Overcoming all difficulties, the princess is reborn to become the empress

When I woke up again, it was still night.

Looking around frantically and confirming her position, Su Yunxuan slowly sat up. There was no sign of Feng Yuqi in the tent.

Standing at the door curtain and looking up at the night sky, Su Yunxuan suddenly felt dazed.

She couldn't even remember how many days she had been in Fenglan military camp.

She only remembered that she came at night.

From then on, every time she saw it seemed like there was endless darkness.

After standing for a long time, the moon above her head disappeared, leaving only a few stars sparsely hanging in the night sky. Su Yunxuan's thoughts seemed to gradually drift away like the gradually dimming stars.

She had looked up at the starry sky countless times, but she had never felt it as desolate as tonight.

Even when she was protecting the Purple Jadeite from the pursuit of the demons in her first life, she was not as confused and scared as she is now...

In that life, she didn't know that her brother Zi Teng had actually secretly grown purple chalcedony a long time ago; she didn't know that what she risked her life to protect was actually her obsession and the resentment that Zi Teng had abandoned.

At that time, she liked the dark night because it was more conducive for her to hide her whereabouts.

Why is it that now, she begins to fear and hate the dark night again?

Su Yunxuan reflected in her heart.

Does she think that all the pain she is experiencing in this life is caused by these thoughts and resentment?

However, it was this thought and resentment that made her, who should have been weak after losing half of her heart in her first life, strong enough to fear nothing, and supported her through the endless dark night and move forward.

It was this thought and resentment that accompanied her, who was afraid of being alone, and gave her the courage and faith to live...

Although it was the temperature of the summer, Su Yunxuan felt so cold that she couldn't help shivering.

In this bleak and dark night, thinking back to the past, she suddenly realized her selfishness, self-righteousness and hypocrisy...

In her first and second lives, although she died, she did not seem to feel the pain she had in life before her death.

In her first life, because of Yuqi's constant companionship, she never truly felt lonely.

Even if she has lost all five senses, as long as she has thoughts and beliefs in her heart, she still lives with determination and vitality.

After Yu Qi became a famous demon king in the three realms, everyone blamed her for creating a powerful monster that would one day destroy the world.

However, all of them, including herself, forgot to ask Yuqi: Are you willing to be created by her group of accidents and come into the world out of nowhere?

Thinking about it carefully, everything Yuqi did in that life, good or bad, seemed to be related to her, Fairy Yunxuan.

Yuqi wanted to cure her five senses, so he went into the demon world alone for her.

She didn't know what Yuqi had experienced during those hundred years.

During those more than one hundred years, she stayed in the heaven with the God of Qiongzhi, who did not tell her his true identity. She felt that time passed very quickly. What about Yuqi?

In addition to working hard to ascend the throne of the Demon Lord, Yu Qi must have been very worried about her during those hundred years.

She seemed to vaguely remember that when she was taken to the Demon Realm by the Emperor of Heaven to look for Yuqi for the first time, Yuqi told her that he had been looking for her everywhere.

The little demons guarding the door were not surprised and were delighted to see her; the fact that the Emperor of Heaven knew everything in advance and sent her to the Demon Realm, does this mean that the entire Three Realms knew that Yuqi was looking for her, and only Fairy Yunxuan was unaware of it?

Second life?

In her second life, she was poisoned and became insane, and lived in a daze for nearly ten years, until she witnessed her father, mother and Zixi die in front of her, and was taken back to the palace by Feng Yuqi to be cured, only then did she know what the world was like.

As the Emperor said, knowing the world is the saddest thing in this world.

Having lost the attachment she had for Feng Yuqi, she died in her second life without any attachment to that world.

Now I think about it, if someone could have asked her at that time: Do you want to be cured?

Before she died, she might have answered: No. Rather than waking up and living another year in pain, she would rather stay stupid and follow her family.

In the past, she thought that in the second life, she and Feng Yuqi would be even.

But is it really clear?

If they were really even, why did Brother Changfeng sacrifice his life for her to live a new life, and why did she and Feng Yuqi have this third life entanglement?

I recalled what the Emperor of Heaven said: "The grudge between you, Nian and Qiongzhi gave rise to the monster Yuqi by chance. The monster exploded last time, which cut off its connection with Qiongzhi, but it is bound to you... forever.

As long as you don't die, he won't perish.

But you are the biggest disaster for Qiongzhi!

If Qiongzhi can't completely give up his obsession with you, if the three of you want to have a good ending, you will have to make the choice and give up one person."

Su Yunxuan smiled miserably.

It turns out that the blood-stained words floating in the snow in the dream, "Sacrifice one person", actually meant this!

Two people is fate, three people is sin.

This evil relationship that was caused by her fault should indeed be severed by her with great pain.

On the way to the top of the mountain, she had been determined to think that she could do it, but when she really got into it, she regretted and wavered...

That's why it feels so hard and painful...

In the dark night, the longer Su Yunxuan stood at the door curtain, the longer Feng Yuqi hid in the darkness.

He didn't know what Su Yunxuan was thinking about as she sometimes looked up at the starry sky, sometimes lowered her eyes and hugged her body, sometimes looked into the distance, sometimes frowned, sometimes smiled bitterly, sometimes shed tears, and sometimes seemed relieved. He just wanted to be with her.

Even if he had to hide in the dark and accompany her from afar, he was happy.

The two of them stood there for most of the night, waiting for Su Yunxuan to enter the tent for another hour before Feng Yuqi approached the tent.

He walked in quietly, sat beside the bed, and gazed at the sleeping person lovingly until the sky turned white. He carefully placed a music score from his collection next to Su Yunxuan's head, and was reluctant to leave.

Not wanting to miss the sunshine, Su Yunxuan did not sleep as deeply as before.

When Su Changfeng fell asleep, she climbed to the top of the Qifu Mountain again. After touching the ice coffin and recalling the past, she never had those horrifying nightmares at the beginning of her rebirth again.

To be more precise, she rarely dreamed since then.

Even when dreaming, it is always in a dream where one feels as if being in a fog, not knowing where one is or where the road ahead lies.

But last night, she had a new dream.

She dreamed that her mother, the God of War Cha Luo, and her father, the Demon Lord Zhao Teng, were snuggling together happily and waving at her from afar.

She cried with joy and ran to get closer to them.

They smiled at her, then turned away gracefully, leaving only words of warning to her.

Her father, the Demon Lord Zhaoteng, said to her: "Yunxuan, if you don't cling to picking up, then there is no such thing as letting go; it's okay to have it or not to have it. Life is nothing more than looking at the clouds rolling and the flowers blooming and falling. Along the way, having something to cherish, something to think about, and having the eyes that accompany you all the time is already warm."

Her mother, Cha Luo Zhan Shen, said to her: "Yunxuan, don't look back, don't look forward; don't dwell on the past, don't look forward too far, live in the present. Everything is fine as fate dictates, and all the long-lasting touches are the most beautiful treasures of this life."