Collapse: The World I Live In

"Slow down... don't be in a hurry..." Eden was helping Yi with rehabilitation exercises. Looking at Yi who was unable to stand steadily, his eyes were filled with heartache.

Time flies, and three months have passed in the blink of an eye. Not long ago, Yi and others woke up from their coma. The five survivors were seriously injured. Hua completely lost his previous memories, and Kosmo lost his fighting spirit. After all, Desdobia stayed on that land forever...

"Hmm..." Yi lost his balance and fell to the ground.

"Dad..." Li quickly supported the fallen Yi, looked at him worriedly and said, "...Are you okay..."

"I'm fine...sorry to have made you worry..." Yi said with an ugly smile. He didn't want to bring his pessimistic mood to his child, just like Hen never complained in front of Grayxiu.

"Xiao Li, can you help me find Aunt Alicia's thing?" Yi said, touching Li's head.

"Okay..." Li heard him looking back every few steps to find Alicia.

Eden also helped Yi up and moved him to the sofa next to him.

"...Why don't you just go back to being a scientific researcher... Mobius will definitely accept you..." Eden said with heartache as he looked at Yi's expression.

"...Eden...My life no longer belongs to me...Like I said, I am the living...The sacrificed soldiers mean us, I have to return to the front line for them..." Yi said with his head down. No one can get over that tragedy. It is a hurdle that the surviving fusion warriors can never overcome.

"But you'll have to work hard these days... Not only do you have to take care of Xiao Li and me, but you also have to go to the front line to deal with the Honkai..." Yi looked up at Eden and said.

"..." Yiden looked at Yi and found that Yi's eyes had changed. They were no longer the same as before. She hugged Yi from behind and said, "I have always been..."

"...How is Kosmo..." Yi asked after a long time. After all, Kosmo suffered a heavy blow this time.

"He...is in a much more serious condition than I thought...Gresh is taking care of him now..." Eden said. The mental damage to Kosmo is more serious than the physical damage...

"Thank you, nurse..." Grace said to the nurse who had changed Kosmo's medicine, and then sat back next to Kosmo.

"Kosmo..." Grayshu looked at Kosmo worriedly. She didn't know how to comfort him. The only thing she could do was to stay by his side.

"I'm fine...Gresh..." Kosmo said. Although three months had passed, the tragedy seemed like yesterday to Kosmo. The person he loved died in his arms...

"...But..." Grayshu wanted to say something but was interrupted by Kosmo.

"Can you leave me alone...Graysh..." Kosmo said with his head down.

"..." Grayshu didn't say anything. She just straightened Kosmo's head and looked him in the eye. "Sister Desdobia doesn't want you to be like this..."

"But...but...I really can't get over it, Grayshu...I lost...I lost Desdobia...right in front of me...I will never be able to forgive myself..." The light in Kosmo's eyes lost its luster, and the scenes of his time with Desdobia appeared in his mind. There would never be another girl like Desdobia by his side. He hadn't even truly confessed his feelings to the girl who loved him, and there would never be another chance.

"Desdobia is my type in every aspect. I often wonder why someone like me has such good luck to meet Desdobia, but I didn't know how to cherish her. I kept avoiding her and felt that I was not worthy of her...but now...I really...I really don't deserve her love..." Kosmo clutched the quilt and lowered his head to hold back his tears.

The departure of a loved one is not a momentary rainstorm, but a dampness that accompanies a lifetime. Kosmo finds it difficult to reconcile with himself. He finds it difficult to forgive himself for being so timid in front of Desdobia. If only he had been more proactive...

Snapped!

Grayxiu slapped Kosmo's face with both hands and sandwiched Kosmo's head in between, "Don't say that, Kosmo!"

"Graysh..." Seeing Graysh like this, Kosmo was stunned. This reminded him of the time when Hen pinched his neck to teach him a lesson...

"Kosmo, Kosmo!" Hen rubbed Kosmo's hair fiercely, "Don't be like Yi, that wooden man..."

Then, Hen looked at Kosmo deeply again and said, "You idiot!"

The figures of Hen, Desdobia, and Grayshu are intertwined here.

"Both dad and sister Destobia have said it! Live in the present! Don't be bound by anything! Stupid Kosmo!" Gresh yelled at Kosmo, "Listen carefully! Kosmo! Confused people like you! You are the most cowardly!"

"Grayshus is right..." Yi walked in from outside the ward, supported by Eden, and sat on the other side of Kosmo.

"Actually... don't look at me like this... I haven't gotten over it all these years..." Yi said slowly, "Whether it's my mother, Long or Xi... these eyes... let me see clearly every moment of their death... the body temperature that gradually disappeared in my arms... the heartbeat that lost a beat every second... I saw it all clearly, but I was powerless..."

"Their wishes before they died were the same... They hoped that I would live well..." Yi raised his head and looked at Kosmo, "I think Desdobia thought the same... You can question anything, but never question Desdobia's love for you... In this broken world... Only love is immortal... When you feel helpless, crying is also a kind of release..."

"...Ahhhh!!!" Kosmo bit his lips, unable to hold back the sadness in his heart any longer, and burst into tears. His cry echoed throughout the entire ward, making everyone feel his heart-wrenching pain and sadness.

This kind of counseling should actually be done by Alicia, but Kosmo's experience is somewhat similar to Yi's, so Yi came. Moreover, Hen not only entrusted Grayshu to him, but also Kosmo. Desdobia's sacrifice made him fail Hen. He couldn't let the boy who wanted to be a hero end like this...

At this time, Xiao Li on the other side also found Alicia.

"Hey~ Why is Xiao Li looking for me?" Alicia asked when she saw Li suddenly coming to her.

"Um... Dad asked me to come to you to get something..." Li said timidly. After all, he was very afraid of this woman, Alicia. He was obviously a boy, but he had to be dressed up as a girl by this woman. This didn't make sense no matter how he thought about it!

"Really? Come in first and talk about it~" Alicia thought for a moment and immediately pulled Xiao Li into the ward.

"Oh... wait..." Li didn't have time to resist, or rather, he had no ability to resist at all, before Alicia pulled him into the ward.

"Hello, Sister Hua..." Li came in and said when he saw Hua lying in a daze on the hospital bed.

"...Um...you are..." Hua looked at Li and really couldn't remember who this child was.

"...Ah..." Li was suddenly at a loss. He clearly remembered that he and Hua should know each other. His mother had spent a lot of effort to improve Hua's aesthetic taste.

"He is the child of Yi that I told you about before...you held him in your arms when he was a child~" Ai Lixia pushed Xiao Li in front of Hua and said.

"Sorry... I forgot..." Hua apologized to Li.

"It's okay, it's okay..." Li waved his hand and said. Although he was still young, after seeing the condition of Hua and his father, and the absence of many familiar faces in the Fire Moth, he understood a lot. He was also a precocious child. Although he did not know how to speak like Mobius, he also understood a lot.

This tragedy... no one can get over it... this is a pain that no one can forget...