Emperor Shen's charming wife

Ning Yao walked back to the bedroom with heavy steps, and gently took off the gorgeous but slightly restrictive coat. She sat alone in front of the window quietly, looking up at the starry sky in the vast night sky, and her heart was like a bottle of five flavors overturned, with all kinds of tastes intertwined. She was originally a book, and since she stepped into this strange world, she has experienced countless hardships and challenges. At first, she just struggled desperately to protect herself in this treacherous and changeable situation. Who would have thought that after stumbling all the way, she has now ascended to the throne of queen. However, every step along the way is full of thorns, and every step is full of hardships and difficulties. She knows very well that her current situation is still difficult. In this deep palace, it is easy to hide from the open gun, but it is difficult to guard against the hidden arrows. All forces are eyeing covetously, and if you are not careful, you will be doomed. Faced with these difficulties, she knew that she had to stand firm like the pine tree on the edge of the cliff; she had to be brave and fearless like the brave eagle. Only in this way could she continue to survive in this turbulent world. Shen Yu quietly came to Ning Yao and tried to comfort her, but found tears hanging from her eyes. At this moment, he deeply felt the fragility and strength of Ning Yao's heart. Ning Yao raised her head and looked at Shen Yu, her eyes full of fatigue and helplessness, and tears silently fell. Shen Yu patted her shoulder gently and said softly: "What's wrong? Are you too tired?" Ning Yao shook her head and said with a sob: "No, Your Majesty, I... I don't know who I am." Shen Yu was slightly stunned, frowned slightly, hugged her in his arms, and said softly: "You are Ning Yao, you are my queen." Ning Yao trembled in his arms, her tears soaked his clothes, she shook her head again, sobbing: "No, I'm not Ning Yao, I'm not the queen." Shen Yu stroked her hair, his voice became more gentle: "Don't let your imagination run wild. I think you are Ning Yao, my queen." Ning Yao took a deep breath and said slowly: "Your Majesty, I really don't know who I am. Since I stepped into this strange world, I have experienced countless hardships. Although I am now the queen, I often feel confused. I seem to have lost myself, and I am no longer the original me. "Shen Yu frowned slightly, looked at her firmly, patted her shoulder again, and said: "No matter what, in my heart, you will always be Ning Yao, and always be my only queen." Ning Yao shook her head, tears still flowing. Shen Yu frowned slightly and asked softly, "Then who are you?" Ning Yao took a deep breath and said slowly, "I... I don't know who I am." Shen Yu patted her shoulder gently and said softly, "You are Ning Yao, you are my queen." Ning Yao shook her head and said with a sob, "No, I am not Ning Yao, I am not the queen." Shen Yu frowned slightly, but his tone was still gentle: "Don't say such things again, I won't allow you to deny yourself like this." Shen Yu quietly came to Ning Yao's side, wanting to comfort her, but saw crystal tears hanging in the corners of her eyes. At this moment, he deeply felt the fragility and strength of Ning Yao's heart. "Queen, what's wrong with you?" Shen Yu's voice was gentle. Ning Yao was slightly startled, slowly raised her head and looked at Shen Yu, tears rolling in her eyes, but stubbornly resisted letting them fall. "Your Majesty, your concubine... your concubine..." Ning Yao hesitated to speak, and finally, tears still slid down her cheeks. Shen Yu gently wiped the tears from Ning Yao's face and said softly, "Queen, if you have any grievances, you can tell me and I will definitely take care of it for you." Ning Yao took a deep breath and said slowly, "Your Majesty, I am a modern person who came from a book and came to this world by accident. I know that my situation is difficult and I can only survive in this world if I am strong and brave. I worked hard and finally became an outstanding female general. I thought I was strong enough, but I didn't expect that I was still weak in this world. My identity, status, and wealth are not comparable to those of the powerful. My existence is just a threat to them. They are afraid of my strength, wisdom, and courage, and they want to get rid of me. I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that my efforts will go to waste and my ideals will turn into bubbles. I am not afraid of losing, but I am afraid that my dignity will be trampled on and my dreams will be shattered. I am not afraid of suffering, but I am afraid that my life is meaningless and my future is hopeless. I am not afraid of being tired, but I am afraid that my efforts will not be rewarded and my efforts will be worthless. I am not afraid of difficulties, but I am afraid that my courage will be worn away and my beliefs will be destroyed. I am not afraid of setbacks, but I am afraid that my persistence will be fruitless and my struggle will be meaningless. I am not afraid of failure, but I am afraid that my life will be bleak and my future will be dark. I am not afraid of pain, but I am afraid that my heart will be twisted and my soul will be polluted. I am not afraid of sadness, but I am afraid that my heart will collapse and my life will be wasted.