I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"Why?" Lin Jin was really curious about who the other person was. You know, she didn't even want to stay at her best friend's house. She just didn't like the feeling of being restrained. "Can't you just tell me alone?"

The maid frowned and shook her head, "No, this is the rule. Anyway, you risked your life for an outsider, and the princess was really sad. She even found you with great difficulty, but you turned against her for an outsider."

"Ah?" Lin Jin blinked.

Was she so ungrateful at the beginning?

"Isn't that possible?" Lin Jin had some understanding of her own character. Even if she really had such a friend, Lin Lin was her best friend. No matter what happened, she would definitely consider Lin Lin's feelings. "Is there any misunderstanding here?"

"Can you explain a little more?" Lin Jin felt that the whole process was too hasty. She didn't make it clear who her friend was or why they became friends. She also didn't know why she was going to live in his house. "There are some things I don't understand."

The maid just shook her head and said, "I can't say more. The princess will be angry if she hears. Just remember that the princess really cares about you."

"Okay then." Seeing that she was not in a position to speak, Lin Jin did not ask any more questions. However, she always felt that there was something she could not let go of. She wanted to know who that outsider was. Perhaps after knowing who it was, she would know how to face Lin Lin now.

Maybe all problems will be solved.

Just when Lin Jin was about to finish a plate of jujube paste cake, Lin Lin finally came back. Lin Jin secretly breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "You are finally back."

Lin Lin was holding a sugar painting in his hand and handed it to Lin Jin: "Well, it took me a little time to buy you a sugar painting on the way."

Lin Jin took the sugar painting a little at a loss, looked at the golden color, tasted it slightly, it was very sweet, she didn't like things that were too sweet: "Thank you."

"Want to go back?" Lin Lin did not miss Lin Jin's fleeting frown, and his hands hidden in his sleeves clenched slightly.

"Yeah." Lin Jin nodded. If Lin left her in an unfamiliar place like this, she would feel panic as if she had nowhere to go. If she were at home, she could choose to sleep to escape.

This feeling was enough once, she didn't want to experience it too many times.

Lin Lin seemed to sense Lin Jin's uneasiness and took Lin Jin's hand: "I'm sorry, I forgot that you are not familiar with this place, and I shouldn't have left you in a strange place."

It doesn’t matter, take your time, she will eventually make up for the missing two months.

Lin Jin shook her head gently: "It's okay, I was wrong too."

Lin Jin has always been clear about her treatment of others. Even friends have a certain distance circle. Because she doesn't remember what happened in the past, she wants to put Lin Lin in an important position, but she always subconsciously treats Lin Lin with the attitude of an ordinary friend.

She thought that maybe this was indeed a little too unfair to Lin Lin, and maybe she should try to change her temper.

Not all people are fickle, and not all people will leave. Using long periods of alienation and distance to observe others may not be an accurate criterion for testing.

After all, feelings are not experiments, and the conclusions cannot be objective.

"I really don't have any friends. You're too nice and too enthusiastic towards me, which makes me not know how to treat you for a moment. I'm afraid that my wrong response will hurt you." Lin Jin has always felt that no matter what kind of relationship it is, there is no chance of trial and error. Once you make a mistake, the relationship may disappear.

But this cautious attitude seemed to hurt Lin Lin even more.

"Would you say sorry to your best friend?" Lin Lin just asked, "You wouldn't, and even if you did, you wouldn't have this expression."

Lin Jin scratched her face in embarrassment. Best friend, her best friend?

It is true that she rarely said these things, but she still said them. If there was any difference in her attitude, when she said sorry to her girlfriend, she would only feel guilt, without any mixed emotions such as fear and worry.

Lin Jin decided to be honest with Lin Lin: "I was wrong. I... I was afraid that the friendship between you and I was not strong enough. I forgot what we were like before, so I didn't have the confidence."

That's why she told Lin Lin that they got to know each other again.

Seeing her honest face, Lin Lin finally accepted this reason: "I know. Do you like cats? If you do, I'll get you one to raise."

Lin Jin blinked, with a little expectation in her voice: "Is it okay?"

"Why not? It's not like I'm allergic to cat hair." Lin Lin raised his eyebrows, as if he thought Lin Jin's question was meaningless. "Whatever cat you like, I'll get it for you."

"It's all right. I just want a kitten." Lin Jin compared the size, which was probably the size of a cat that was just two or three months old. "I like to raise it when it's small."

Lin Lin nodded to show that he understood.

Lin Jin sat in the carriage on the way home, looking at the small vendors on the roadside: "I feel that Lingnan in ancient times was not as poor and dangerous as described in books."

In ancient times, Lingnan was a wild and uncivilized place with a harsh climate and environment. It was said to have poisonous insects and miasma, making it unsuitable for human survival. But now it seems that the people live and work in peace and contentment, and even have rosy complexions, which is completely different from what is described in the books.

"Maybe the book exaggerates it." Lin Lin propped up his head and dozed off.

"Really?" Lin Jin's voice was filled with doubt.

But are all the poems and history that have been passed down really fabricated?

"Those people are just suffering from acclimatization problems. The high humidity in Lingnan easily breeds bacteria. There are no antibacterial and antiviral drugs in this era. Add to that the proliferation of snakes, insects, rats and ants. It's not wrong to say that it's dangerous." Lin Lin glanced at Lin Jin's arm and immediately looked away.

Lin Jin nodded, not quite understanding: "You're right, so this is the fiefdom bestowed by the emperor?"

If this is the case, she feels a little sympathy for the male protagonist. Not only has he lost the throne, but his fiefdom is actually in the southernmost part. How worried must she be that the male protagonist will rebel.

"No." Lin Lin raised her eyelids lazily. This was the secluded place she chose.

Lin Jin always felt something was wrong, but couldn't tell what it was: "Will it be okay for you to stay here? Don't you need to go back to help the hero?"

If this isn't a fiefdom, why is Lin Lin here? Could it be that the plot is so biased that the career paths of the male and female protagonists have been separated?

"Is he a loser? He can't do anything without a woman to help him. He might as well die. It's a shame for him to be alive." Lin Lin showed no mercy to Xia Min. She was already annoyed by receiving Xia Min's letters from time to time.

Lin Jin blinked. She felt that the relationship between the heroine and the hero was a little bad, but she shouldn't ask questions that she shouldn't ask. It was better for her not to say too much.

In the original book, the two people should have been in tune with each other by now, but now not only is that not the case, but their relationship seems to be even worse than at the beginning in the book.

"Are you not used to living here?" Lin Lin thought about it again. Lingnan is indeed quite humid. It is normal for Lin Jin to not be used to living here. "I have a house somewhere else, a little further north."

She really didn't know what to say about Lin Jin's allergic constitution. At the beginning, she fed Lin Jin cephalosporin tablets directly, which were not injectable cephalosporin after all, so she didn't expect Lin Jin to be allergic. Later, she took some blood from Lin Jin for testing, and found that Lin Jin was not only allergic to cephalosporin, but was even allergic to many kinds of drugs.

"I'm not unaccustomed to it." Lin Jin felt as if she was being treated as a fragile person. "I was just wondering if the main storyline is not in the capital?"