I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"You know everything." Lin Jin didn't expect Song Shiqiu to have heard about these things. "Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you."

"Well, why didn't you tell me about these things?" Song Shiqiu had received news from Bai He before, but at that time Su Chengan's army had not yet gone north, so he never came back. Who knew that Lin Jin didn't mention a word about it in the letter, "Are you treating me as an outsider?"

Lin Jin dodged his gaze. She just thought that she couldn't waste Song Shiqiu's time. These things could be handled, but the war at the border was tense and lives could be in danger at any time. If she distracted Song Shiqiu, she would be committing a serious sin.

But looking at Song Shiqiu's eyes, she felt like she was doing something wrong.

"I just think this little thing won't affect you. I can handle it. Even if I can't do it myself, I still have my brothers to discuss it with." Lin Jin explained in a gentle voice, not wanting Song Shiqiu to misunderstand, "I didn't treat you as an outsider."

"You don't believe me. If you can think of it, how can I not think of it?" Song Shiqiu still knew the importance of the matter, otherwise he should have come back at that time, "You don't believe I can handle it?"

Lin Jin was helpless about his stubborn temper at times. How could she not trust him in the end? "I don't distrust you. I just have the ability to handle things on my own. In my opinion, these things don't need to affect you. It's okay for me to tell you after things are handled."

"..." Song Shiqiu didn't know what to say. From the beginning to the end, Lin Jin would only take the initiative to discuss with him when she needed him. He couldn't describe how he felt, he just felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't know how other people got along with their wives at home, but it shouldn't be like this.

"If they didn't know you were my wife, I'm afraid no one would doubt it if I said you were my colleague." Song Shiqiu took a deep breath, making his voice sound less angry, "I don't know how many colleagues in the court envy me for marrying a wife like this, who can share my worries, is sensible, and doesn't fight or compete."

Lin Jin always felt that something was wrong. This sounded like a compliment, but it also sounded like an insult: "Ah? Is that so? No?"

Why has the topic deviated again?

Song Shiqiu: “…”

The anger in his chest churned for a few times, and finally turned into a long sigh: "Forget it, why am I telling you this."

She doesn't understand anyway.

"Hmm?" Lin Jin couldn't keep up with his pace. He tilted his head and thought for a while. "Then let's talk about something else happy? I have recently provided His Majesty with many prescriptions. I can make a lot of money and ensure that the soldiers at the border will not lack food and wages this year."

Song Shiqiu looked at her quietly. When talking about the soldiers at the border, Lin Jin was very excited, as if she didn't need to suffer from hunger and cold. "Yes, I saw it. When I came back, I also saw the soldiers transporting food and grass."

"Is it enough? If not, I'll think of another solution." Lin Jin chuckled. Ever since she no longer had to worry about food and fodder, she no longer felt the previous distress when she talked about this. Instead, she had a bunch of ideas in her mind that she didn't know how to use.

"That's enough." Song Shiqiu thought of the carts of food and grass, and was afraid that the food and grass would not be consumed after the battle. "I have one more thing to tell you."

"Huh?" Lin Jin blinked, not knowing the seriousness of what the other party was about to say.

"Chun Zao is dead." Song Shiqiu made his voice a little colder and more relaxed so as not to make her so sad.

Lin Jin's smile froze on her face. Her joints suddenly became a little stiff. Even the movement of her neck seemed like a mechanical part. She could feel the sluggishness. "What? What happened to Chunzao? Did you see her when you came back?"

"No, she was abducted by the Turks and taken to the north, and died with them." Song Shiqiu took a deep breath and held her hand. "Don't be sad. Xi Qi said that Xianglian had looked for her before the war and predicted that war. He knew that you and Chunzao were both souls from another world. Maybe Chunzao just went home."

Lin Jin wiped away her tears and ignored the pain in her nose: "Yes, was she injured by mistake? Was she taken hostage?"

"Hostage? Not really. She chose to die." Song Shiqiu sighed, "She once saved the Khan of the Turks by accident and gave him a bomb. The Khan took the bomb back to the Turks and made a gunpowder flask. The Turks wanted to get more explosives from her."

Even if he didn't say it, Lin Jin could guess what happened next.

Lin Jin grabbed the clothes on her chest and said, "She used herself as bait and blew herself to death along with the Turks? Is that right? Is that right?"

She knew Chunzao would definitely do such a thing. The little girl said she was afraid of death, but in fact she was not afraid of death. She was very stubborn and would never let herself bring trouble to the Daxia army.

"Yes." Song Shiqiu did not deny it. This was a fact. It was also because of this that Xi Lilong and the others were able to hold back for so long, waiting until now when the war between Daxia and the Turks had just begun.

"System, have you known this a long time ago?" Lin Jin thought of the system's meaningful words that day. It was very normal but also seemed wrong. The system probably knew the truth a long time ago but just didn't tell her.

[It was detected that Chunzao had no signs of life.] The system felt a little guilty. It didn't want to make Lin Jin sad, so it didn't tell Lin Jin at the beginning. After all, it didn't know the specific situation, so it was not easy to say anything.

Lin Jin bit her lower lip tightly: "Has she returned home?"

[Well, if Chunzao died voluntarily and her body in that world did not die, then she did return home.] The system cannot guarantee this either. Judging from the time, Chunzao has been in this world for several months. It cannot guarantee that Chunzao's family will preserve her body.

Lin Jin felt a little better: "It's good to go home, it's good to go home, she is too unhappy in this world."

[Host, don't worry too much. She will be safe.] The system is now trying to contact the system that was previously bound to Chunzao to see if it can get some information about Chunzao to Lin Jin. [We have to learn to let nature take its course, right?]

"I know." Lin Jin was in a low mood. Such a good little girl was gone just like that. How could she not feel sad? Even though she knew Chunzao might have returned home, what if Chunzao's health was not taken care of before? What if Chunzao's family thought that Chunzao had died suddenly?

Song Shiqiu did not interrupt the conversation between Lin Jin and the system until Lin Jin stopped speaking. He knew that the conversation between them was over.

"Don't think too much. I think the girl has a blessed face. Good things come to those who are blessed by heaven. Everything will be fine." Song Shiqiu lied with his eyes open. He didn't even know whether Chunzao looked like the one he had seen, let alone whether she was blessed or not. It was all fake.

Lin Jin smiled bitterly: "Let's not talk about it anymore. The past cannot be changed. What else can we do but accept it?"

Song Shiqiu felt a rare regret. If he had known earlier, he would have told Lin Jin that he saw Xianglian in the north and that Xianglian had sent Chunzao home. Why did he have to tell Lin Jin about this? This was the first time he regretted his decision so much.

"Sir, have you seen Heng Mu for such a long time?" Lin Jin quickly adjusted his state and asked Song Shiqiu mysteriously.

He was stunned for a moment. He hadn't seen Heng Mu for a long time, and no one had mentioned him. "No, but he has always been smart, and he will definitely not let himself have a bad life."

"But I won't let myself live too badly, but this kid has tried to commit suicide." Lin Jin rolled his eyes at him, "You sent Heng Mu out of the house, so you didn't leave anyone watching him. If Zhuoran hadn't rescued him, I'm afraid you wouldn't see him again in the future."

"Is he so foolish?" Song Shiqiu frowned. "If he is so foolish, he can die. Otherwise, if others knew that such a fool came out of my house, I don't know how many colleagues would laugh at me behind my back."

"You're saying these angry words again. He has been by your side for so many years and has a deep affection for you. It's normal that you can't accept it for a while." Lin Jin knew that he was being harsh but kind-hearted, so she scolded him, "But this boy is engaged to Zhuoran, you probably don't know that either."

Otherwise, I wouldn’t have treated that little girl Yu Zhuoran like that.

Shocking news came one after another, and Song Shiqiu was a little overwhelmed: "He is also engaged to Yu Zhuoran?!"