I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"Then why did you only see Song Shixia when you were supposed to come here for me? Why is it that she is good to you, and I am good to you?" Lin Lin also wanted to ask Lin Jin this question, "Why was I all you had in your eyes at the beginning, but later you only cared about Song Shixia with all your heart!"

Lin Jin was stunned, with a complicated expression, surprise, sadness, and pain intertwined in her eyes. She closed her eyes painfully: "Lin Lin, I was afraid that you would die and no one could save Sister Shi Xia. From the beginning, I saved you for her. Tell me why."

"Is it because I showed up later than her?" Lin Jin's words were like a knife, cutting Lin Lin's heart inch by inch. "Lin Jin, why can't you just look at me?"

Lin Jin's tears had not stopped since the beginning. After learning the truth about Song Shixia's death, she seemed to go crazy again: "You should have told me earlier, you should have told me that you have a chick complex. As long as you are willing to save her, let alone put you first, even if you want me to be your dog, I can act loyal."

You should have said it earlier, it's such an easy thing.

"But you didn't act like it. You didn't cry as sincerely as I did when I first saw you." Lin Lin pulled the corners of his lips and showed an extremely miserable smile. "Actually, at the beginning, I wanted to kill her directly, but later you insisted on going back, so I changed my mind."

Song Shixia's illness is a congenital weakness, and she cannot be extremely sad or happy. She let Song Shixia be rescued, and she went to find Lin Jin. Even if she hadn't fallen off the waterfall, she would have taken Lin Jin with her, otherwise Song Shiqiu and the others would not have found her so quickly. As long as Lin Jin was not found, Song Shixia would not have a good life, and her life would have died faster.

Lin Jin's injury was not that serious at the beginning, but she fed the medicine to Lin Jin just to be on the safe side. She also wanted to cut off Song Shixia's last chance of survival. There was no such thing as interval use of medicine that promotes wound healing, and she lied to Lin Jin.

She didn't want Lin Jin to suffer so much, so she took out the medicine, but Lin Jin only wanted to go back to find Song Shixia, and she didn't want Lin Jin to get better so quickly.

But she didn't expect that Lin Jin would really live and die together with Song Shixia.

Lin Jin listened to Lin Lin talking about the original plan word by word, and heard Lin Lin say with regret: "I didn't expect your injury to heal so quickly. When you went back, Song Shixia was not dead, and Tu Huaining actually found a way to save her life. Fortunately, her body was not strong enough and she couldn't hold on until Tu Huaining came back."

"Lin Lin!" Lin Jin really wanted to kill her now, "Shut up!"

"You want to kill me, but I'm afraid you can't. After all, Song Shiqiu can't kill me now. Thanks to you for telling me so much, I know how to make myself invincible. Now the medicinal materials that all the drug dealers in Daxia can provide are less than one-third of mine."

"You are actually trying to monopolize the market." Lin Jin felt disappointed.

"But I didn't raise the prices. I even let them buy the herbs at a cheaper price." Lin Lin had a look on his face that said, "What can you do to me?" "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have known that Song Shiqiu's weakness was so obvious."

Lin Lin was laughing, but he felt extremely sad: "Why can't you just be a good boy? Song Shixia already has a brother who loves her very much, why does she want to snatch my sister away? How can she be so greedy?"

Lin Jin didn't even shed tears for her that time.

Lin Jin stepped back step by step, shaking her head: "It's ridiculous. At the beginning, I only wanted to save her, so Master Xianglian advised me to let go of my obsession, but I didn't want to, and in the end it was in vain. Your obsession is me, so Master Xianglian advised you to let go of your obsession, but you didn't want to, so now you and I have come to this situation."

Fate, but what exactly is fate? She doesn’t understand, she doesn’t understand.

It seems like everything has become a closed loop.

"If I had known, I would not have saved you." People should not do something with a purpose, otherwise you will find that God loves to play jokes on people. God loves to see the ugly appearance of people after their efforts are in vain.

Lin Jin left the prison in a daze. Looking at Song Shiqiu who was waiting for her not far away, she couldn't help but cover her face with her hands: "I'm sorry, Song Shiqiu, I'm sorry, it's me, it's me who hurt Sister Shixia, I, I deserve to die!"

"I don't blame you. Human hearts are unpredictable. I don't blame you." After listening to everything, Song Shiqiu knew the purpose behind Lin Lin's behavior. He just found it ridiculous. He was worried that Lin Lin would attack Lin Jin, but he didn't expect that Lin Lin's target was his sister.

"I want... I want to go to Sister Shi Xia's grave." Lin Jin sobbed softly.

Song Shiqiu and Lin Jin bought some offerings and paper money, and took a carriage to the foot of the mountain where the bodies of Song Shixia and Lin Jin were buried. Song Shixia was buried with the ceremony of a princess, and Lin Jin was buried with the ceremony of a first-rank lady. The two were buried together in one tomb, so the tomb was built very large.

The two of them climbed up the mountain on foot. Lin Jin looked at the fruits and vegetables placed in front of the tombstone. They were still very fresh. The ashes from the burning paper money were blown away to the extent that it seemed that someone had just been there yesterday.

"It should be Qingfeng. Qingfeng has taken care of Xia Xia for many years. I let her leave the house when she is old enough." Song Shiqiu arranged the fruits and looked at the three words "Song Shixia" on the tombstone, as if he was explaining something to reassure the other party, "She has served you wholeheartedly for so many years. Let her be freed from slavery as a reward."

Qiuyue and Qingfeng are both the eldest maids in Fuyun Courtyard, but Qiuyue is responsible for Song Shixia's daily life, while Qingfeng is responsible for managing Fuyun Courtyard and sharing Song Shixia's worries, so Qiuyue is often seen, but Qingfeng rarely shows up in front of Lin Jin.

Lin Jin looked at the clean cemetery, without even any weeds. It was obvious that the other party was very diligent in cleaning it.

She burned paper money in silence. She actually had a lot to say to Song Shixia, but she couldn't utter a single word except "I'm sorry."

"The female officials selected in the last women's imperial examination have performed very well in the past three years, so several women's academies have been opened in the towns around the capital." Song Shiqiu squatted aside and burned paper money together, "This is all thanks to you."

"Ah?" Lin Jin noticed that Song Shiqiu's eyes were on her, "Me? Me?"

"Well, Xia Xia and Xi Qi can be said to be the pillars of the Women's Academy, but their deaths one after another are a big blow to the Women's Academy." Song Shiqiu has seen a lot of storms, and he can always make very serious things sound light and casual, as if they are not worth mentioning at all. "However, I didn't know that you, Jin, are quite good at persuading students to study."

The number of people Lin Jin has persuaded so far can be counted on one hand, and she knows who it is just by thinking about it.

"My Lord, what are you going to do to Lin Lin?" Lin Jin looked at Song Shixia's tombstone. It was clearly black ink, but she always felt that the words on it were as red as blood. "I hate her, but I hate myself even more for being blind and not seeing through it sooner."

Song Shiqiu crushed a piece of paper money: "She can't move."

"Because she has a monopoly on medicinal materials?" Lin Jin considered whether he could solve this problem.

Song Shiqiu shook his head. If it was just this, he would not have any concerns at all: "Not only that, she is much more cruel than you think. She buried bombs underground in several cities. If she lives, the people can live. If she dies, all the people in the city will be buried with her."

Lin Jin murmured that Lin Lin was simply crazy, actually using the common people to threaten Song Shiqiu, but he had to admit that this was indeed Song Shiqiu's sore spot, and this man would never do such a thing.

She wiped the dust off the tombstone and stroked the three words "Song Shixia" on it: "Sister, what do you think I should do?"

Ever since she found out the truth, she really hated Lin Lin, but now she felt as powerless as Song Shiqiu.