I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

Yu Zhuoran sat in his seat somewhat awkwardly, took the hot tea brought by the maid, and thanked her in a low voice.

Lin Jin came out of the house and greeted her: "Miss Yu, why are you here so late?"

She looked at Yu Zhuoran's red hands from the cold, and quickly asked someone to get a hot water bottle for him. She looked at his wet hair and said, "You came here in the snow."

Yu Zhuoran raised her eyes timidly, her eyes full of caution: "Madam, were you called Lin Jin before?"

Lin Jin felt a little strange when she heard this question. She didn't remember seeing this little girl before. "Yeah, what's wrong?"

Yu Zhuoran held the teacup, looking hesitant and not knowing what to say. She was afraid that if she said it, others would think she was crazy and took a dream seriously, but maybe the dream was real.

"Madam, do you also know a girl named Jiang Tingxue?" Yu Zhuoran's voice sounded a little nervous. She didn't know whether she wanted to hear a yes or a no answer.

Lin Jin never thought that in this era, she would hear her best friend's name from someone other than herself. She felt as if time had stopped at that moment. The world turned white and everything around her became blurry except for herself.

"Yes." Lin Jin heard her own voice, "Why do you know her?"

Lianyi realized that the topic was wrong, so she quickly sent away the maid who was serving her and stood where she could not hear any sound.

"Because I've dreamed of her before." Yu Zhuoran couldn't help but lower his voice as he watched her expression change. "I dreamed that you, Madam, vomited blood in the mourning hall. I also dreamed that you, Madam, fell in the woods wearing a strange dress. Later, a girl hugged you and cried very sadly, calling your name over and over again."

"I have had this dream repeatedly. I kept asking her who she was and why she appeared in my dreams. The most recent time, she finally answered me in the dream. She said her name was Jiang Tingxue." Yu Zhuoran was panicked when she first dreamed about these things, but then she kept having the same dream over and over again, so she thought maybe there was some reason.

She went to see a witch doctor, who said that her mind was disturbed by evil spirits, but no matter what she did, it was useless. She kept having the same dream over and over again. Later, she wanted to ask the woman in the dream. She asked a lot of questions, such as why she had this dream, whether she had anything to tell her, and what their names were.

But she only got the girl's name and knew nothing else. She never had this dream again until she came to the Prime Minister's Mansion with her father's letter and had this dream again on the first night she stayed there.

Lin Jin covered her lips, her eyes reddened. She didn't expect to hear about Jiang Tingxue in this way. She didn't dare tell Jiang Tingxue that she came here, because if Jiang Tingxue knew, she would probably regret writing this book and would be trapped in self-blame for the rest of her life.

"I don't know why I had such a bizarre dream." Yu Zhuoran originally wanted to bury this dream in her heart, but today when she heard that the rumored lady had returned, she thought about coming to see her. Unexpectedly, she saw the face that had appeared countless times in her dreams.

She didn't know if the person in her dream could really hear her words. Maybe, maybe everything was really destined.

"Madam, do you have anything to say to that girl named Jiang Tingxue? Perhaps, maybe I can convey it for you." Yu Zhuoran pursed her lips slightly. She didn't know if she could do it, but every time she saw that girl crying, it was really too miserable.

Lin Jin was a little speechless, and she took several breaths before she recovered: "If you still dream about her, tell her that I'm actually doing well and very happy, and don't be sad for me."

Yu Zhuoran nodded slightly and responded softly.

"Thank you for telling me this." Lin Jin had tears in her eyes.

Yu Zhuoran shook her head repeatedly. In fact, she had hesitated for a long time. She even thought that if Lin Jin was really a ghost and she said these words, would Lin Jin kill her directly to silence her.

It turns out that after reincarnation, people will look exactly the same as in their previous life.

Yu Zhuoran now regarded the things in the dream as her past and present life, and she directly regarded the reason why Lin Jin vomited blood as Lin Jin's poor health.

"Madam, please take care of yourself." Yu Zhuoran remembered that Lin Jin in the dream was skinny and frightening, as if only a skeleton was left. "Your Excellency is so worried about Madam. If Madam is not in good health, you will definitely be very sad."

Yu Zhuoran could see that everything Song Shiqiu had done during this period was to avoid suspicion, for fear that this lady would misunderstand him.

"Don't worry, ma'am. You and your Excellency have a very deep relationship. Zhuoran won't do anything beyond his ability. Zhuoran already has someone in his heart. He said that he will marry me after he graduates from high school in two years." Yu Zhuoran blushed at the end of her words, as if she felt a little embarrassed to say such bold words.

Lin Jin was stunned for a moment, then realized what she was saying. She laughed softly, "I know."

"It's getting late, I won't disturb you, Madam." Yu Zhuoran stood up and bowed gracefully.

Lin Jin asked someone to bring her a hand warmer and an umbrella to send Yu Zhuoran back: "It's so late and it's snowing. Don't go out by yourself in the future. Bring two more maids with you."

She walked Yu Zhuoran to the gate of the yard and did not go back until she could no longer see his back.

"Madam, do you still want to continue your homework tonight? Or you should rest early." The ground was slippery, Lianyi carefully supported Lin Jin, "Rest early, it will be the same if you get up early tomorrow. It's unbearable to always stay up all night."

"Okay, I'll listen to you. We have to go to the winery tomorrow, so it's time to rest early." Lin Jin smiled and seemed to be in a good mood.

Maybe it was because she had lived outside for too long, but Lin Jin slept particularly uncomfortably tonight. She couldn't tell what exactly was wrong, but she felt sore all over her back and waist. When she woke up, she felt her temples were throbbing. Even though she slept longer than usual, she felt like she hadn't slept at all.

She rubbed her temples and got up to wash with the help of the maid. She wondered if it was because she usually went to bed too late that she was not used to going to bed too early.

"What time is it?" Lin Jin felt his eyelids weigh a thousand pounds.

"It's 9 o'clock now. Madam tossed and turned in her dream last night. I guess she didn't sleep well, so I didn't call you." Lianyi said softly.

Lin Jin smiled at her, picked up a piece of cake and ate it while walking out. Song Shiqiu had already left court and changed into his casual clothes. He was teasing Shi Nian with a cat toy in the yard. Shi Nian couldn't catch the cat toy, so he started rolling around in the snow.

"Pfft." Lin Jin laughed out loud.

"Ahhh!" Shi Nian quickly turned over from the snow and ran towards her, as if to complain, "Ahhh!"

"Okay, okay, you're still rolling around in the snow. Aren't you afraid of catching a cold?" Lin Jin picked it up with great effort and took two deep breaths on it.

Song Shiqiu handed the cat toy to the person next to him: "Did you sleep poorly last night?"

"Well, maybe he's used to his bed. He'll be fine in a couple of days." Lin Jin brushed off the snowflakes stuck in Shi Nian's jacket. "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"I played with Nian'er for a while, but it wasn't too long." Song Shiqiu ordered someone to bring Lin Jin a cloak in a clear voice, "You said Nian'er, the north wind is blowing today, be careful not to catch a cold."

"I just woke up and I'm still warm." Lin Jin put Shi Nian on the ground and said, "Go play."

Song Shiqiu helped her tie her cloak and wrapped her up tightly: "If the wind blows, you will catch a cold. The carriage is ready. I will take you to the winery."

The two of them took a carriage to the winery. Lin Jin looked at the production equipment that looked like it was from the Republic of China era and felt a little surprised: "This equipment was actually made."