I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

At night, the crescent moon hung high in the sky, and the moonlight illuminated the entire Fuyun Courtyard.

Shi Nian was lying on Lin Jin's shoulder, her whole body curled up beside Lin Jin's head, her breathing frequency was as slow as Lin Jin's. Shi Nian suddenly opened her eyes, looked up, then jumped lightly from the bed, and then jumped out of the window. Without making any sound, she twisted her body and trotted to Song Shixia's bedroom.

Song Shixia supported herself, covered her chest and coughed softly. Seeing the little group coming in, she forced a smile with difficulty: "Why is Nian'er here?"

Shi Nian howled twice, then jumped onto Song Shixia's bed, leaned against Song Shixia's belly, and stretched out his head to rub against her: "Ahhh!"

Qiuyue was helping Song Shixia calm down. When she saw Shi Nian, her eyes became slightly warm. "Master Nian is worried about you. He knows you are not feeling well tonight, so he came to accompany you."

"Be good." Song Shixia touched Shi Nian's head, but unexpectedly vomited blood. Shi Nian seemed to be frightened and continued to rub against Song Shixia, "Don't be afraid, Nian'er."

"Young lady!" Qiuyue was so anxious that tears fell directly. She didn't care about the rules and shouted outside, "Go and get the palace doctor quickly, the young lady is vomiting blood!"

"Don't go!" Song Shixia sternly rebuked the maid who was about to ask for the palace doctor, but as soon as she finished speaking, she leaned on the bed and gasped for breath, "No, Qiuyue, no... Go get my medicine, take one pill and you'll be fine."

Qiuyue shook her head with tears in her eyes and wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with a handkerchief: "Miss, just listen to me. Let the court doctor come and see you."

Song Shixia just shook her head: "It's too late at night. If we go to ask the court doctor at this time, my brother and Ajin will be worried. Let's ask the court doctor to come tomorrow."

"But girl, you are like this now." Qiuyue's face was filled with tears, her eyes full of pity.

"It's only a matter of time. The court doctor comes to check my pulse every two days. How bad can it be? It's just my fate." Song Shixia kept stroking Shi Nian's head. "This body is about to run out of steam."

When Song Shixia was talking, Qiuyue kept shaking her head: "Miss, don't say such things. Miss is a good person. She will live a long life and will definitely get better."

Song Shixia smiled, closed her eyes, and spoke in a voice so low that people could hardly hear her: "I am so happy to be able to come to this world. I was loved by my parents when I was young, and I had my brother to protect me. Now I have met Ah Jin. I have no regrets in this life."

Qiuyue felt as if struck by lightning, and suddenly understood why Song Shixia suddenly vomited blood tonight. She gritted her teeth and said with hatred: "Miss, please stop caring about Miss Lin Liu. She hurt you so much, why are you doing this!"

She thought that Miss Lin Liu might really be a harmful spirit who could not only seduce men but also women. Not only did she make the girls protect her everywhere, but she also hurt their hearts and lungs for her.

Miss Lin Liu is really heartless! If she really loves her elder sister so much, why would she act cute and clever in front of these girls? These girls really treat Lin Liu as their sister, but Lin Liu probably only treats them as someone to lean on.

"It's not Ajin's fault. I'm fragile. She did nothing wrong. I was wrong in the beginning. I was willing to be nice to her. How could I ask for anything else? I was greedy. People are never satisfied." A tear rolled down the corner of Song Shixia's eye.

She almost forgot that she was not Ajin's biological sister after all.

Lin Jin didn't sleep very well either. She first dreamed of a bunch of people asking her to learn this and that without any rest, and learning various skills seamlessly. Then she dreamed of Lin Lin refusing to give her the magic medicine. She ran to tell Song Shiqiu, and Song Shiqiu tied Lin Lin up and used all kinds of threats and inducements. In the end, Lin Lin would rather die than hand over the magic medicine, and Song Shixia still died.

Lin Jin woke up from her dream, sweating profusely. All she could think of was the look in Song Shixia's eyes and the smile on her lips when she died in the dream. It was exactly the same as the Song Shixia she knew, as if it was not a dream but reality.

Lin Jin slapped herself hard several times, and kept scolding herself in her heart for having wild thoughts. How could she have such wild thoughts? The heroine is here, Song Shixia will definitely survive, there is no way she will die.

"Miss, are you awake?" Xing'er heard the noise and hurriedly came in from the outer room, putting on her coat. She looked concerned, "Miss, did you have a nightmare? Why are you hitting yourself? Does it hurt?"

Lin Jin shook her head: "I'm fine, Xing'er, you continue to rest, I just want to wake myself up."

Don't keep thinking about the bad things.

The truth is that they will get better and better, and Song Shixia will also become healthy.

Everything else is a dream, it’s all fake.

"Miss, what nonsense are you talking about? It's still late now. Go to sleep for a while, or you'll be tired again if you get up at 11:00 a.m." Xing'er helped Lin Jin lie down. Seeing the sweat on Lin Jin's forehead, she wiped it off for her, then took out a fan to help Lin Jin cool down. "It's too hot and you can't sleep, right? How about I fan you and sing a song?"

Lin Jin blinked: "Is it okay?"

"What are you talking about, young lady? As long as you want to listen, of course you can listen." Xing'er gently waved her round fan and sang a song to Lin Jin leisurely.

The fairy of Mount Gushan, with clear sky and misty clouds, does not learn from the foolish cow and silly girl. The sound of the flute is cut off in the bright moon, and she raises her hand to thank the people at that time and wants to leave. The guest raft has violated the waves of the Milky Way, and still carries the wind and rain from the sky and the sea. The drunken encounter is the previous fate, and now the wind and rain are gone, where will you go?

Xing'er sang very nicely, but the tune was so plaintive that it made people feel a little lost for no reason. Lin Jin's eyes gradually closed, but in her heart she was thinking about asking Xing'er to not sing this song in the future. It made her feel very upset.

"Xing'er, I think I heard Sister Shi Xia calling me." Lin Jin couldn't help but mutter in a half-awake state, "Look and see if Sister Shi Xia is here."

Xing'er patted Lin Jin's back and coaxed her softly, "No, the girl is dreaming, and the second girl is asleep, go to sleep, girl."

Only after hearing that did Lin Jin feel relieved and fall asleep.

Qiuyue came out in the late night after Song Shixia fell asleep, and asked the servants on night watch not to tell anyone about Song Shiqiu vomiting blood, and not to let it reach the ears of Song Shiqiu and Lin Jin. The others watched and answered yes in unison, not daring to ask more questions.

After giving the instructions, Qiuyue returned to her room and took a nap on the soft couch in the outer room.

Lin Jin knew nothing about this, but he still couldn't sleep well at night. He always felt a sense of uneasiness and panic in his heart. However, if he really wanted to figure out where the uneasiness came from, it was like looking at flowers in the fog or the moon in the water. He couldn't see or touch it clearly.

Lin Jin woke up at the hour of Mao, and the grogginess in her head had not yet completely dissipated, so Xunmian and Xing'er came in to help her wash up.

Xunmian was tidying up Lin Jin's clothes: "The second young lady seems to be sick today, so she can't go to the academy with you."

"Are you sick?" Lin Jin didn't wait for Xunmian to finish cleaning her up. She pushed aside two people and ran to Song Shixia's room. Just as she was about to raise her hand, the door opened from the inside. "Sister Qiuyue."

Qiuyue saluted coldly, her eyebrows and eyes looked even more disliked to Lin Jin than when they first met: "Miss Lin Liu, the young lady has just fallen asleep, you'd better not go in and disturb her, go to the academy earlier."

"Can I go in and take a look at Sister Shixia? I promise to be gentle." Lin Jin was worried about Song Shixia and did not notice Qiuyue's coldness.

"The girl has always had trouble sleeping. Now she finally falls asleep. Miss Lin Liu, you'd better not go in, or you will wake her up." Qiuyue saw that the concern on her face was not fake, and relaxed for a moment, but then she remembered that her girl was like this because of her, and her face turned cold again.

Lin Jin was a little depressed. Although she was disappointed, she had to admit that Qiuyue's approach was the most appropriate: "Then I'll come back and look for my sister."

Why did you suddenly get sick?

Although Song Shixia was sick on weekdays, he was not sick enough to ask for leave from the academy.

Could it be that once the heroine comes through, Song Shixia's illness will get worse?