I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

Lin Jin happily ran to Fuyun Courtyard to find Song Shixia. Before she reached the gate, she heard a chaotic commotion in the yard. Her smile froze for a moment, and as if she realized something, she rushed into Fuyun Courtyard without caring about her image. The rain soaked her whole body in an instant, and her skirt was also covered with mud.

The maid came out of Song Shixia's boudoir carrying blood. In the basin was Song Shixia's favorite handkerchief. Lin Jin just glanced at the maid and passed by her.

"Sister Shixia!" Lin Jin looked at Song Shixia, who was leaning on the bed, her face as white as gold paper, as if she could float away with the wind at any time. Her heart ached. She wanted to get close to Song Shixia but didn't dare. It felt as if as long as she didn't move, Song Shixia's condition would not become more serious.

Song Shixia raised her eyes, as if she couldn't believe that Lin Jin would appear here. When she saw Lin Jin's embarrassed appearance, she started coughing again just as she was about to speak, and the clean handkerchief in her hand was stained red again.

Song Shixia's cough brought Lin Jin back to consciousness. She hurriedly ran up to her, but stopped three steps away from her, her voice choked with sobs: "Sister Shixia, what's wrong with you? Weren't you fine a few days ago?"

"Why are you crying? Birth, aging, illness and death are common to all people." Song Shixia smiled, "Qiuyue, get someone to boil some water and get some clean clothes for Ajin, so she doesn't get sick."

Lin Jin shook her head. Even if it was human nature, she couldn't accept it: "Sister Shi Xia, are you feeling uncomfortable now? Have you taken the medicine? Is the medicine that Mr. Tu prescribed for you last time no longer effective?"

Song Shixia extended her hand to Lin Jin: "Ajin, come closer. I haven't seen Ajin in the past few days. It seems that you have grown a little taller."

Lin Jin moved towards Song Shixia step by step, but did not dare to get too close, for fear that the coldness from her body would chill Song Shixia: "Sister Shixia, why don't you answer my question?"

Song Shixia held Lin Jin's hand. Even though Lin Jin had just come back from outside, the temperature of his hand was still warmer than hers: "Ajin, sometimes a person's fate is over and it cannot be forced. I have let it go a long time ago, and Ajin should also let it go. Ajin and brother will be fine in the future."

"I won't let it go. I'll force it." Lin Jin bit her lip and shook her head, "I must save you."

Lin Jin suddenly understood why Song Shiqiu would only visit Song Shixia during mealtimes. Anyone who saw Song Shixia's current appearance would feel sad. If Song Shiqiu saw this, he would probably only feel that he was incompetent and couldn't even save his own sister.

It's not that he doesn't want to watch it, it's that he doesn't dare to watch it. Song Shiqiu said that he started watching it and let it go, but in fact he was still brooding about it and was trying to escape from it.

Because he didn't know what to do, Song Shiqiu would almost agree to whatever Song Shixia said. This was all he could do for Song Shixia.

"Silly boy, go change your clothes quickly. What if you catch a cold?" Song Shixia said in a gentle voice, looking at Lin Jin as if she were her own child. "Why should you cry about this? It will happen sooner or later."

"It's only a matter of time. It can only be later, not earlier." Lin Jin held Song Shixia's hand and then let go, went to the cubicle to change into the clothes that Qiuyue brought.

Xunmian untied Lin Jin's hair and used a towel to dry her hair. Lin Jin moved a stool and sat beside Song Shixia's bed, looking aggrieved: "Sister, you must have been disobedient during this period, so you didn't take the medicine on time, right?"

That must be the case. As long as Song Shixia takes the medicine on time, his body will be able to recover to the state it was when they first met.

Song Shixia held Lin Jin's hand and smiled without saying anything.

Lin Jin shook her: "Sister, don't laugh, you are talking, it must be like this, right? Sister, how can you do this, and you still blame me, you yourself are not obedient, which makes people worry. If you continue to do this in the future, I will not listen to you, sister."

Song Shixia let go of Lin Jin's hand, turned sideways and took out a bracelet from the box at the bedside, and put it on Lin Jin's hand: "This sandalwood bracelet was originally asked for me by my brother. It is said that it can protect people from a lifetime of peace and safety. Now I will give this bracelet to Ah Jin. You must be safe and sound."

Lin Jin felt that the sandalwood bracelet on her wrist was like a branding iron that could burn people, so she quickly took the bracelet off and put it on Song Shixia: "Look, it's because you didn't listen to me, sister. Such an important thing..."

Lin Jin stared blankly at Song Shixia's wrist which couldn't hold the bracelet anymore, her eyes reddened, she grabbed Song Shixia's hands with both hands and put her face close to them: "Sister Shixia, can you wait for me a little longer? Wait for me a little longer, I will definitely be able to save you, wait for me."

Song Shixia touched Lin Jin's head with her free hand: "Good Jin, I know you are a good kid, but I can't bear to see you so tired. It's okay, don't be sad."

Lin Jin kept shaking her head: "I'm not tired, Sister Shi Xia, I'm not tired, you just have to believe that I can definitely save you, you just have to eat well, listen to the doctor and take medicine on time, take good care of yourself, wait for me, give me some time, I will definitely be able to save you!"

As long as she is given time, she will definitely be able to get the magic medicine.

Song Shixia rubbed Lin Jin's head and said nothing more: "Okay, listen to Ajin."

Lin Jin burst into laughter and rubbed her face against the back of Song Shixia's hand: "Sister, you are such a good person, you will definitely be safe, you will definitely be safe."

Song Shixia looked at Lin Jin with doting eyes.

Lin Jin wrapped the sandalwood bracelet around one more circle and wanted to let Song Shixia wear it, but found that she couldn't wear it after wrapping it around one more circle. She didn't know what to do for a moment. The sandalwood bracelet was like Song Shixia's fate at this moment.

Lin Jin gritted her teeth, clenched the sandalwood bracelet, and then placed it in Song Shixia's palm: "Since we can't wear it now, let's wait until we recover. Sister Shixia, just hold it in your hand and play with it."

"But I want to give it to Ajin. I want it to bless Ajin with safety." Song Shixia put the bracelet back on Lin Jin's wrist. "Look, it looks so good on you."

"It doesn't look good!" Lin Jin's voice was filled with annoyance. She didn't want to see Song Shixia like this all the time. "This bracelet only looks good when Sister Shixia wears it. It doesn't look good at all on me. It's so ugly!"

She didn't want to listen to Song Shixia's instructions for his funeral. She just wanted Song Shixia to be well.

Lin Jin took a deep breath and adjusted her mood: "Sister, if you do this, I will be unhappy. It seems that I only take your things. I haven't given you anything yet. If you insist on giving me the bracelet, you have to wait until next time, when I can take out something to exchange with you, Sister Shi Xia, and then give it to me."

"Okay, then I'll keep it for you first." Song Shixia put the bracelet back into the box. Qiuyue brought over the boiled medicine. She looked at the black medicine and frowned almost imperceptibly, but still drank the whole bowl of medicine under Lin Jin's concerned gaze.

Lin Jin helped Song Shixia wipe the corners of her lips, her eyes full of heartache: "Sister, is it bitter?"

Song Shixia grabbed her hand and shook her head: "It's not bitter."

"You're lying. I knew it was extremely bitter the moment I smelled it. How could it not be bitter?" Lin Jin used to like the setting of sick beauties in novels, but now she doesn't like it anymore. She doesn't like it at all. Sick beauties are not good at all. "Why did you lie to me about something like this? Do you not like me anymore?"

It's so painful. Those broken beauties are all born out of a person's pain. They are not beautiful at all, but ugly, so ugly.

"No, I like Ajin the most." Song Shixia tapped Lin Jin's forehead with his finger with a bit of amusement.

Lin Jin pouted: "You lied to me again. Sister Shi Xia will get married in the future, so I won't say that. Although I think no man in this world is worthy of Sister Shi Xia, if Sister Shi Xia likes him, then there is nothing I can do. As long as he treats you well, that's fine."