as if everyone was trying to match her up with Song Shiqiu.

Realizing this possibility, Lin Jin shuddered. This was definitely a very terrifying thing, because even Song Shixia was like this, she didn't know who could come to save her.

The feeling of being clearly told that her wishes would be respected but in reality everyone around her was pressing her head and trying to make her nod was really terrible. She liked to ship CPs, but didn't like being the one to ship CPs.

Especially the kind that is hard to take.

"Sir, are you not busy recently?" Lin Jin was sitting in the study reading a book. She had endured it for several days and she really couldn't stand it anymore. Why did Song Shiqiu have to make his presence felt in front of her these days? Couldn't he make Shi Nian's presence felt more when he had time?

"Hmm? Not too busy. I've handled all my official duties during the day, so I came to see how you've been doing in your studies recently." Song Shiqiu drank his tea without raising his eyes, as if he really came to assess Lin Jin's learning progress as he said.

Lin Jin: “…”

I just believed your lies.

She wouldn't believe this nonsense at all.

"What do you think, sir?" Lin Jin looked at him with a forced smile.

"It's OK." Song Shiqiu seemed to have suddenly thought of something and took out a few pieces of paper from his sleeve pocket. "By the way, I have a list here. Take a look and see if there is anything you can use."