Doomsday crisis survival game

Ksvi, a man who defies time and confuses cause and effect.

No rebirth, no reincarnation, and disappearance in time.

The world consciousness originally thought that this was the ending of the Mother Goddess as Kesvi. She would become a part of the Mother Goddess, the most insignificant experience of the Mother Goddess. Her memories and her emotions belonged to the Mother Goddess herself.

Because she has been the Mother Goddess from the beginning. She is not an individual who exists simply as Kesvi without the memory of the Mother Goddess. Even if the Mother Goddess temporarily regains her sanity and lives with humans for a period of time, she is still the Mother Goddess.

She will be nothing but the Mother Goddess.

She will not give up her identity as the Mother Goddess, nor give up everything that the Mother Goddess carries.

Liu Ye, the fisherman's wife and others only thought she was an ordinary companion named Keswei, but the person who had been with them from the beginning was the Mother Goddess herself, and no one had the right to ask her to forgive anyone.

She has experienced everything that the Mother Goddess has experienced. Even though she is relatively rational and willing to communicate with others, she is still the Mother Goddess. A communication cannot change anything. When the Mother Goddess' emotions overwhelm her again, she will not forgive anyone.

If Willow dared to stop her, the Mother Goddess would kill her without hesitation, even if she was once a friend she valued.

But I wish it were that simple.

Why, why did the ability that human mutated have to be "time"?

She must...have a good talk with her.

Just once.

......

"It's not a good idea to leave the body lying in the wilderness, right?"

The fisherwoman had no intention of caring about Wen Jinnian, but when she was about to turn around and walk in, she was stopped by a voice.

She stopped and frowned, looking impatiently at the 'world consciousness' that suddenly appeared.

She still looked like Ksvi, with a smile on her face.

Although the world consciousness was probably joking, the fisherwoman still felt uncomfortable with the accusation. Was she saying that she was wrong?

This person just came to kill her. Either she or the fisherwoman would die. And she had made sufficient preparations to kill the fisherwoman. The reason she wanted to kill the fisherwoman was because another person wanted to kill the fisherwoman but failed. The fisherwoman was also seriously injured in that battle.

Going back further, they wanted to stop the fisherwoman because she was killing people, but the fisherwoman did this because the research institute and the alliance made her become like this.

Considering that the world consciousness had helped her many times, the fisherwoman did not leave even though she thought she was rude.

The fisherwoman called her by her name: "Gu Ying."

The World Consciousness was stunned for a moment, then hesitated for a moment and said: "...Did she tell you my name?"

She looked surprised.

She knew her name? She knew she existed? She even mentioned her to others? Although it was just a trivial matter, it was very unexpected and surprising to Gu Ying, who had never received her attention.

Gu Ying did not lie to the fisherwoman, she was indeed a world consciousness. But it was precisely because of this, because that person was her, that she had such a reaction.

From a human perspective, the Mother Goddess should be her...mother.

Although the concept of a male creator also exists in modern human concepts, the creator is just a name for the creator of the world. However, in order to steal the concept of the mother creating life, some humans gave the male god the title of mother and invented the concept of the father god.

Gu Ying's concept of motherhood comes from that distant era, when the relationships between mothers and daughters were varied but very close.

Most mothers nurture their daughters, teach them, and guide them on the right path, so that they can become their successors. The grace of giving birth and nurturing makes the daughter's feelings for her mother unique. There is a tacit understanding between mother and daughter. Without the mother, there would be no daughter. The relationship between mother and daughter is the most complex and the closest.

Therefore, Gu Ying had tried to think about what kind of relationship she had with her mother, the Mother Goddess, and fantasized whether there would be such a relationship between them, but every time she couldn't even look her in the eye. She could only hide somewhere and watch her silently.

She was afraid of her, in awe of her, afraid that she would hurt her, but she also had a glimmer of expectation for her, expecting her to look at her, expecting her to respond to her, wanting to rely on her and accomplish what she wanted to do.

She tried to understand her mother like an ignorant child. She felt that the relationship between them was more like the interdependent relationship between human mothers and daughters and the mother-daughter relationship in nature, but more cruel and powerless than the primitive relationship between animals.

why?

The fisherman's wife stared at Gu Ying with a wary look in her eyes. She didn't know much about her friend and as a lonely person she couldn't understand Gu Ying's dilemma.

Although Gu Ying had helped her many times, she didn't know what her real purpose was in helping her, and Gu Ying couldn't tell more from her defensive face.

Gu Ying's face showed a bit of loss. She walked to Wen Jinnian's body and looked down at this poor child. There was only pity in her eyes and no sympathy in her heart.

But she still leaned down and put her hands on Wen Jinnian's face. Wen Jinnian's body emitted dots of fluorescence under her hands. The dancing fluorescence dissipated in the darkness, and the flames in the distance were still burning.

The Mother Goddess had never had any mother-daughter affection for her, and Gu Ying had never had any compassion for any life in the world. In her heart, she believed that the Mother Goddess was the only one of her kind, and she had no right to say those words.

If one day...if one day both she and she will face the end of death, when that day comes, she hopes that she can help her in some way in the end. She wants to watch her finish what she wants to do, and then leave without regrets.

Fireflies were spreading, the night was long and boundless, and a life left silently in the darkness.

The light will not come until the night ends.