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"Yeah." Feng Yuge nodded, "But I'm afraid you'll be angry."

"Are you afraid that I'll be angry?" Lin Jin was a little curious about what exactly made Feng Yuge think that he would be angry. "Is it something serious?"

Feng Yuge nodded and shook her head: "Not entirely, it's the matter of Madam and the Lord."

"Me and Song Shiqiu?" Lin Jin touched the base of his ears, feeling a little hot. "What could possibly happen between him and me?"

Feng Yuge's eyes turned around and around, and she approached Lin Jin mysteriously: "Madam, they all said that the master was obsessed with you and tossed and turned, but Madam, you have no feelings for the master at all, and you only married the master reluctantly for Master Liu. Is that true?"

"They also said that it was the Lord who used his power to oppress others, and that you, Madam, had no choice but to marry into the Prime Minister's Mansion, and that you don't admire the Lord at all."

Lin Jin: “…”

Are all rumors so outrageous?

Song Shiqiu's subordinates are really tired of living, and they dare to frame Song Shiqiu like this.

"Do you think it's true?" Lin Jin looked at Feng Yuge, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

Feng Yuge hesitated for two seconds, then nodded: "What you said makes sense. Besides, Madam has been in Taiyuan Prefecture for such a long time, and I have never seen Madam think about Master. It seems... it seems that Madam can live with or without Master."

"What else? If he dies, I won't live either. It's not customary in Daxia to bury living people with him." Lin Jin said as a matter of course, not thinking there was anything wrong with it. "If love lasts for a long time, why should we be together day and night?"

"But you are husband and wife, aren't you?" Feng Yuge was at an age when she was full of beautiful yearnings for love. She didn't understand why Lin Jin and Song Shiqiu were completely different from what was described in the book. "The other day, the master wrote to the lady, but the lady didn't reply."

Lin Jin: “…”

Don't let her catch who slapped her in the face, even the fact that she didn't reply to Song Shiqiu will be known.

Feng Yuge seemed to have thought of something again, and leaned close to Lin Jin's ear: "Is it because the master is old? I heard that the master is almost ten years older than you, Madam."

Lin Jin: "Uh... no, it's not."

How could she put it? He was not ten years older. After all, Song Shiqiu was only two years older than her in terms of mental age... Well, he was five years older now, but according to Lin Liu's age, he was indeed more than nine years older.

Twenty-seven years old, in an era when the average age is only forty or fifty, is indeed over half of the age and not young anymore. With this in mind, it is normal for the maids and servants in the Prime Minister's Mansion to be so anxious about Song Shiqiu's affairs.

If those men of the same age as Song Shiqiu had married earlier, their children would have been in junior high school.

Lin Jin wanted to laugh when she thought about Song Shiqiu, who was praised by book fans, being disliked for his age, but he was her boyfriend after all, so Lin Jin felt that she still had to give him some face.

She suppressed her laughter and explained to Feng Yuge: "Love is not only about being under the moonlight and flowers. There are many forms of love in this world. If you think it is love, then it is love. If you think it is not love, then it is not love."

"When you look at a mountain from the side, it looks like a peak. It looks different from different distances and heights." Lin Jin didn't know if it was right to instill this idea in Feng Yuge, but she couldn't say anything else against her will. "Love is just a spice of life. Even the best husband is just an accessory to your excellence. You become better for yourself, just like you are now. Everything is for yourself, not for others."

Everyone’s identity is first and foremost themselves, not anyone else’s.

Feng Yuge stared at Lin Jin blankly. She was a baby girl who was abandoned at birth and grew up in a Taoist temple, but she was not a person who practiced asceticism. She once ran down the mountain to visit ordinary people's homes, and they all said that they must marry a good husband in the future, otherwise their life would be over.

Why is it that when it comes to Madam, she says something completely different.

"But madam, don't people say that the husband is the leader of the wife?" Feng Yuge asked the question in his mind.

"That was a last resort when women had no way to compete with men. Women have never been weaker than men. Even His Majesty has acknowledged our abilities, otherwise there wouldn't be women officials. We shouldn't belittle ourselves at this time."

Lin Jin didn't blame Feng Yuge for thinking this: "Why did you give yourself such a nice name? Is it because you want to marry a good husband?"

"Of course not." Feng Yuge's face looked a little embarrassed. "Is it not possible for a girl to have a nicer name, a more beautiful one?"

"Of course. You want beauty and a nice name. The original reason is because it will make you happy, right?" Lin Jin nodded in agreement and even gave Feng Yuge a thumbs up.

"Then how can marriage, such an important event in life, not be for yourself? Even after getting married, you are yourself first, and then the other person's wife. You are willing to marry the other person because of love, because he treats you well, but even after getting married, you are a free person. You can choose to be a husband and raise children, or you can have your own career like those women who became court ladies. As long as it does not violate human ethics and you feel happy and satisfied, then it is fine."

"I am different from the adults probably because I am still too rebellious, but the adults are willing to respect me." Lin Jin knew that as long as she could fly and walk, she would not be trapped in the mansion. Even if her wings and legs were broken, she would let herself grow wings and legs again. Until she lost all hope, she would choose to let go of her heart and look for freedom.

She understood herself, and Song Shiqiu also understood her. She had actually been waiting for the day when Song Shiqiu could no longer stand her like this and would come and personally break her wings, even though her wings were raised by Song Shiqiu.

But even now, Song Shiqiu did not take action. She felt that Song Shiqiu was reluctant to give up her ability, just as Song Shiqiu would not let Lin Lin really die.

Lin Jin smiled bitterly. She had thought that she would never have such groundless worries, but now it seemed that her sensitivity and suspicion were finally all placed on Song Shiqiu, which seemed a bit too much for Song Shiqiu.

"But it's really not easy to be as powerful as the madam and save so many people." Feng Yuge was nervous for a long time when she first heard that they were coming to Taiyuan Prefecture. People can do anything when they are desperate, and Taiyuan Prefecture, which was suffering from severe drought, was undoubtedly a den of wolves and tigers.

But Lin Jin's existence has brought about earth-shaking changes in everything.

"Madam, you said before that people's future is unknown and we all have unlimited possibilities. But, I don't think I can do what you do. You are a rare talent among men, and you are one in a million." Feng Yuge looked depressed. She was afraid that she would never meet a man who would treat her the way the Prime Minister treated her.

"You don't need to be like me. You are you. You are not me. You don't need to learn from me or imitate me." Lin Jin touched her head and comforted her softly, "You are fine now."

The center of everyone's world is himself. There is no need to look up to anyone. Everyone's life trajectory is different. Feng Yuge himself is the most dazzling scenery in Feng Yuge's life.

"No, I'm not good. I don't have a good relationship with them. They said I was just jealous that Yan Wusheng was smarter than me, learned faster than me, and that you, madam, liked Yan Wusheng more." Feng Yuge was very distressed and felt wronged and wanted to cry, "I'm not jealous of him."

She was not convinced, but she was really not jealous of Yan Wusheng.