I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"Of course I came to see you." Lin Jin wanted to smile and look less serious, but she really couldn't laugh.

Every time Lin Jin came before, she would always have a smile on her face, but this time, she didn't have a smile on her face at all. Chun Zao couldn't help but feel a little strange, and muttered, "I didn't provoke you, don't come here to show your displeasure."

Just like what she owed Lin Jin.

"I'm not here to chat with you today. I have something serious to tell you." Lin Jin was helpless, and she didn't want to put on a sullen face.

Chunzao snorted with a gloomy look, sitting on the swing without looking at Lin Jin: "What can we talk about, serious matters?"

In other words, she was just fooling around before.

"Of course there are. Let's talk about the hot weapons in your system." Lin Jin had a clear purpose. She knew that Song Shiqiu would definitely not let outsiders know about the hot weapons in Chunzao's system, but there were always unexpected things.

Chunzao rolled her eyes fiercely: "What are you talking about? Do you think that being scolded by Song Shiqiu is not embarrassing enough?"

"Hey, Song Shiqiu can curse?" Lin Jin thought it was strange, but she quickly realized that now was not the time to be curious about this. "Put it aside for now, let's continue talking about gunpowder. Have you given these hot weapons to anyone else besides Song Shiqiu?"

Chunzao looked at her like she was crazy: "What am I doing for others? For others to beat up Song Shiqiu?"

Lin Jin patted his head, and was so anxious that he almost forgot that this kid was a die-hard fan of Song Shiqiu: "Just asking, if necessary, how many grenades or explosives can you take out now?"

"Is a war about to start?" Chunzao jumped down from the swing with shining eyes. "I knew he would understand my goodness sooner or later. Lin Jin, just wait. Sooner or later, Song Shiqiu will only have eyes for me."

Lin Jin smiled helplessly.

You may say Chunzao is stupid, but she can hear information that is beneficial to herself from a sentence. But you may say she is smart, because she insists on sticking to Song Shiqiu.

"Now is not the time to talk about this. War is no trivial matter. It means bloodshed and sacrifice. Could you please not be so happy?" Lin Jin saw Chunzao immersed in the joy of possible war, and suddenly felt annoyed.

Chunzao snorted and said nonchalantly, "They are just paper people. If they are to be sacrificed, then let them be sacrificed. What's so great about a passerby in a book? If you are afraid of death, then don't join the army. Why do you feel sorry for these paper people who you haven't even mentioned? Do you really think you are the people here?"

No way? Does Lin Jin really plan to stay here forever?

"Paper man? Just sacrifice it?" Lin Jin laughed angrily, and suddenly felt that coming to Chunzao was a stupid decision. "Just because you think this is a book, you have forgotten the most basic respect for life, right?"

"I've already said it's a paper man. What kind of life is it? It's just a created character. It was all set up by the author from the beginning. What's the big deal? It's weird that you take the paper man seriously, right?" Chunzao blushed for some reason. Lin Jin didn't say anything harsh, but she just felt embarrassed.

Lin Jin still had some hope for Chunzao: "What about Song Shiqiu? Since you don't regard them as a life, does that also mean Song Shiqiu is like that in your eyes? If that's the case, why did you cling to him for so many years?"

Chunzao stamped her feet, annoyed by Lin Jin's look that seemed to make her unreasonable: "How can they be the same? I love him so he is different, do you understand?"

"Yes, I do agree with this statement. But have you ever thought that this is the world that Song Shiqiu has lived in since he was a child, and these paper people are living people in Song Shiqiu's eyes." Lin Jin tried to reason with Chunzao, asking Chunzao to at least not talk about human life as unimportant.

Chunzao looked impatient. She had waited so long for this day, but Lin Jin kept saying this and that: "So what? Did I say I wouldn't help Song Shiqiu? If I helped Song Shiqiu, wouldn't that be the same as saving them? What else do you want from me? Why should I care about them? No one has cared about me in the past three years!"

"What have I done wrong? No one in this world cares about me, so why should I care about them?"

"In the past three years, I have no relatives, no friends, and no lover. Do you know how I got through it? You and I are different. Who are you to lecture me? If you have the guts, why don't you exchange identities with me and see!"

"If they had treated me like this, I would have been so merciful."

Chunzao squatted on the ground and hugged herself at the end, sobbing aggrievedly: "Even the people Song Shiqiu arranged to serve you are loyal to you, what about me? Who has ever cared about me? Who has ever really cared about my feelings?"

"No one says you need to be kind-hearted, but war is not something that makes people happy." Lin Jin sighed, softened his voice, squatted down and hugged Chunzao, hoping that this would comfort her.

"Why not? I've waited for three years, I've been tortured for three years and finally waited for this day. Why can't I be happy? When I was in pain, they were still living their lives, happy every day. Why can't I be happy when they are in pain?" Chunzao pushed Lin Jin away, feeling that the world was unfair to her. Even Lin Jin was the same. He seemed to be very righteous, but no one had ever considered her feelings.

Lin Jin was pushed so hard that she couldn't squat steadily and sat down on the ground. Then her waist, which had been overworked from farming recently, was twisted.

"Ah!" Lin Jin held her waist and looked at the sky speechlessly. What was going on? "Are you sure you want to think this way?"

"Isn't that right? No one cares about me anyway, so what's wrong with me not letting myself suffer any grievances?" Chunzao snorted coldly.

Lin Jin shrugged, trying not to strain her waist, and stood up carefully: "There's nothing wrong with that, but if you think like that, and keep facing those people with this mentality, you will never be able to gain Song Shiqiu's favorability."

She had been very confused before. Logically speaking, Chunzao had been obsessed with Song Shiqiu for three years, and there was no deep hatred between the two of them. Song Shiqiu's heart was not made of stone, so he should have been moved. How could Chunzao not gain any favorability from him?

Now she understood why. Song Shiqiu was not the kind of person who liked to teach others. He was not the kind of person who would be patient and guide everyone. He probably only gave Chunzao a chance, but would not give her any hints or teach her what to do. He could only let Chunzao figure it out on her own.

If Chunzao could figure out Song Shiqiu's intentions and her actions satisfied him, he would not hesitate to give her more resources to train her.

Similarly, if Chunzao did not seize the opportunity given by Song Shiqiu, it would also mean that he would not waste his time on you in the future.

"What do you mean? Do you know something? You actually knew how to conquer Song Shiqiu from the beginning, right?" Chunzao had tried to praise Song Shiqiu like Lin Jin did, but the result was counterproductive, and no matter what she did, it was useless.

"If you just want to improve his favorability, I do know. I also know that Song Shiqiu's favorability should be the easiest to improve among all the people you need to capture." Song Shiqiu's love is great love, and his heart is all about the people. "He will not have a good impression of someone who treats the people like grass. Those people who you treat as emotionless cannon fodder NPCs are the Great Xia he wants to protect."

Chunzao was not surprised or unconvinced after hearing her words. Instead, she felt that Lin Jin was fooling her.

She didn't like the feeling of being fooled, and raised her chin a little proudly: "I can see from the look that you haven't read the whole book. He is the biggest villain in the book, the one who can make the capital city flow like a river of blood with just a wave of his hand. What he loves is power and status."