Emperor Shen's charming wife

After reading the secret letter, Ning Yao felt mixed emotions, with emotion and anger intertwined, like a surging tide constantly hitting her heart. She rushed back to the palace in a hurry, only to see Shen Yu preparing to leave. Their eyes met instantly, and at that moment, the air seemed to condense, and a repressive atmosphere filled the entire palace. "You knew it a long time ago?" Ning Yao choked, tears welling up in her eyes, her voice trembling and sad. Shen Yu remained silent, just staring at her deeply, his eyes full of reluctance and helplessness, as if hiding thousands of words. "Why didn't you tell me?" Ning Yao yelled hysterically, "Why do you have to take all the risks alone?" Shen Yu sighed softly, his voice low and hoarse: "I am the emperor, I have my responsibilities and mission. I can't let the people fall into dire straits, I can't let the soldiers sacrifice in vain. I can't let you get hurt. So, I choose to take all the risks alone." Ning Yao sneered, and the laughter was full of sadness and despair: "Do you think this is good to me? Do you think this is love for me? You are wrong, Shen Yu. Your protection, to me, is more like a bondage. You have never really understood me, you have never really respected me. You always think you are... Yes, you always treat me like a child, you always think I don't understand anything. But you are wrong, I am not a child, I am not ignorant. I know what love is, I know what responsibility is, I know what sacrifice is. I don't need your protection, I don't need your sympathy, I don't need your pity. I only need your trust, I only need your respect, I only need your understanding. But you never gave it to me. You are too selfish, Shen Yu. You only think about yourself, you only think about your throne, you only think about your world. You never thought about my feelings, you never thought about my happiness. I hate you. I will hate you forever. "Shen Yu was heartbroken, tears welled up in his eyes, his voice was full of tears. Ning Yao sneered, "Forgive you? Do you think it's possible? Do you think I will still believe you? Do you think I will still love you? You are too naive, Shen Yu. The trust between us has been destroyed by you. What happened between us is that you have no choice but to bear all the risks alone. I know that this is very selfish and cruel. But I really have no choice. Ayao, can you forgive me? Can you forgive me?" Ning Yao sneered, "Forgive you? Do you think it's possible? Do you think I will still believe you? Do you think I will still love you? You are too naive, Shen Yu. The trust between us has been destroyed by you. The feelings between us have been buried by you. The tacit understanding between us has been broken by you. There is no possibility between us. Unless you give up this trip, I will never forgive you. "Shen Yu was silent for a long time, and finally shook his head, his expression firm and resolute: "Ayao, I can't give up. This is my responsibility, this is my mission. I can't let the people fall into dire straits, and I can't let the soldiers sacrifice in vain. I can't let you get hurt. So, I have to go. "Ning Yao sneered, "Okay, in that case, let's go our separate ways. From now on, we will have no relationship." Shen Yu felt heartbroken, tears welled up in his eyes. "Ayao, are you really so heartless?" Ning Yao sneered, "Heartless? Who is heartless? Who is selfish? Who is cruel? It's you, Shen Yu. It's you, from beginning to end. It's you who destroyed our happiness. It's you who destroyed our future. It's you who made me a joke. It's you who made me a poor guy. It's you who made me a loser. It's you who made me a lonely person. It's you who made me a person without a home. It's you who made me a person without love. It's you who made me a person without hope. It's you who made me a person without a future. It's you who made me a person without value. It's you who made me a person without meaning." After reading the secret letter, Ning Yao's heart was like a pot of five flavors overturned, with emotion and anger intertwined and churning. She was moved that Shen Yu was willing to risk his life to rescue the child for her without hesitation. She was angry that he had kept this from her for so long and never told her the truth. She rushed back to the palace anxiously, but saw Shen Yu had packed up and was about to leave. "Where are you going?" She stopped him suddenly, her tone full of uncontrollable questioning. Shen Yu's face was as calm as water, and he answered softly: "To save the child." "Why didn't you tell me?" Ning Yao's voice trembled violently, "Why do you have to face this danger alone?" Shen Yu was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: "I don't want you to worry about this and lose sleep at night." "Don't want me to worry?" Ning Yao sneered sadly, "Do you think I can really feel at ease if you act alone like this?" "Do you know that I am afraid of losing you every minute and every second?" "Do you know how deep my love for you is?" A trace of guilt flashed in Shen Yu's eyes, "Ayao, I'm sorry, I..." "You don't have to say sorry to me." Ning Yao interrupted him again, "I just want you to come back safely." "I will." Shen Yu held her hand tightly, as if to pass on strength to her, "Wait for me to come back.